http://slow.writerscafe.org/fantashtical The original writings of author Natasha Leanne en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776199502 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Am I the only personwho exists in this shellAm I the only one who feels like thisbut is too afraid to tellI can't explain my feelingsalthough I know them wellI pass by all these people  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/2059677/ To the boy who broke me,You've no idea what you've done,I am broken into pieces,that I just cannot pick up.You barely even notice,the damage that you've caused,It's like I'm just a shellof the person I once was.I know you didn't mean to, I know it was all too much,but I let you see me entirely,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/1807622/ My Nan passed away this weekend, this is dedicated to her, and anyone who has lost a loved one they held dear. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/1495556/ Upon close assessment of this thing we call lifeI feel very keen to admitI'm not very stable Or even matureand I'm certainly not very fit.I can't do my taxes, I don't own a house, But I do drive a pretty nice car,I'm definitely crazy,and impossibly loud,but I'm the funnest adult .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/1363457/ Trickling raindrops down sidewalks and drainsA clouded sky crying in painA spark of lightning A thunderous boomCondensation on windows and red Harvest MoonsNights growing longera chill in the airLooking up at the treesthe leaves, barely therea damp hollow feelingI share with the skyWi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/1035776/ I'm screaming on the inside,please, someone let me out!FranticI can't remember the feeling of calm.Every memory eats away at my sanity,my face, a barrier holding back the tears.My constant over thinking,the main ingredient in the recipe of my pain.Exhausted by emotionthat has lodged itself in my thr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/893295/ It's quiet now,Only my thoughts keep me companyI feel like the rain,falling from every surface and slowly slipping down a drainI'm stuck inside my own head Struggling to find myself againI am lost.I take one long drag of my cigaretteslowly exhale it feels as though my soul has escaped with the smoke.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/825848/ I am a withered rose.These petals are fallen piecesof what used to bemy heart. I am filled with a dark poison.My soul aches with disdain,and I myself am drenched,in loathing.I am a cold winter. The putrid smell of hate hangs in my presence,death and decay are imminent,and unavoidable.I am a wanderin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/635684/ For reasons still unclear to me... I lost him... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/628303/ This poem is dedicated to my dearest friend, and biggest loss. I miss you. I heart you. Always. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/486432/ Autumns leaves falling slowly from the trees,as winter comes and colours are but memories.Orange, red and pink, now just shades of grey,and all the rain and snow has washed the fall away.Such fascination of these seasons bring,a want of warm sun, of Summer and Spring.For now the wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/475756/ Drifting slowly,there is nothing now,a peircing silence ails me,and all I hear is my thoughts,laughing, crying.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/473324/ A wicked case of insomnia, accompanied by guilt and lonliness.Do you think this is serious? Should I be takin' meds for this?I'm wide awake and breathing, but it feels like nothings there,I cry for no damn reason, while I'm pulling out my hair.The doc's say that its treatable,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/463126/ She's dancing on the tables,and acting like a w***e,her drunkenness enables her,to show a little more...She screams and laughs "Let's Party!"but everybody's done,It's 2 am they tell her,But she still wants some fun.She's doing karaoke,and while we're barely alive,She's up on stag.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/435071/ We met.Cautions thrown to the wind,and a distant love affair that to me,ended too soon.I remember him,as if yesterday our lips had first met.He stared into me,I felt loved, cared for, missed even.Even when I forget him,one image brings me back.His arms holding me so tight,and l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/435067/ Help me.I do not see the beauty left in this world.For when he took my heart,he took my eyes.Who knew of heartacheas a blinding pain?It suffers me so much,these tears could fill oceans,but just the same,will never dry up.What is left of me?What is a person who cannot love?Do .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/414759/ Lay beside me,in a field of soft grass,covered by a blanket of stars.I've searched my whole life,and finally here you are.I was reaching out,never thought you'd be the oneto take my hand,walking with me,In the warm morning sunon the sand.I've always loved you,even when I&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/394562/ I fear that you may kill me,I'm almost dead inside,This sadness, how it fills me,I succumb to grief and cry. You leave me withered and broken,Falling to my knees,Hurtful words that you have spoken,Have summoned this disease. Self-loathing and depress.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/389262/ I am not a threat to myself, I only express my deepest emotions through poetry, nothing else. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/378860/ Melting inside,I think of you,my heart feels whole,I feel brand new.I hear your heart,become your soul,Devour me,I've no control.If this is love,perfect bliss,Give me your all,sealed with a kiss.Hold me closely,forever secure,look into my eyes,the ones I adore.Saved f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/377158/ As I slip into solitude,Submerge myself in my tears,I drown in this depressionand sink into nothingness. I drift by on dreams,sail on fantasies,fly away on memories,of a time when I was happy. I long to feel wanted,but hit reality hard.Bound to this feeling,a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/373404/ Another day passes,Dawn breaks onto a new,Cold air and frost,Make dull things glitter,Under a fading moonlight.Chilled to the bone,I walk over crisp leavesand fallen branches.At such a quiet time of daythere is still beauty left in this world.Only distant sounds of larks,or a w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/371653/ I have no desires,No wants or needs,Your words now onlyEcho my mem'ries,Though my heart is still beating,I no longer conceal,My emotions are gone,I no longer feel.Dead inside,I lay on this floor,Tortured forever,And numbed to the core.  &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/371632/ I fade into myself,Shut out the world,wander aimlessly into the absurd.My mind, a cement mixer,Stirring reality into dreamswhich in turn are nightmares.What sanity is left,Is strangled by insanity and grips on towhat should beMy soul.I am lost, overwhelmed by my thoughts.T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/370135/ I wake upLost.In this world I am drenched inSelf-loathing.I fear I will soon wash away with the rain,all the thoughts that run through me will die,I will Die.I am forgotten,Alone,Unwanted.The residue of people's washed hands.I ask myself if I&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/370126/ Frustration,Chaos,Heartache,Tears,Loving,Losing,Pain,Fear,Memories,Fading,Passion,Lost,Leaving,Sadness,Justice,Cause,Eternal,Lonesome,Forgotten,Gone,Dejected,Imprisoned,Broken,Done.      http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/359709/ I hate the words "I'm sorry"It's all you ever say.But if you really meant "I'm sorry"Then I wouldn't feel this way.My heart aches from being broken,And your words certainly don't fix,The sad and lonely feelings,And how much I f*****g miss,Your loving arms around m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/348712/ In a way I am a toy,Left alone and broken,My heart, a silent mute,Quiet and unspoken.In some ways I feel different,But in others feel the same,My life was coming together,And then along you came.Now I am this person,With too many regrets,The guitar in the corner,Broken strings .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/328860/ Love is forever,Love is a heart,Love is together,And never apart.Love is a feeling,Love is a soul,Love is appealing,But out of control.Love is pure heartache,Love is a chore,And this is why I,Just don't love anymore... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/328851/ I think I'm going to kill someone,I have not decided who,Please sir, stop your laughing,It may end up being you.I'm not sure how I'd do it,Or if I'd even try,But I'd prob'bly get away with it,I've been watching C.S.I.Stop your staring, I'm not crazy,I'm just a little stre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/328489/ If I reach for you,will you take my hand?Come away with me.If I give you my heart,will you keep it?Run away with me.If I spend the night,will you hold me?Will you stay with me?Be mine as I am yours,Two young hearts,In love.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/326497/ Whispering into his ear,She smiles.Laughing while she sheds a tear,She loves.Grasping at their last touch,She needs.Crying for what she'll miss so much,She craves.Longing not to say goodbye,She leaves. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/322043/ I love the smell of rain on the pavement,Or watching it trickle down a window.I love looking up at the sky,Only to feel the rain come down on me.I love that it brings out the flowers,And releases the things saved for these days.But why does it always rain?Only when I'm arranged to go g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321966/ For all there was, and all there will be,For time, peace, and integrity.Now I look above, will I become a memory?And all this feeling trapped inside of me,Is eating at the edges of my boundaries,I scream just to be heard by anyone,But a painful silence is all that comes,I confess .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321958/ To be uncertain,To laugh in the face of danger,To speak not in fear,But in rage,That is an adventure. To love once,But not to love always,To sob for days on end over a stolen heart,To be desperate,But still show unwillingness,That is a dramatic episode. To bleed f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321952/ Part of me wonders if I should let go?Grasping at something no longer there,I swollow myself whole.You deserve more than to wait,I tell myself as I sit,In my dark, lonely hole.I climb out, to see the dawn approaching,And stumble upon somethingEntirely wonderful.I am .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321943/ Do you understand me?My hopes, my fears.Do you understand me?My pain, my tears.Do you understand me?My loves, my hates.Do you understand me?My fortunes, my fates.Do you understand me?My siblings, my folks'Do you understand me?My smiles, my jokes.Do you understand me?My thou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321780/ I think I feel a connection,A possible spark of affection,That may deserve some attention,Or at least somewhat of a mention,That there may be some sexual tension,An arousal or even erection,And you may have a slight allocation,But don't cause an amplification,For lack of communi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321686/            I remember the subtle scent of lavender, it could have been the residual of fabric softner in the sheets but who knows. I lay my head back into the pillow, but even in the relaxed position, my body had never felt so tense. I felt a ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321575/ Because I loved you,I am selfish.Because I held you,I am cruel.But don't you know to deny love,Makes you the only fool?  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321496/ Don't let it get to you,Push it away,Leave it alone,Defeat it.That thing that holds you back,Leaves you terrified,It doesn't help,It doesn't feel,It doesn't have to be there,It's not real.Defeat it,Scream,Anything, just scream,Then silence,That silence?That relentl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321487/ Heart is pounding,Knees are weak,Palms are sweaty,I can't speak.Nervous trembling,Beating hearts,Our bodies together,Our bodies apart,A night of passion,Emotion stirring,Mind is silent,Soul is yearning,Be my savior,Be my love,Be my angel,From above,Burn inside me,St.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321481/ I'm sitting here,Watching the world go by,It drifts past me with weary eyes,I stare and watch as I stand still,For I am a part of the human will.The seconds and minutes, and hours pass by,As doing, a tear sheds from my eye.Poverty, war, hate and pain,The sun, the clouds, the wind and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fantashtical/321462/