http://slow.writerscafe.org/Sumbum94 The original writings of author I love you; just not today. en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776170338 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Haven't written in forever http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/1456487/ When the smoke hits my lungs, my world becomes clear,My pain and sorrow is gone, as well as my joy and fear,I lie back my head spinning, my eyes chasing,, this rush is amazing,But i need more, and have nothing left, i must think of ways,This bottle of alcohol, a few drinks leave me in a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/526501/ She gave him her allShe gave him her strifeShe worshiped himFor him she would even give her life..Yet she just wasn't good enoughShe thought about him day in and day outShe missed him all the timeShe longed for him dailyShe would run for him at the drop of a dime..Yet she wasn't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/457372/                                           Have you ever loved someone but they lied to you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/457073/ Completely αnd entirely like α princess, only in α cuter outfit. I'm α wαlking contrαdiction. I'm everything you wαnt αnd nothing you need. I'll be your biggest down fαll. I'll misleαd you. I'll chαnge you. I'll mαke you stronge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/443703/                                            Today last year I had hopes and dre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/436168/ reallly old. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/325406/ She chased away the memory of his name,And burried the picture in a frame,But it couldn't save her.And how could he quit something, they never even tried,Well he still can't tell her why.They built it up,To watch it fall.Like it meant nothing at all.She gave and gave the best of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/322999/ She have no excusesno life of hard cold painno major secretsor fights of loss and gainits simple reallyShe stain the pillows each nightlooking at the ceilingpast darkness to whats rightShe a girlshe is meI'am what she wantsthe daughter I have to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/318763/  Slowly dancing past fractured colorsSwirling through my kaleidoscopeOf fantasy dreams and fabricated realityI don't think I realize which worldI'm relying on.Breathing through drugs andMake-believe lives, I don't think I seeThat I've been going in circles.I'm taking steps b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/317794/ you said you wanted in my head ? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/315287/  So you stole her world, She remembers everything,Everything you said, every touch, every lookYou'll send her a letterTo make yourself feel better.But don't worry about it you're just the best she ever had.You dont want her backYou're just the best she.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/315241/     It's a sad pictureThe final blow hits youSomebody else getsWhat you wanted again You know it's all the sameAnother time and placeRepeating historyAnd you're getting sick of it But I believe in whatever you doAnd I'll do anything to see .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/314325/ Wish I was a white sheep,But I'm not.Want to fall asleep ...But what I see behind my eyelids;Drives me mad,Darkness slowly creeping.Wake the night,Eyes red from weeping,Lingering in dreams and terrors.Of all the things I had,This cold numb feeling broken,By pain coursing throug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/311199/ Hold my hand even though your palms get sweaty.Play with my hair even though I hate it.Sing to me even though your voice sounds horrible.Kiss me like you mean it.Tickle me until I can't breathe.Whisper sweet nothings in my ears, because you know it gives me butterflies.Lay in the grass w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/310229/ best song ever ! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/309683/ Stereotyping, labelingNo loving, just hatingYou were my friend to change me,I became who you wanted me to be.But you didn't expect what happened next ...I fought back! and you know the rest.You think that, you still control my life ...But your words only pierce.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/308813/ If she says I caused her hurt,You can take her at her word.And know she's speaking from her heart;When she talks about the pain,When she says that I'm to blame,You can bet, I did my part.If she says ... I didn't lift a handWhen she walked away.It's true I didn't make her stay,But.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/308784/ All my mistakes I can't take away,You never would listen to what I had to say,I can't stop it, you do what you want to do. But now I'd love to scream out to you,What we did wrong,You cared,I cared but not when push came to shove &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/307428/ Snapshots of our life together,imprinted on my heart forever.Happy times and sad ones too,memories fill my mind with you. Little eyes look up at you  dothey see you as i do?My love grows deeper every day,as little children laugh and play.Someday they will know it too,th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/306053/ little sis, I just thought I would take the time,to fill you in on life.I'm 15 years old, I've been through alotso believe me when I say,YOU, decide your destiny, not the cards you play.You're beautiful, so stay that way.Don't cheat at life.Expect the unexpected,and unde.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/305625/ Another Fight Is Coming My WayI'm Not Sure How To Get Away.I Knows That I'll Hurt AgainWhen My Tears Fall As Fast As Rain.The Hateful Words Cut In DeepToo Upset To Fall Asleep,So I Lay There With The PainAs My Tears Fall As Fast As Rain.My Silent Scr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/301277/ No one knows she hides the scars,Of the hours spent in her closet,Listening to loud music,And writing her story on her wrists.No one knows why shes walking aroundHeadphones on,Music blaring,Trying to escape the hurt and feelings,Trying to escape reality,And trying to escape herself.