http://slow.writerscafe.org/nocturnalbeast The original writings of author nocturnalbeast en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775991424 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 turn your head from the judgement of overbearing mothers.they are ran by fears of your demise.paranoid.controlling.insecure..worry running through their bodies…they have no controland no room for love.lies. lies. lies.lies of religion leading their lives.too much worry.no room for love.no roo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/1111076/ I grin.You smile.We pretend...cuz' ain't nothing funny.As we wear our masks and our huge clown costumes, we perform.giving the audienceour energyour essence.So caught up in the performance,that we forget what's real.We forget the passion we had.We forget us...Yes, I may grin,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/427555/ This isolation is driving me crazy.A the cold air hardens my skin, My heart slowly dies.While living I can feel my heart slowly withering.I can feels people's eyes darting through me.I can feel people's sould colliding with mine.I can feel.and people pretend as if I can't.People slice .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/427553/ I'm your poison.You're my drug.We could never work.Our love is tainted.Our love is foul.I was blinded by our past.You were blinded by our future.Too scared to take a risk.Too scared to take a chance.Too scared.Something so confusing could never run it's coarse.Something so intr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/412892/ Your smell utterly repulses me.Your voice makes me sick.I kissed you, and I could have died.I was lured by your dark halo.Your vicious demeanor.Your sly words.You.You made me realize how much I love my baby.How much you disgust me.How much I need my baby.How sneaky you are.I ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/389484/ My body aches. My soul aches.My heart aches.Worry is clouding my judgement, my mind.Blinded by insecurities; so blinded that I can't see the truth.Or maybe my eyes aren't deceiving me.Maybe I am seeing clearly.I hate feeling like this.I hate being on a rollercoaster I can't control... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/386817/ I can’t breathe- my lies have entangled me. My soul Needs to be set Free- Needs to breathe. I’m slowly withering- Gasping for air.  Asking, begging, pleading, eternally praying- to be set Free.  Lost in my tales.  Lost in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/377683/ Why do I hurt?Why am I hurt?Why does this hurt?I lashed out, hurting others.Filled with a dark spirit; able to kill.Filled with a dark past.Filled with me.When I'm hurting you, I'm hurting me.I'm hurting because you're hurting.It hurts that you don't need me.I'm hurt that I drove.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/371928/ I love you.I need you.I'm lost in a web of lies.I'm trapped.Traped.Waiting for you to find me.Waiting on me to find me.I've been lost for so long.You bring light to the end of the tunnel. You make life worthwhile. You make me happy.An impossible task.I love you.You've broug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/371726/ Y the f**k don't you LISTEN?I talk to you.you talk to me.I hear you.YOU DON'T HEAR ME.You're just a selfish b***h with your own thoughts in mind.You can't hear.You're not deaf.But you can't hear.You don't understand me.I can't understand you.This s**t is getting too old.I am .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/366371/ I'm so lost in you.So confused.Which way should I go?My heart is pulling me towards love but my mind continously reminds me of the nightmares.The nightmares that haunt the essence of me.The nightmares that took me 6 months to get rid of.The nightmares that consumed me and made me cold... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/365376/ I am so lost.Lost.Lost.Lost.Sooooo lost.I CAN'T FIND MYSELF.I'm crying on the inside.so numb.unable to feel.I hate this.I hate how I feel.I hate how this feels.I hate feeling.so lost.I don't know how to feel, what to feel.HOW THE F**K CAN YOU TELL ME HOW TO FEEL!what .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/361951/ My friends have betrayed me.My mother has internally bruised me.My father is ashamed...But I'm better.Used to sleep under rain clouds,now bathing in the glorious, gloden sun.Happiness healing my bruised soul.Once lost in pain...now found by hope.Hope of a better day.And it's comi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/354400/ You f*****g thief.You stupid b***h.I f*****g hate you.Hate what you've become....Hate what you've done to me...Hate you!Stealing my dreams and aspirations and wearing them as a crown.Jealousy is keeping me from happiness.Anger is tearing our friendship apart.But...you do this!You.