http://slow.writerscafe.org/snakesy_monkey The original writings of author snakesy_monkey en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776098016 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Take, take from me that is all you seem to doBut I need to take some responsibility for letting me be used by you  You put yourself first in nearly every situationwhilst i chase my own tail, to keep up with you  you make me feel guilty when I put myself firstbut that guilt .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/1122648/  Trying to see life through different eyes, i won't lie is an uphill struggle, you consciously  have to fight against your own instincts, learnt behaviour, deeply ingrained negative thoughts and feelings if you want to change them. Believe you me I am sick of thinking and fe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/1023151/ I'm trying to pull myself out of this and force myself, even though my mind is telling me something else.  I'm constantly in a battle with my thoughts, trying to suppress them and move forward.  I want to get better, so i'm forcing myself day in day out.  Sometimes I just get sick of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/646348/ Here I am again Confused and aloneNot sure of what decisions to makeOr to just stay a prisoner in my own home  I have so many feelings that I just can't controlI just can't control or hide I don't even understand them I just know they're on my mind I try .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/552465/ Such a Nosey ParkerWhy don't you get your nose away from my faceConcern yourself with your own lifeAnd take your nose off my garden gate There's more to life than concerning yourself with what I doHaven't you got a much more interesting lifethan constantly looking over at me and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/552463/ I didn't have a clueWhen I first met you All the trials and tribulationsEmotional conflicts and justificationsResentment with a hint of lovingThe europhia and the doubting http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/534240/ Scream and shout feel the world close in on you, crushing your ribcage so hard that you can hardly breathe. The darkness takes hold of you once again, and you gaze into the sunlight, but all you can see are clouds. You don't want to feel like this anymore, but you feel battered by life.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/514683/ Anything for a quiet life You sit there with your two playful childrenAnd your doting, needy wife You contemplate your life for a momentYour dreams, hopes and desiresThe aspirations you once had Are firmly left behind you  You're worn down by expectationsOf what th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/514679/  HEAD SPACE......... 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The one person that makes the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/479846/ Buzbee the naughty bumble bee flapped his wings furiously as he tried to break free from the honey that uncle Nectar had used to snared him with. Buzbee buzzed and buzzed, but the buzzing just wouldn't shift him. "That will teach you for being a naughty bumble bee" , retorted aunt Hone.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/359124/ I feel so alone and scared of my own shadow and wonder why it had to turn out like this.  It was one of the hardest decisions that I have had to make in my entire life.  I know I sound like a drama queen, but that's how I honestly feel.  I've tried for so long to make you see tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/358486/ Sporadic, decapitated and a stream of consciousness that you try not to control. Flip out on what you know.Marshmallows and marzipan seems the obvious answer but the answer can't be found that way.Milkshakes for your headaches, crisps for your fits isn't the magic cure for youBut travel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/358478/ The emptiness and loneliness overwhelmes meBut I know deep down that we just can't beI cry myself to sleep, wishing you were thereAnd longing for what could have been.But I know in the deepest, darkest depths of my soulThat it just isn't rightYou have an addiction that you just can't sha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/358470/ I sit alone at home in my own personal spaceSomething is missing, but remanants of you remain with meI love you  with all my heartYou sometimes look inside of me and doubt what you seeBut it is just me staring back at you.I do love you, you must believe in meIn a special, spiri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/358469/ She looked through the window and she saw me.  The sadness in her eyes reminiscent of mine. A sudden understanding and empathy, realising that she wasn't the person that she used to be.I saw the guilt, the heartfelt pain engraved across that unforgettable face, which I&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/315134/ Although you've done my head inIt's still gonna be hard living without youI feel numb, but still feel pain I can't cry on your shoulderAnd you can't 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arms tightly clasped around her body attempting to shield herself from her internal pain and discomfort, droplets of perspiration.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/315037/ Don't cryI've cried enough for the both of us I just want you to be happyEven if it's not with me I can't read your thoughtsAnd you can't read mine We can't even really talkWe just play mind games If you want to be with meYou need to show me what you wan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/315027/ A frail old silver haired man with rosy cheeks and a gentile smile would sit on the wicker chair when he was able to breathe himself out of bed, sometimes radiant light would stream from the large patio windows directly next to him and flood the room with warmth and energy.  It would catch on h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/315025/ I've got so much inside my headThat I can 't even begin to explain what Sometimes I know my own thoughtsBut other times I haven't got a clue I know people think I am strongAnd always in control But I can hide my feelings so wellAnd convince everyone that, that's th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/314641/ When I see a dazzling light I think of you.The light that shines around you and out of you is usually contagious enough for me. I know you don't know what you're doingOr where you're headingI just know that you could be going where I've just been I think you're frightened to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/314638/  THE DYNAMICS IN THE WORKPLACEIt’s like being in a constant game of cat or mouse. Don’t you just love office politics!  People jockeying for position, females marking their territory and males flaunting their egos. Opportunists at the ready, waiting for the right .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/snakesy_monkey/314616/