http://slow.writerscafe.org/SirDouglasEdward The original writings of author Douglas Bujak en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775458742 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 hold on to me loveyou know I cant stay longAll i wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraidCan you hear me?Can you feel me in your arms?I'll miss the wintera world of fragile thingslook for me in the white foresthiding in a hollow tree, come find meI know you hear meI can ta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/651792/ laying holding her with these cold hands, What is this?,She keeps quiet, not a word, he holds her, she loves him,but what am I?, just a b*****d wanting what he cant have,faking through this filth of a life, walking away, not smiling,For what is there to smile for?, I dont care if you love me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/405393/ lets talk about it, i've done my parttalked enough for both of us, this nightquestions, never anwsered as confusion floodsmy thoughts and this suspense is buildingif i was another, could you find the words then?Could you tell me what is in there?, behind those green eyesi wait, forever f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/403652/ here i sit, music blaring so i cant hear myself thinkjust so much running in and out of my headi have a fear, and it works into my skinsettles in my heart and makes it hard to eatI cry, i dont know why...just the image, you driving his carI'm not stupid i know the reason why...that lat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/402995/ Laying beside these lusting sheetsfull with young flesh yearning to give but the silence prevailsI hold you, still, silent, there is something wrongAnd you say not to worry about it, Well it's impossible not too, loveThese eyes wait patiently for the words, but the sun and stars just spin on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/400935/ It's 3:48 now, that clock passes so slowlyI look across into the space where she sits now, silent and playing with that sticky green gumOh what a toy between those sweet fingers, only if i could be a piece of gum to be thrown around by herShe does not know that i watch her closely no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/383341/ hemp paper burning through splattered Ebony,cold feet prints leave a pathway along the skyash falls like rain, the sun dying screams onlooking to heaven covered with silt and sin Drunk, drugged and limping back to see the bodies lying there like an old relicCovered with ash and dust.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/372940/ spit blood out and look at the man standing therehe is the fool with the grinning smile gleaming with greedholding every stolen treasure under his a*sjust drive on, push on stealing our timewasteing away looking through that filtered tvletting  us all see what they only want us toot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/367698/ Everyday I wake up to wonder what I'll do or say to youWords are hard to find to busy with the world inside meYou say your mad and your drifting farther away each day i dont call youI call with hope to find that you have something to sayWords aren't there as awkward silence fills the air.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364636/  We met one dayyou asked if I would staythen you made me look one wayas you quickly hid your love awayso I stayedknowing clearly what to saymeaning everythingknowing that this would take sometimeso i put myself on the linehoping you would findthat I might be the right gu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364634/  she says, "look at this flower"and throws it into the wind to fly freeshe runs after it as her skirt flys playfullydancing through the field of beautiful flowerswatching she is so freeshe comes to melooks me in my deep dark green eyesand with out a word kisses meI l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364629/ How sweet the feeling when your body goes numbYou lose all memoriesAs the pain subsideswhile the red flows out slowly taking life awaybreathing hard taking the last fresh airhow cool the taste one last time i breath no-one can save me but me deep inside i fight not to diebut yet th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364628/ Everything is takin farther awaydown past the storeswhere the children would playwalking by i would smilethe clouds over head are light blue blanketsholding back the warmth No blinding light to close my sightwalking past the flowers the smell brings memories of other walksOther sme.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364627/ Looking toward the sunbirds take flight singing a song of fortunedays will soon arrive were there is no hateAnd the children are still weepingand mothers know not what they dobut few who care take them in their armsYou can't see them there anymorethey are the unlikely looking they .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364626/ Why when i forgot you for so long you come backRight when i thought you drifted away out to seaI walked by and who do i seeI see you standing there with that beautiful hairits truelly hard to bare for meAnd i dont even know whyi wish and tryto find how these feelings come back so quick.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364624/ You're so youngso pure i look into your eyesYou'll catch me if i fallthe dreams you have follow you with every step i tagged along just one step behind and always next to youyou showed the wayled me far awaymade me taste the sweet sincolored my sheets with burning red passion.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364621/ pulsing in my headaching in my earbleeding of my heartthese are all realI breath in i take outbut still i'm withoutI smoke inbreath outNow my mind calmsAnd all thoughts run outyou stay hereinbetween my ears and way back in theretingleing fingers touch the skinmaking you w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364619/ I fall into the depths of my minddazed with confusionthrough the mess into the mass and into the dreamI lay here, not a soundout of nowhere i feel your hands holding meI lean back and you're thereyou held me like beforeIt flashes in my dream, to take me laying next to younow i hold y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364616/ Flying through the trees the leaves float through the breezehere you come through the fog just walking on alonghow can this be, I have mistaken my minds eye to stayO' the hours run past in my dreamsyour dress plays with the flowers as you walk by with a smilehair free waving in the wind as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364614/ I sit here looking downyet my eyes have not seen my hands shake with passion missed so longlonging but, your hands are not there before minethe flowers have wilted and diedoh why cant i look into those eyesO' I cry for a dayO' i cry to just feel your presence againto hear your warm t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/364611/ Unclean, lost, and cold these are what i felt that dayThose days after you left, after the yelling, telling, All that yellingIt was all madness, I know now that i should have taken my time with youstopped for a minute just one lonely minute and thought before i made my moveBut you skipp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/356974/ The days fade in and outI inhale to exhale outtake two steps aheadtrying to find the reasons for these thoughtsthese feelings seem so realbut how fake they truelly are to mejust another body that lays therei feel the gentle touchbut do i really feel that touch?my thoughts can't fix.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/342818/ "The Dancer and the Goon" Pointed toes slide upon the black floorGracefully she twirls and notices he is there watching through the crack in the doorshe stops embarrassed and he says, "Continue my Dancer, you move as if you were an angel""thank you, and who ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/339545/ "Last Day" walking straight through the eyes of everyonewalking past the sad faces that never feelWalking away trying to hidedown the trail and next to the treethere sits a man who feels forgottenthis man loses hope for happy livesthe man thinks about his futureIt is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/337604/ Sitting here pondering, I've found that i'm not on my pathBut, I've slipped into the dirt, And settled for what i can getReached out a hand, She gave up her body for one nightAdding to my endless battle inside, What am I?Sometimes I can't answer that, For the truth is that i dont knowI'm j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/323032/ Glasses over blood shot eyes, That numbingly find reasonPull back from the shelter, Let yourself melt into lifethe ways always stay, just the same wayOne or two words in, Forgot what i was sayingRemind me, I'm ok, just a little tiredYou say I'm acting weird, I'm just chill, RelaxedJoin m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/320204/ Spent all my time smoking all my stuff, and someone said she would comeStood and staired, Then walked on to start this dayBut what i see is blurred and She is still smilingThe walk is long, So we stop to breath awhileI hear the wind and A flower from her hair blows off and lands on my lapW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/320150/ Thoughts are way to mangled with everything around meblurred you sit sobbing for the loss of your heartStolen, Beaten, and bruised from each false lovers touchThe marks are not seen on your outer shellBut linger deep within your soul, making you wonder and itMakes you question the little t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/317118/ Running out of timeI cant get that clock to stop ticking in my headto short are the days that seem to bring me happinessAnd to long have i waited for love"there is love burning to find you" written deep in my fleshbut do i really believe it?I'm short on time, SoBye http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/317071/ S**t!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/316966/ Poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SirDouglasEdward/316962/