http://slow.writerscafe.org/ShelbyDidWhatttt The original writings of author Shelby Taylor en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776017792 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  Who's that girl?In the mirrorI don't mean to be rudeBut I fear herWho's that girl?Looking at meIt kills me to say itBut she's uglyWho's that girl?Drowning in her tearsI feel bad for herThere's so much to fearWho's that girl?Oh yeah, that's meThat horrifying monsterIs what I seem to be&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/661728/  Why, as the world spins, do I stand? It has been never been like this.Why does it hurt so much? Feels like a soul devoid of life. Why am I falling? I tried to find a cure. One moment my joy knew no bounds. A new meaning to a lonely existence.As reality dawned on me, every breath is anoth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/661724/ Don't call yourself a best friendWhen you rarely follow through.It's my best friend's heart to mendI bet you can't see from my view._____________________________ Through lies and facades I see in you,tell me what to believe.I want to know the truththrough this mask we see._______.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/651211/ Tick. Tick, Tick,the sound of the clock sounds in my ear.Blood rushing from my noseI just saw myself do itAnd didn't have the power to stop it.The flashbacks Rush through my mindThat time when i was surrounded by the enemyI had to actI had to kill them allTick. Tick. TICK.I can feel the breath of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/651209/ sorry everyone im drunking and i cant stop writing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/424361/ This pain seems so immortalI just can't not escapeI know I must try my bestI know I must not hateSo I pray a million praysAnd I say one million wordsJust to calm myself downThe bad stuff just comes firstThe best things are worth waitingforThe worst you can forgetThe best th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413772/ Those three wordsHe was her most important thing in the world Yet he didn't tell her those three wordHer love for him, the love in her heart she bearsBut he rejected her, ignoring all the words of hersShe stands in the way, thinking about her "friend"A car comes driving and the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413770/ If only it were as simpleAs that final first kissTo continue on with life In eternal blissIf only she loved himThe way that he loved herHe knew she was the only oneBut she still wasn't sureIf only people were always honestI can tell you most are notWhere is the one and only t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413768/  Behind my smileAre all my tearsAre all my fearsBehind my smileThere are liesBehind my smileIs where Ive triedTo succeed at getting over youSo my heart can be happySo my smiles can be trueYou know I still love youYou know Ive always been trueYou know I still want you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413767/ He knocked once He knocked twiceYes death is knocking on my doorYou killed me once You killed me twiceYou cant kill me anymoreYou said that youd be there for meYou said youd always care for meLift me up when I am downBut you left me lying on the floorWhere in my own blood and t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413766/ I want to hide my tears from you, so you can get over me too, I don't want to miss you but yet, I do, You never cryed for me, So why do I cry for you, Do you hide your tears, Li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413764/ I talk about these things I feel you try to understandbut all these feelings that I feel you just can not relateI need someone to understand this heartache that I feel this deep and dark and lowly thingthat constantly I feel Some person there to listenthat tries to understandhelps yet do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413763/ Turning blackDripping redThorns are posionReady to killStanding thereHolding itLonely girlReady to goCuts her handPosion flows inTurning her body coldAs it takes contralShe drops the roseFalls to the groundFades awayKilled by a single black rose  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413762/  am as a shadow in your lifea thing to yell atto complete your ranom tasksi do not mind it is normal for father to have chores for the daughterbut i just wish that it wasnt the only time we spokeand yelling doesnt counti know when i was younger the tickle game was funbut now.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413759/ There's this girl who loves this boy,He makes her feel safe and not like a little toy,There's this girl with a heart only for him,She only has a future for the two of them,There's this boy who she would do anything for,Hoping and praying he's not like the one's that walked out the door.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/413757/ I've been waiting, so trapped insideBound by the twisting of thousands of vinesFor years I was strangled, enduring the harmsUntil I found the my true freedom entwined in your armsAnd it's the last day I'll live so lost in myselfThe moment I've finally stopped screaming for helpI could se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/391454/ Im sorry I killed youI leaft you for deadAnd now my hands they are stained redWho's blood? Not mineThe blood; it is yoursAnd now I watch you there, still on the floorOh I dont know...What should I do?Should I tell someone I killed you?To take your body, and turn myself in?The gam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/361310/ only chapter one http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/353740/ Gasping for another breathhearing only the voice of deathNervous hands with a different feelCouldn’t imagine any of this to be realA twisted look fell upon the facePuts them both in a different placeThe heart fell cold while the blood still roseIt hurt to know this is what fate.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/353734/ I am your heroin girl,You’re saying that you need it.I’m going to make you mean it,I’m going to make you bleed it. I am your heroin girl,And for years I got you high.Now you’re going cold turkey,And I’ll smile whilst you cry. I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/353095/ Walking past the local electronics monolith I spotted her.... Stumbled upon her was more like it.No, stumbled past her would be the truth.I had to look again to confirm what I saw.She sat there, white hair dimming out all other color in sight.  