http://slow.writerscafe.org/mbond The original writings of author ~IlOvEcHrIsToPhErBuRnEtTe~ en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776004771 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I sit and wonderhow can someone be so strongbut yet on the inside be falling aparthow can someone be so happybut with hurt on their hearts how they can fake a smileand how everyone thinks theyr'e happybut truth be told nobody really knows whats going on I sit and wond.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/406118/  What happens if I can't find myselfin all the lies and disguisesand I'm trying to be somethingthat I know im not? What happens to all these tears I cryand all of these smiles reappearingand all my pain and guilt i hide? It eats my soulto know what I di.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/400885/ Although we've had our problemsoh i still love you soyou make my eyes glow upwhen you walk into the room no one could ever take your placealthough that scares you soyour all i want and nothing more i sit and wonderwhat it is about youthat made me fall so hardnow i k.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/400881/ I wish i could read your mindand see how you really feelalthough you say your minei just don't know anymoreit hurts me insideto even speak these wordsbut no matter how hard i tryi just don't know what to sayi wish you knewhow much i really need youi try my hardest to show yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/385178/ I'll never be perfect and I'm sorry for that. I'll never be something that I'm not. I'm sorry I'm not beautiful I cant change that and believe me if i could i would. I wont ever be skinny and have a perfect body so im asking that you accept me and love me the way i am. It hurts me when I look a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/384149/ i look outsideand see no snowand wish for a white christmasbut every year around this timethere is no covering on the groundthere is no snowflakesfalling from the cloudsthere is no snow covering the leavesno snow upon my housei want one yearjust one wishfor the ground to dissap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/352216/ It seems no matterwhat it is donei feel as thoughyour letting go it may just be mebut i dont carei cant go onfeeling this way i look at youand watch you sleepand i dream of the worstwhat if i lost it all i feel as thoughit all changesas we progress in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/351267/ Im sorry for the cursing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/349053/  It happened so quicklythe world must have shooki'd always hoped it would happenlike it does in a book he looked at me softlyand then touched my hairi felt so speciallike he really did care he leaned over slowlymy heart upped its paceright at that momentwe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/344083/ The Pit of Love by Jennifer Hadra I fixed my eyes upon the pitand vowed to stay awayand yet the blackness called to mefrom where i wished to stay they say love's one man's follyand another's key to famebut love was not an issuei hated the crying games still i w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/344082/ Sometimes i feel likeno one understands meand what runs through my mindi feel as though people expect alot from meand im trying to make everyone happybut in that process im tearing myself apartsometimes i just want to give upbut i know i can make it through thisi feel as though my wo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/343062/ I have a wall you cannot seebecause it's deep inside of meit blocks my heart on every sideand helps emotions there to hideyou cant reach ini cant reach outyou wonder what it's all about the wall i built that you cant seeresults from insecurityeach time my tender heart was hu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/341624/ you wonder why im hurtinglet me tell you nowwhen you cant let goof everything in my past you ask me so many questionsjust searching for the truththen you get madcause i dont lie to you i will tell you how it isill tell you what i didjust dont expect perfectionit i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/341083/ Sometimes I feel likeyou dont careyou ask me why im cryingbut you already know the reasonyou bring up painful memorieswhen all you want is the truthand when i tell you the truthyou dont want to hear itand you get mad at mefor when i tell you the truthwhat is up with thatyou ign.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/341081/ "Grow Old With You"[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone.We're flying at 26,000 feet, movingup to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skiesall the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringing you some in-flightentertainment. One of our first-class passen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/340779/ Hold the pose, a perfect pictureJust so I remember how you're looking tonightLet it go, now the days goneStanding in the dark, although we've turned on the lightsTonight we will deny, that time is passing byIt's leaving you and I to...FreezeA moment, its never been betterFreeze.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/340776/ I can't help myself If I don't wanna be with nobody elseI don't wanna leave my baby's sideAnd I don't wanna kiss another guyI'll pass any testCause nothing in this world or in the nextCould make me second guessCould make me change my mindCould make me not protect what I'm feeling ins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/340773/ "Walkaway Joe" by Trisha YearwoodMomma told her baby, girl take it real slowGirl told her momma hey I really gotta goHe's waitin' in the carMomma said girl you won't get farThus are the dreams of an average JaneNinety miles an hour down a lovers laneOn a tank of dreamsOh .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/338682/ "Just A Dream"It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteenAll dressed in whiteGoing to the church that nightShe had his box of letters in the passenger seatSixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blueAnd when the church doors opened up wideShe put her veil d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/338681/ When your gone I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now[Ch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/338679/        WInner at a losing game by rascal flatts     Baby, look here at meHave you ever seen me this wayI've been fumblin' for wordsThrough the tears and the hurt and thePainI'm gonna lay it all outOn the line to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/338235/ "No Air"(feat. Chris Brown)Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no airIf I should die before I wakeIt's 'cause you took my breath awayLosing you is like living in a world with no airOhI'm here alone, didn't wanna leaveMy heart won't move, it's incompleteWish t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/338233/ "Headstrong"Circling your, circling your, circling your head,Contemplating everything you ever saidNow I see the truth, I got doubtA different motive in your eyes and now I’m outSee you laterI see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in goldSee inside, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/337760/ sometimes im not thankfulfor what i got in my lifeand you showed me last nightwhat im doing wrongi feel like im losing youbut im going to be happyfor the days i do have with you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/334638/ i sit here and wonder to myselfcould it behe loves meand no one elsei wonder exactlywhats going through his headas he gazes into my eyesit gets harder every daywhen hes not aroundit drives me insanei wonder to myselfis this all realor am i dreaming?if im dreamingi dont .