http://slow.writerscafe.org/jexented808 The original writings of author jex en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775991241 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I wish I could undo every mistake,Go back through time and catch every opportunity,And be a better personI know my state of mind isn't the way it should be,I know I am stuck in this emotional cell,And I have thrown away the keyIf the time comes that I can find a way to forgive myself,If the time com.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/972353/ Part 4 of the new Colors series. I owe the ending to Victoria PoetryBunny. Check her writing out, it's pretty amazing :) http://www.writerscafe.org/SomeBunnyLuvzU http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/948502/ part three of the new version of the Colors series http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/946117/ This series will probably be the death of me. Second part of the fourth version of the series. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/945609/ The morning of the next day,A bright sun lit the sky,Almost as if there never was a dawnI quietly shrugged off sleep,Looking forward to the new dayLooking forward to the last day of my lifeIn the greens of the pleasant valley,Life was flush and flowing,Never more than a footstep away from the houseT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/929263/ Been years since I've gone down this road,Ages since I could remember,The start of all thisThrough the transfixing angelic sky,Down to the enchanting devilish earth,All I wanted was to begin againBut now I wait,Stuck hereNow I wait,Trapped hereIn and between and outside,Top and bottom and inside,Scr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/921430/ Clicks and sounds, Pushing it through, A united process, Keeping the system together If it breaks, Everything will fall apart When it wakes, Every dream will come true Clicking and whirring, Unemotional purring, Like the god hand it is It's simp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/839226/ Push me down out of here,I want out of your endeavors,You cannot seem to stray from the plight of the forgiving oneEntangled in this paralysis,You breathe and give and breathe againA horrid kaleidoscope of these previsonsWaiting to give in,Wanting to find out,Nothing is as simple as it seems,When a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/834034/ You and me are not supposed to be,Dancing in this game of mirrors and schemes,Presenting our true colors,We feed on others indifferenceShadows spread themselves over our souls,As we all force our influence onto others,Brothers and fathers and mothers and sisters,All feel the knives in their backAs t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/832768/ My quiet day, Here with it, Loving the sweet moments, When its nails scrape across my face An emotional cannibal and liar, Manipulator, I'm fixated, Can't get out of this When days eat up the time, And I slowly become more and more vulnerable, I give.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/832766/ In my reverie, A passing thought runs through my reflections, Dead lies stream through the dream I ride the pain out, Past these reflections, Cries shattering my sphere I can't wait to be here Passive, Here I wait, Struck by these void inquiries Stuc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/830417/ You,Of all people,The one I looked up toTrying,In all ways,To make me feel less than human,Trying,As much as possible,To make one mistake my prioritySorry,I can't do that,There are more important people than you in my lifeYou,Only mean,Less than nothing to me now http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/830010/ I awoke startled and confused,Sweat trickled down my back and chest,As tears slid down my face Next to me you lay asleep,Unaware of anything,As you shuffled closer,Wrapped one arm around my stomach,And breathed contently I wish I could remember the dream,And why I felt like there are more .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/829479/ Killing the innocent memories, Drained of all energy, Like a vampire I lie waiting, For the one who will sate my thirst Almost all of my energy gone, I wait for the sweet surprise, Of the devilish angel Ticking, Ticking, And ticking on, You are my ti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/814856/ Driven to the wind, Need the sunlight again, Choking on the symbol of her pain High up in the sun, She needs a distraction, To get away from what's on her mind I can see, Clearly, How I drive you away I can breathe, Freely, When I pull myself aw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/812892/ Let me fall into you,Surrounded by your caring,As we fly into the blueKeep me in your arms,Away from the eagles in the sky,And all the airborne harmsA stone's throw away,You sweep me up today,Free from the frayLet me hold on,Safe and warm,Protected forever onKeep me hidden here,Inside your swift win.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/810859/ first poem i wrote on cellphone onto this site. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/810012/ I'm not really sure what genre this is, or whether it's a song or a poem. I just emptied my mind out yesterday and that's the result. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/808617/ Random poetry http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/779145/ I haven't written a sad piece lately, and I kinda oddly felt happy while writing this one. So hopefully people enjoy it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/742321/ A story I wrote a while back. One of the few stories I've finished that still actually has some meaning to me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/675765/ In the beginning of night,A cry pierces the silence Everyone hurries to their homes,Afraid of what is to come For a while,Everything is quiet Nothing moves,As darkness shrouds the region Another cry pierces the silence,Slamming through everyone's he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/619335/ Through the cracking dawn they rose,Lines of gold light peeking in the house as they wokeThey danced,As the day continued onSuddenly,The light glared at them,As if desiring their deathsThey fought to survive,Spiraling up towards the sky,Yearning to give a life backFinally.