Black frames suspended before ice-bl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/349248/ It’ll be alrightSometimes I got upset,Sometimes I did cryBecause I didn’t know how I’d get by.I didn’t know where to turn,Or what to do.I didn’t know who would help me, What about you?Are you just like me?Spending your time, sewing .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/348155/ Barley breathing,never sleeping,can't eat,don't know whenthis all started.Millions of thoughtsracing through my mind.Yet I can't concentrate onone to understand it.Trying to figure outwhat went wrong.Don't want to get out of bed to go throughanother day.Can't think straig.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316998/ As I sit here against this treewhere we used to play and laughwhere we shined and blossomedwhere we fell, and picked back upto where we were beforeto run fasterto better placesto get past the flamesof the holdings back of life itselfwe laughed at the funny mistakes we both madewi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316997/ n this is what happens when I’m with them?Can you see how deep we’re in? They laugh with joy.But it’s played of coy.  Never mind that fact of that.Make the way you look an act. Talk until you hearts content.Lend the voice you use for rent. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316996/ okay so i love this i put it on all my about mes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316333/ Corey James was my "big Brother" and on December 8 2006 he took his life please if anyone you know or you feel like life worth ending talk to someone you may not think it now but your death will effect everyone in your community http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316184/ By far i think the best thing ive ever done http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316182/ my body is alive alive with memories reminding me of events pasted look that was when i frist ment that guy theres when he broke my heart that's when my sister moved away and still hasent called for two weeks oh that one is from when i was frustrated and that from when i was feelin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316181/ The screams go through like bullets And the anger flows like rain And though it's all been said before It rips open old scars with pain The air is thick with rage And the field is sick with hate And though it's all been said before It's all been said too late It's always better t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316180/ A book On the floor words written in blood words of sorrow, words of hate, words of fear. It's truly amazing what this thing called love does to us all. We'll do anything to get it and once we have it, we don't know what to do with it. Betrayal one of the many things th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316179/ I watch you from a far Wishing we weren't so far apart I don't know why your here Or why I am shedding tears I don't know why you are who you are but your slowly breaking my heart I just want to hide No, take me and let me be by your side I want you to kiss me I want you to see T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316178/ This one comes from when i was 14 and it basically describes what happened to me in my life time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316177/ I see a girl laughing surrounded by a group of friends Never knowing deep inside she wants her life to end The mask she wears around is almost good enough to hide But then at night come out the feelings she keeps deep inside You can tell by cut marks on her arm her lifes been pretty tough .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316176/ The skies are black and the ocean is red Sickening thoughts are filling my head A vision of me, myself, and I The embrace of a child about to cry The inner reflecting The toxins injecting The screeching noise, I pass out at the sound I feel so faint as I hit the ground Everywhere I b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316175/ that October sunset was illusions dancing beyond the darkened skies of innocence a shattered portrait of ecstasy that October sunset was memories fading to ashes still lingering with the scent of Autumn leaves that October sunset was shadows lurking beneath the delicate smile.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316174/ It's your fault I fell Fell so hard I tried to get away to escape I knew where I was going Heading to hell But still I fell You made me I would give anything for you to smile at me To need me like I need you And then you grab my hand and tell me We're better as friends As lon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316173/ Roses, tears, and rain, All to represent my pain. To lose, and to not gain, And to drive you utterly insane. The roses, born full of life, Die after feeling strife, The blade of a knife, Or the touch of a demon's wife. Tears that I only wish not to feel, To tell me that thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316172/ Even when I succeed You don`t acknowledge me Even when I fail All of my efforts are to no avail It`s not easy Trying to be like you I`m not a copy of you I can`t do all the things that you do I try but I cant get by Inside I feel like I `m dying Even though that I `m trying Thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316171/ Hurt me Lie to me Make me feel like you give a damn and then Break my heart so you Give me the same feeling every day on how I miss you and I know that I can’t have you back Lift this knife onto my skin Let the blood drip I don’t need to cry anymore I have this How de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316170/ In the darkAll aloneKnife in handNo one else homeIn this little cornerFeeling each tearHugging her bear from her boyfriendFeeling death coming nearShe wants to dieShe wants life to endSHe loves him soBut her heart isn't amendWith each thoughtThe cuts growShe wouldn'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316168/ I really wouldn't call this a poem but its something dear to me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316167/ There's a war going on in my headThere's two parts of my soul talking to me at onceOne side is saying "no one cares no one loves you"The other side is saying "don't be stupid you know people love you"But who do I truly believe?My mind or my soul?Because why would anyo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316166/ I'll run so far away from this place and never look backForget about the life I use to have and my pastRunning so swiftly that I'm slowly fadingFalling beyond behind is what I'm hatingFeet pounding so hard on the ground below meThe horizon in front seems so distant I can't seeT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShelbyDidWhatttt/316165/