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/333186/ When you look inside your heartand you find the real youwhen you search inside yourselffor the hidden truthyou look up in your brainyou look inside your soultheres just somethingsyou never can let gowhen the past flies upand hits you in the faceand you cant help but thinkwh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/332249/ When left with no feelingto love or to hatewith an icy heartthat determines your fate when love departsand leaves you behind with no one to loveno way of turning back time When the tears no longerfall from your faceand the color of your heartturns to an ashy .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/328573/ sometimes i think your too good to be truesometimes i think its all a dreami think about you all the timeand wonder what happens if you leave i need you here in my lifei need you to make my heart wholei need you to hold me at nighti need you to love me   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/324776/ When my grandmother died of cancer and I had went to the Funeral home it was the most horriblest things i have ever felt in my life. Her body was freezing cold and she looked unlively and pale.I looked at her terrified of the thought that her eyes might open and she'd pull me in the casket wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/324380/ we lost touch as while agoyour my bloodthe only thing i knowis not seeing you no more i see it in my momma's eyesi see it in her facei see the tears roll down her cheekand i feel her hurt i hate your dadthe way he isi hate being far awayme and you were very close.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323893/ creeping in the darkmiddle of the nightalong comes true lovehidden within sight it may never happenit may just be a fearbut if it comes alongi will run away in tears if you go through lifebeing threatened by the heartof the most wickedest emotionthe one that will .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323608/ i hate feeling so sadi hate feeling so bluebut when your not with methat's all i do i think about you all the timeno matter whatyour always on my mind my hands reach outfor you to holdmy love spreads outfor you to keep you have my heartmy mind and soulw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323542/ and now im hurtingmy heart is breakingbecause you leftso soonits like you didnt want to see mebut you had to, to keep me happyim cryingmy tears are fallingwhile i try to hold it all inmy heart hurtsi feel like your letting go and no matterwhat i do ican't stop you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323541/ you just came and leftin a few minutesand it hurts'i wish we could have spent more timetogether butyou had to get backand now im cryingi hate being so far apart, but i lovebeing with youi didnt get to see you all dayand all you could sparewas a few minutes of your time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323540/ i wish you were herebut now your gonei didnt get to see you todayand it really gets me downi hate going days like thiswithout seeing youit gets me downi try to think about something elseto keep me from being sadbut no matter whatmy mind driftsback to you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323539/ when i look in your eyesand you stare into minei feel this flutter in my hearti feel like im invincible i feel sometimes like cryingi hate feeling like every time you leaveits foreveryou must not know how i feel i cant tell you about my fearsima hold them insidebut .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323129/ what if i told youi loved youwhat would you dowhat would you say what if i told youyour all i wantwould you want the sameor is this all a game you make me so happywhen all i wanna do is cryyou wipe the tears that fall from my eyes you help me every dayto .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323101/ if a tear falls from my eyeits because im hurtingif a smile spreads across my faceits because your with meyou are all i think aboutevery single dayevery breath i take remindsme of youevery thing i do revolves around youevery step i takemakes me closer to youevery minute i sit a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323097/ i feel as thoughwe are drifting aparti feel as thoughyour going your wayand every time i tryto get close like weonce was i feel likeyou dont want to bethere,i wish youd understandim in love with youno matter how far apartwe are im going tokeep trying to reel youback in to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323094/ when im downyou lift my spirits upyou hold me tightwhen i want to crywhen i have a bad dayyou lift me upyou hold my heartwhen its about to fallyou healed mefrom every fear ihave had in the pasti wish you only knewhow lucky i feelkissing your lipsand holding you tightand.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/323091/  A look of worry covers my faceas i read you message last nightit hurt me more than anything ever hasi wish sometimes you could see what exactlywent on when i was youngbut you just dont understandsometimes i blame myselffor saying things i shouldnt sayand if i lose you it woul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/321372/ i wish youd understandyou cant blame me foreveri wish youd understandits my past leave it thereyou act like back thenwhen my life was full of hateyou act like it was my faultbut it wasnti feel like no matterwhat i do ill never be good enoughfor youi feel like you want hernot .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/321370/ as i lay here every nightno one other than you crosses my mindi think about what our future might holdall the memories we'll make but then all of a suddenout of nowhereshe suddenely appearsand she takes you away from me i open my eyeslike it was a bad dreambut then .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/320956/ sick and tiredof stressing like thiswhen i know if it happensit will happen like this: when she grabs himnow he will push awaybut what if one dayhe pulls her in close what if he grabs herand holds her tightlike he normally holds meall the time what if he .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/320950/ Just when i thoughteverything was safei was too happythen came along her face she ruined everythingmade it all crush downeverything ive worked forjust tumbled to the ground i cant be without youwhy dont she understandwhy is she tryingto ruin my life .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/320946/ As i lay here every nighti clench my pillow for dear lifeyou dont know what runs through my headwhen im crying and wishing for death you dont know how bad you hurt mewhen you left me for heryou dont know how low you sunkwhen she came along before herwe was happy as co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/318845/  Inside bottled upinside are words i already saidthe feelings that i hidethe lines you never read trapped insideare lies of the past i cant replacewith memories that lingerwont seem to go away why cant i be happiertoday's a brand new dayeven though the hurtin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mbond/318407/