http://slow.writerscafe.org/SaraRhiannon17 The original writings of author Sara en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776021572 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The trees dance in the howling windLike the molds of our livesNever etched in stone, orCast in iron.Dont tell me that you love meThe warmth of the sun errodesAt the blanket of iceLike our dreams vanish into the morning lightYou dont want me anymoreCradling my love in the palm of yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/342126/ If I could write you a letter, and send it to you without any reprocautions, this is what I'd say - Why do you think that you are so much better than everyone else? You stand high on your pedestal, you've got one up on us all, don't you? Well maybe you forgot about the coke, the alcohol, th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/318785/ I only forgave you because I can't stand not having you in my life, but then I realized that no matter how hard I try, after it's all said and done, it is bound not to turn out the way I had planned. And I have realized that no matter how hard I try to make it all better, some things are bound to ge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/318194/ I'm sorry that I let you hurt meI'm sorry that I confused youI'm sorry that I kept you up thinking about what your life was like before meI'm sorry that I kept you up thinking about what life is like with meI'm sorry that I asked too much from youI'm sorry that I let you take me for g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/318192/ I think you get the point of what my "stories" actually are after reading the last two, so I wont explain myself yet again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/318189/ I thought about ending our daily meetings, but I can't bring myself to do it. I need you to fix me. I can't be broken anymore. I used to think I would eventually heal myself, but now that I am able to talk to you, I want, I need, I crave your help. When I look into your eyes, I can see right through.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/318183/ There are times when you realize that people are not who you thought they were. Then, even worse, there are those people who you create a false identity for because you want them to be what you need. When you finally realize who they really are, you start to feel a hatrid towards them that you almos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/318175/ Sometimes wanting isn't enoughSometimes I dont feel good enoughAnd when I think about how many wounds I have,i just dont care.Amd when i decide it wouldn't matter anyway,I realize that I am not a mess you want to cleanAnd I teach myself to know that the pain is realI bring the emotiona.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/317308/ I want it all to show, all the pain and broken piecesI want to look like a shattered window, on the ground, surrounded in blood.Or maybe a mirror, so when people look at me;They see a piece of them reflected back.I want everyone to know that I'm not okayAnd that I am molded by my broken pa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/317294/ Forever and ever I will wait,For the time to come that you feel this painIt ached and it strainsYou will cry and you will hurtBecause you don't want to be the one I desertYou will miss every moment of every day I'm not there,Trying to pretend that you just don't careBut eventually that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/317285/ And when the world holds you down at your feet,You know it's all for you, yes it's all for you.The pain we need, but it's the hope that we seekAnd I know that you will be there to break my fallSo when I fall, you're the wind beneath my wingsWhen I come crying at your doorIn the rain, soa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/317270/ You told me of the moon, the stars, the sea,The hope, the dreams, the world you planned for me.You taught me to listen with not only my ears,To see, and feel, and touch all there is to hear.You taught me to live in the moment with positive energyTo look at the world and see how it could be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/317266/ i watch you ride out your lifelooking into your soul, I want to cry because,i can't see any strifei'm not on your mind anymorei watch you enjoy your timeand i wish it could be like it was beforeyou have so many people to share your life withand i had you, but i lost itand it was in y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/316736/ Well i have sealt my own cards,Picked my own battles,I have criedn enough for both of us.It's been one month,And I'm still breathingI'm still fighting those thoughtsStill fighting those fearsStill wondering where you areAnd I've stopped fighting the tearsI have smiled at the people.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/316728/ Sometimes, to be closer to you,I stop what I am doing,And I hold myself up so I don't cry,And I think hard about you,And i try to convince myself'That you can feel me too.I try to believe that you stop right when I stop,And you have to also hold yourself steady,Because everything tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/316720/ I looked through your eyesAnd saw right through you.I cant stand to watch you cry.What you've done to meMakes me laugh, but I cry as I fall asleepThis isnt what I wanted it to be.Goodbye is never easy. So wrong, it's so wrong.Needing you is like treading water,I know I need .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SaraRhiannon17/316669/