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/577535/ Liquid crystals shattered on the ground,As I looked up,Hoping to see you thereThe trees slowly swayed in the wind,While the grass whispered softly,And the stars poked holes in the skyThe summer night was calm and warmAs I remembered you,And what you meant to meEach of these nights,I look up,Hoping t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/571279/ To tell the story would leave everything out,To tell the truth would leave you confused,But here it goesThe sun painted the valley that night,Lit up the emerald green grass,Sent out the azure blue sky,But didn’t light the houseThe night Delia disappeared,Everyone waited,E.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/570183/ If every night you woke up to the same scream,To the same ghastly wails,The same deathly screeches,You would understandFor the longest time,Everything seemed perfect,Everyone was happyOur lives fell apart that dayThe day she went into the woods,And came back hours later,Bruised and beatenEvery night.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/565728/ ReverbTapestry,Downward spiral,Legs sway down and downFalling upwards into a black skyTheir eyes are rolling back,Looking at me,Locking me inI’m trappedI will never go back into that houseHell’s infinite deities reside,In the home I once loved,Waiting for meI will never return thereAs I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/561886/ That night,I drove out into the long stretch of road,Fast and fasterThere was nothing to keep me there,No one to rely on,Except for myselfThat night,I learned to trust only myself,As I drove away from the houseNothing was the same,She disappeared,Everyone fell apartI had to get out of thereEveryone .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/561168/ I originally had this on Writerscafe in separate parts, but I felt it would be easier to read the whole thing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/535118/ Daylight illustrates the cemetery,Much like an artist’s painting,Delicate brush strokes of sunlight cast light upon the masterpieceTwo people stay in quiet grief,After the burial,After their daughter found peaceA silent and sad embrace,In a desperate attempt to warm numb hear.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/465521/ not completed yet...basically just something I felt like writing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/413600/ For all you who are full,Thirst for life long since quenched And for all empty and cold,Lost in depression and grief A warning of fair caution and true consequences,For life is full and empty of both danger and delightAs all good and bad always intertwine,And are separa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/412942/     Varicose Fade Fell down into a metallic world,Disillusioned faces staring back at me,I’m a stranger in a strange land Red lights blast the sky into nothingness,As dark visions of you fill my mind,I embrace your memory as you fade away A .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/412446/ Elusive painted walls,Spider web thin figures,Early morning sun rising to illustrate an empty room The only free given thought,And empty liberation,Comes from the open-minded thoughts of one who is not there anymore Photographs lay strewn about,An attempt to disguise,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/411185/ I just wrote this at school, not really intending to do too much with it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/365161/ An idea I had a long time ago that after a while has developed into this series. I wrote part one basing each poem around a specific color. The second part had a more creatively different touch to it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/363347/ poem I wrote today...just really tired is all http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/336126/ dazzling colors and new revelations,endless spires and systematic vibes,a view from above or a view from below,this is my city down on the street,below everything,the subway rumbles under their feet,streets filled with hundreds of themcars slowly pass by,traffic clashing the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/335010/ they look at me,like I'm supposed to care or something,I don't even know the guy,whoever he is or whatever he looks like now the old teacher was replaced after the case on the news,something to do with a female student, I don't know,I don't care Another person lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/335002/ old old poem/song thing I wrote. Because of recent events I dug it up and put it on this site... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/334894/ another poem I wrote a long while back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/333511/ I watch the leaves burning and I see you cry,Buildings fall and people hide,I’m stuck between choices I’ll regret and beliefs I’m forced to chooseThe leaves burn but the tears stop,You’re goneA year passes,I watch as the buildings are rebuilt and everything is f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/333360/ I wrote this poem a while back for an english project. It got a really high score, and I'm just wanting to see if it's as good as she said it was http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jexented808/333355/