http://slow.writerscafe.org/Mystyrayn The original writings of author Mysty Rayn en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033790 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Pretend    What a show you’d putonAn act for all to seeBut I saw somethingelseBesides whom youpretended to be Past the green ofyour eyesA kind soul dwelledWith each beat ofyour heartMy heart swelled&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/1040995/ My soul never completeBut I had no way to knowTill I found it's mateAnd our love began to grow My soul has been closedTo those who want to seeWaiting for youTo set my soul free Now I sit all aloneWhile you keep moving onFrozen in waitAnd not sure how long&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/668785/ I am not who I want to beCause I am nothing without youI am not who I once wasCause I am nothing without you  You fill the hollow in my heartYou light the dark of my soulYou numb the pain of my pastYou brighten my future You make my heart beatYou remind my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/668774/ How do I tell you how much I love youWhen the words fail to existHow do I tell you I need youWhen I've never experienced it beforeHow do I tell you I want youWhen I know I can't have youHow do I walk away When we are meant to beHow do I wait for youWhen my life keeps movingHow .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/668766/ The walls are closing in around meFeeling the tension of the tight spaceConfinement in my chestMy heart poundingAnxiety consuming meI curl into a ballProtecting myselfThe bricks I lay one by oneCrumbling with each walls shiftThe mortar crushed to powderI shiver no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/450769/  You watch me from across the pool of steam.The water swirling as I gently step down into the tub.The heat instantly relaxes me.I close my eyes, taking in the moment.As I open them I see that your eyes are now closed.I drift across the water and straddle your hipsA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/428590/ Do you miss me at all?Our long talks?Our late night laughter? Do you dream of me at all?Our time together?What may have been? Do you think of me?When you need a friend?When you’re alone? Do you still need me?Even in death?Can you still.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/423037/ You hurt me again and again.Yet, I stay… Drowning in a pool of confusion.Lost in a forest of fear.Strangled by the ropes of loneliness.Fused by the ice of insecurity. Crushed by the weight of your destruction.You have destroyed all that I once was... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/422805/ Somethings you just wish you could say... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/422802/ Tease Me Tease me with you your wordsYour thoughtsYour desiresTease me with you fingersYour touchYour graspTease me with your tongueYour licksYour kissesTease me with your moansYour gaspsYour sighsTease me with your c**kYour manhoodYour pleasure.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/422471/ I could ask you to take me for who I amBut I don’t know who that isYesterday a childToday a womanEach moment lost in the nextSwallowed by a dream of tomorrowAnd who I wish to beConfused by yesterdayDamaged todayConsumed with insecuritiesFantasizing of the wo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/422144/ Acid Mystery surrounds youAs the pain invades youRavaging your mind Dissolving your soulYou hide behind a façadeBut I see through youTo the depths of your demiseEating at you like a cancerAbsorbing your conscienceI see through youLike an acidEati.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/384716/ She had seen so many doctors.Had so much false hope.Hopes they would find what was wrong.As tests were done, she refused the answers.Too afraid of what she might find out.After a gentle push of a friend,She managed the strength to listen.They told her the unthinkable... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/348062/ I never knew I had a breaking point.That is, until I reached it.I felt alive knowing I could hate.I felt real knowing I had limits.Limits on what I could take.It was eye opening.Realizing that I was able.Able to put conditions on my heart.But I now realize that hate i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/348030/ Some just don't measure up.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/348006/ Just having fun.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/344289/ With every pill you swallowA part of me dissolves away.After each sip you take,A piece of me drowns.Every time you pass out,A chunk of me passes away. You have drugged yourself past existing.Nothing but a shell of a man.How do I sit back and watch?When is it .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/344281/ Once there was a timeI searched for myselfLooking deep withinFor the answersStriving for a better meThen one dayWithout realizing itI stopped lookingI just became enoughSuddenly I was the womanEveryone wanted me to beNow I sit emptyWaiting for someoneTo tell.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/330788/ Needing a shoulder to cry onLooking for arms to hold meScanning for eyes to look intoHands to wipe away these tearsFingers to weave in to mineA chest to lay my head onVulnerable to lonelinessToo aware of my painLonging to be loved http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/329267/ I read you stories of “happily ever after”Hoping in my heart I can teach you betterTo not wait for a knightCause he will never comeTo be a strong independent womanSince magical powers do not exist I read you stories of ponies and rosesHoping .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/329061/ I'm Sorry http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/325715/ Maybe one day I'll just forget http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/325657/ A thank you to a good friend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/324986/ Serious Venting.... 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youTossing my beliefs aside to make you smileThrowing my morals out for you acceptanceLosing myselfI have become youMissing the woman I once wasThe strength I once portrayedLove that once radiatedCompassion that once engulfed my sou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/322610/ Blah blah blah http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/322587/ Just me rambling a little more.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/322107/ More random nonsense.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mystyrayn/322098/ For my little one. 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