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/354395/ I've been away from you for awhile.Lost without you.Hurt without you.My heart has been filled once again.Ready to give and receive.Ready for anything.I'm invinsible.I can take on the world.Only there for minutes; but felt like year.Being with you, gave me a piece of me.I'm findin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/354385/ This is something that me and my friend (Craig Ester) made for fun! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/351043/ Death is a funny thing.Oh, how I wish I could kill you right now.Inflict the pain you've caused.Hurt you.Damage you.Kill you.Slice your throat,Hammer your skull,Crush your soul.Send signals of pain running through your body.Bruise you.Poison you.Kill you for the hurt you've c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/326466/ Take my hand.I'll teach you.Teach you to be free.Agony and sorrow in your heart.For I have heard the cries in your closet.Screaming.Coughing.Dying.I heard you dying.Had to teach you.Needed to teach you.Wanted to teach you,to accept your rainbow.When I grabbed your hands I f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/320242/ I'm keeping a secret from you.It's tearing our friendship apart.Tearing us apart.Tearing me apart.My destiny is ripping me to shreds.Visciously tearing the skin off my skeleton.Telling you, would leave me vulnerable to you.How can I leave myself vulnerable to someone that opposes my de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/318766/ Their words are my cage.Encapsulated in their hate.Scared to move.Scared to breathe.The words run through my blood.Streaming.Contaminating my body.Hurting me.Limiting me.So Insecure.So Lost.And, yet you won't take credit for the pain you've caused.Bask in your glory.Take yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/318367/ Trapped in the confusion and pain instilled in my brown eyes,Can't get out.How I wish I could see past it.The pain weakens me.WEAK.The pain confuses me.CONFUSION.Can't see past the rain clouds.Can't.....if all you're used to is, rain.Can't recognize sunlight.Trapped in a dreary e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/316641/ My parents have become ammune to my voice.Lost in their needs an wants of me.Lost in their satisfactions.Lost in their desires.Lost in themselves. My lover has stomped om my kisses of love and hope.Hoping for the confusion to go away.Hoping for me to go away.But my kisses are .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/316639/ Oh, how sneaky.Oh, how vindictive you are.You have been shipped away, yet there are still marks of your venom in my jungle.The poisonous snake lurks through my jungle, and hurts because she has been hurt.Cut off from her family.Cut off from her friends.Lost in the guilt and hurt that com.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/316634/ I can feel myself hardening.Turning to stone.No emotions.No time to feel.Just work.Work my emotions away.Work til I have none left.I am turning to stone.People knocking to see if I'm still here.Still the person I used to be. They haven't realized that I'm hardening.Turning.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/315262/ uMMMM....[[reallly truthful...and tells where I am in life right now.]] http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/315256/ Too many emotions.I'm lost in them.Would give my soul to be stripped of them.The pain, I would exchange for numbness.It's easier to be numb.Unable to feel, unable to react.Heart as cold as ice.Closed off from the world.Closed of from myself.Would suffer a million deaths to be invis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/315229/ I’m sitting on a pier in Tybee Island. Everything is really beautiful. I’m sitting at a table by myself. [[looking out unto the Atlantic Ocean.]] At the table next to me….my grandmother is sitting….her dress covered in flowers is blowing up. My mom is standing on the edge, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/314002/ I see a light in you.It's so beautiful, so rare.You have so many abilities.So many talents.They're encapsulated in a wooden box. Sealed shut.I had a dream that me and Briona danced around your box.Spinned, Swirled, and Twirled.We danced so hard with so much energy, so much passion... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/314001/ I am not my mother's child.[[I refuse to be]]But I see myself in her.It makes me vomit.Ironically, she's the car that drove me to mia.So controlling, she forced me to go.Constant judgment of my body.Constant judgement of my persona.Constant judgement of me.Couldn't take the critici.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nocturnalbeast/314000/