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/300786/ Sail me a ship in this bottle blue,where the world rocks on lovely waves.Twirl me about in this stormy mess,rock back and forth on this perfect hurricane.Dip and sway so gently;moved, used, and abused.It doesn't hurt; no, not a bit...it's just that all of me is bruised.Mimic with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/300151/ I'm torn between what to doAnd what is rightAll I want is to be happyBut it seems like a never ending fightI want you to leave me aloneBecause of what you made me feelWe started out so strongWith our friendship being so realI loved being around youBecause of what I feltYou ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/298263/ Listen.... Stop playing these gamesStop playing these games, you know you can not win.These games... they aren't worth the pain, and the tears and the memories.  Listen ... you have a thousand optionsYou have a thousand ways,So please just keep walking,And stop playing games... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/297522/ super old. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/294534/ Hmm, Its how I'm feeling right now. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/294266/ Drugs, alcohol and older boys,No more barbies or other toys.Swearing, fighting and smoking from bongs,No more choosing right from wrong.We're growing up and we're starting to change,We think we're acting normal, but our parents think it's strange.We may do crazy things just to not seem l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/293988/ Old. I found it. While looking through somethings. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/293854/ Its to my bestfriend, I wrote it for her, I thought maybe it would make her stay, to see how I need her, but if leaving will make her happy, and stay there for good will... then, I'm will to let her go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/293698/  Man, are these years, we were left thinking you were nothing but a square bear.Oh man, oh man, I was way wrong.You had your very first kiss a while a go, at the age of 15.I wasn't there, for you could brag,But I found out in the end. Because you're nothing, but a w***e .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/292736/ To a new friend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/292536/ I got bored. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/292502/ I wrote this for one of my friends. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/292412/ I'm not so perfect, did you know?Do you remember every word that you wrote?'You're perfect and lovely" and you couldn't seeThen you saw I wasn't perfect and perfect wasn't me.Old scars line my arms and legsThoughts of you replaced with thoughts of deathLyrics sprawled out on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/290232/ My heart is still beating;And I am still moving,But sometimes I feel like I'm losing ...Losing myself to your selfishness.But this time it is different,Because you are someone I don't miss,And even though I'm walking through this world all alone,Rght now I couldn't&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/289891/ Answer back to a poem. I found. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/287049/ You don't need you to say "I'll be okay"because for me it wont,so just walk away.You don't need you to say "I'm sorry...I wish it didn't have to be this way"you made it like this,so thats something you don't even need to say.You don't need you to say "I'll .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/286446/ To all my bestfriends http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/286439/ Standing at the cliff's edgeLooking at the water belowEndless pain has brought me hereThis is my time to goAs I stare at the waterI think of what I have becomeSomeone I never wanted toCuts and scars on my armBloody tear drops flowDown my cracked cheeksAs I get ready to jump.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/286436/ I have nothing left, to say to you,There's nothing I can explain.I'm choking on my useless guilt,I'm up to the brim with shame.And I still cry for no reason,unable to wipe away the blood.How did I turn into this?Who is this stranger I've become?I'm lost without a feeling,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/286430/ Ture Story. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/285116/ Life:Everyone has it,We underestimate itUntil we lose it.Death:It haunts every step,More welcome to some than mostStill we live through it.Love:Between two people,A feeling of belongingNever lose your faith.Friends:The most special bond,You love them more than your .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/285054/ One...I look down..and see nothing..I'm just floating there..waiting...to see if your gonna let me fall..let me fall..&& never help me up..two...I'm holding my breath..I'm turning purple..but I still feel so calm..I close my eyes..&& I can remember..all th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/285051/ I look in your eyes all I see; Is confusion, dismay and disbelief. Your eyes are red from all the tears,They show all your failures and all of your fears. What can I do, to help this girl?I can see her head in a whirl;Spinning around, afraid to speak. I wonder, what.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/285036/ Perfection is her goal,To prove her self control.She can not give in yet,The devil made her a bet.Her eyes, red and bruised,Her self esteem abused.Water, drugs, and exercize;Excuses for starving turn into lies.She sits on her bed,Wishing she'd be fed.Though this is part.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/284921/ I wrote this when, I had just lost my bestfriend. We were so close. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sumbum94/284328/