http://slow.writerscafe.org/craziichas The original writings of author Chasity en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776021703 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 just a piece of the book http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/356510/ This is in no way done!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/356508/ If I couldtake backall the hurtfulwordsall the painI causedI would.You know youare the oneI loveAlways andForeverI give you myheartI hope to keepyours http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300620/ Browns, Whites,Greys, Blues,A canvas ofsad colorsand hues,Mixing andswirlingin a cesspoolof depressionAway I flyto brighter colorsfilled with happinessand loveNo more tearsNo more fearsMy new lifeawaits mewith beautyA feeling ofFulfillmentThe canvas of sadness.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300619/ In the airlooking downeverything is sosmalllike ants weare from upabovescurrying to andfroWhere we gois alwaysthe samebut where wewill end upis the importantquestion http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300618/ Through the darknessI see the lightit surrounds youand I knowmy choice isclear,I follow the lightedpath and thereyou are holding meonce againAll is the way itshould beBut then I awakeand you aren't hereand I cry myselfto sleep in thehopes of returningto you in that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300616/ I sit here aloneaway from youstillThe trouble Icaused youbutUnwavering, yousee me as Iwant to be seenAll along youwere the one,I was too blindto see itI love youMy one and onlysorry it tookall this time to see http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300615/ Is it timeto let yougo?Each momentI think soyou send mesomethingIs it timeto saygoodbyeI think notJust when I'mabout toyou come backinto my mindBut what wehad is over nowI can't see clearlywhat I hadbefore you ismy future http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300614/ I lay upon mybed,my eyes closebut for amomentI look downI see the colorRed,So brightSo beautifulIt covers me,swallows meup...The room fades,I shut myeyes for thelast timeI am no more.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300613/ Look in my eyesyou can see I'mjust fakeTrying to bewhat I knowyou wantI make moremistakesTime to justgive upIt's just notworth itanymore http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300611/ I look before meI see myselfliving the lifeI wantWhen I try tostep forwardthe glass stops meI look behind meI see the life Ilive nowwithout the thingsI desireAnger grows swiftlyI turn with myhand in a fistThe glass shattersBlood falls onthe floorI step throughwi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300610/ Day after daysame old s**tcan't stand thislike I haveanymoreMy end willcome soon ifchanges don'tCan't take thislife I liveSay goodbye tome for I amgone nowforever http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300609/ I came for youand aftera fleetingmoment togetheryou gave meup and letme go.My heart isbroken,I thought youloved meBetrayed...Used...Do you reallygive a s**t?I can't tellat this point.Show me I amwrong, I begof you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300608/ Wind blows,grass swaysaround meStarlight uponmy faceI smile andlook at youbeside me,But your notthere nowWhere are you?Running througha field,looking for youI stop and fallto my kneesI cry becauseI've lost youI need you withme now...Where are you? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300606/ Standing on theedgeThe wind blowingon my faceI finally feelfree nowAway from myone bigmistakeNever going backI lean forwardand let myselffall farI know you'llbe there tocatch me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300605/ In a briefmomentMy world cameto a haltIf you weremad at meI would havenothing leftRelief camewhen we spokeThings arebetter now thatI'm no longerscared http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300604/ I wish I knewthe right wordsto sayI love you,to tell youI care about youto sayI want you inmy lifeto tell youI never wantto let you goYou mean somuch to meI wish I knewhow to tellyou that,so youcould feel happyjust to knowhow muchI love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300602/ A part of mewants to leavethis great placeI haven't doneanything trulygood for anyoneJust causedproblemsI don't know ifanyone wouldtry to convincemy to stayMaybe theyreally want meto goIs that whywe aren'ttogether?Sometimes Ithink everon'slived will begreat .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300599/ The dreams, so real and vivid that I swore they were happening to me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300518/ working title http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300517/ You tell mewhat you knowI don't wantto hearYou know itwill hurt meand you seemto enjoy mein painThat's howit's always beenI don't know howyou would thinkI deserved all thispain in my lifeAll I ever did waslove you the bestI couldAnd you treatedmy like I wasnev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300188/ I close myeyes andsee myselfalone.Those thatI love arelooking atme froma distanceI call to thembut they turntheir backsto meI need theirhelp andI hope theyturn aroundespeciallyYou http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300186/ Just when happinessstrolls in my wayMy past comes andcrushes it for meI fear it willNever leave me aloneI want to always behappy and notworry about mypast coming tohaunt my life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300185/ Together but...apartHappier thisway...The love wehaveWill neverfadeAs long aswe stayTogether but...Apart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300184/ Things are hardwhen all I wantis to be happy andsomething else messesup for meWhen you are aroundI forget all my problemsand enjoy the timesI have with youWhen you are goneI feel so lost and Idon't know how to beBut I try my hardestand make it throughthe day without you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300182/ Your words stinglike cuts onmy armWhy do you insiston cutting my thisway?Why?I know I've hurtyouYou've hurt metooWhy do youwant to makeit worse?I can't take itmuch longerThese cuts aregoing deeperPlease stop beforeI lose myself http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300181/ Without youThere is pain insidemy heart breaksin pieces for youto put backtogether again whenI see you soonMy urges are strongto inflict painon myself.Am I normal?Can you help me?So hard to resistI want to manifestmy loneliness intosomething realSomething I can seeS.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300180/ I lay with youtouching youkissing youour bodies closeI feel your heartbeat fast and hardmuch like mineyour body nextto mine thepleasure we feelthe ecstasy risesthe moves quickenwe move together....eternal bliss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300179/ The days with youwere like a dreamyou have my heartand my soulI don't want you toever let them goMy wish is forus to spendeternity holdingeach otherloving each otherthe way we doat this momentbecause you, mylove, are mySoulmate http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300178/ My tears fall down andsplash on the floorI have no one to catch themOnly someone to cause themOh how I wish he could seeAll the pain he causes meMy smile once sobright and truefades with everytear he makesSoon my smile is goneLost forever ina sea of heartache and tearsI wan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300177/ Its self explanitory http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300176/ Still that tough time.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300175/ This was written during a tough time in my life... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300174/ ....yeah http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300173/ I think you can guess... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300172/ I really don't know how to describe this... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/craziichas/300169/