http://slow.writerscafe.org/cutemonkey36 The original writings of author SamBug en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776035878 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The language of children seems so far out of reach     from whence I once knew so well.Those memories are but a distant sunrise now.I went back to the corner of 7th Street    to revisit the home of all my childhood dreams.Nothing has really changed.I used to go bac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cutemonkey36/903416/ Bitter cold brink of darknessbiting chillingly against my fingerswhich, for just one second,removes the numbness of mine soul.Midnight clear possessed by silence,overtaken by the nothingness of despair.Who am I but a mere girlliving in a shattered world,paving its own path to hopelessness,like I; be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cutemonkey36/892947/ As Shakespeare tries to write Romeo and Juliet, some of his characters begin to emerge, trying to help (or criticize) his play as he wrote. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cutemonkey36/792405/     I finally made it home from the longest drive of my life. 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