http://slow.writerscafe.org/kayamon215 The original writings of author kayamon215 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776024956 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This for the people on writescafewho always give me reviewsI need to let y'all know I appreciate the viewsI swear y'all don't know how reading them make me feelbut y'all do know I gotta keep it realI see your comments about my recoveryand telling me to stay cleanbut that life for meis all of but a d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1477218/ I wonder how many people feel like mewhose mind thinks the samewho lets there fear get the best of theminna life guided by their painwhose often labeled a lonerand a misguided youthyou hear these words so muchyou start thinking it's the truthwho's never had a homea safe place to go.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1380180/ I can't face the musicI go through too much painDrama I try to refuse itBut it comes down on me like heavy rainI despise my lifeAnd i hate the way I look tooYou'd call me crazy if I told you the things i think to doI carry war stories on my skinCuts that'll never go awaySo I'm remi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1380067/ coming from nothinggotta life long story of sufferingI always give the realso you know I ain't bluffingthis from the little boy in the cornerwho would never say a wordcuz no one gives a f**k is all I ever heardand that's truecuz nobody was there when I had to sleep on them streetsnobody cared outta .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1363113/ If imma assholethen so be itcuz I played my rollyou just don't see itand now I can't believe ityou're gone and we're donecrazy cuz I always thought you'd be the onebut now i'm moving on with minehate myself for wasting the timeto try to see you throughtrying to reach our primefor 3 years, 3 yearsmy .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1363107/ I have trouble with constantly feeling alonemaybe it's cuz I don't have a place to call homeI once felt at home when my heart was with youbut now my heart is lostI'm wishing none of this was truei'm wishing I hated youbut there's no point to lie to myselfnow i'm putting my heart high on the selfI kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1363104/ Falling back to my old wayssame s**t from the old daysit feel like I just can't live without itpeople telling me I can have a life soberbut I doubt itevery second of the day she's on my mindthe one thing i'm good at in life is concealing the signsI just wanna pick her up with every second that passc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1363101/ Is it bad to say I miss usand all we use to becuz outta everyoneyou were the one truly there for meI had someone specialwho would've stopped everything to pickup my calland now I don't have that at allI messed around and hurt youcuz I numbed myself to the point I couldn't feelin turn I missed out on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1363098/ (Verse 1)It's just me against the worldI know how Pac feelcuz they got me locked down on E block stillbeing pickled make society view you as a menacebut truthfully I ain't even deserve this sentenceyet there's nothing I can doI got my freedom stripped awayI pray to Jah to intervene every single daya.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1356659/ (Verse 1)You use to be the girl I really desiredbut now that love for you has all but expiredI use to be so blind to your selfish behaviorsand now you look to me to be your humanly saviorI give up on your games, your bullshit and your liesbecause I know the truth when I look into your eyesnow imma m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1356642/ Time to wake upeverybody shoes and bluessitting in jailwhy'd I have to choosethe drugs over everything when all it ever bring is lies and painmaking my brain go insanea lot of hurt and shame but now am done with this game i am taking my life back time to get it on track.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1327583/ (verse 1)Four years since I been on my ownI hate the feeling of being alonebut i get nervous to be next to anyone elseam i going through this by myselfbecause that's what it feels likeso im swallowing pills in tight burstto be honest that aint the worst that i am on still do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1327575/ Lately ive returned to a path of destructionwas doing good now im going through minor disruptionsor maybe majori dont know but my life is in dangerwhat i got to wageror a little happiness to come backsell my soul because ill never do thatyeah the devil is forreal and he's tempting mehe's doing so mu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1327570/ There's this girl she's real special to meI call her my halobecause she was there to help when I was way lowShe the definition of a true ride or die chick Damn I love this girl that I'm withI'd take a bullet for her on any dayany way I can show her I love her I may just trust someone final.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1327552/ Girl why don't you just take my life awaycuz I can't feel pleasure if you not in my dayI don't ever wanna feel your last touchcuz you gimmie a rushlike no otheri'm always inna rush for anotherhit of youI need you flowing in my veinsI swear this girl's as strong as Kurt Cobains'I know loving you is p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1321741/ I'm finally over youI realize you ain't s**t to meI never even really tried for you particularlyyou weren't down in any way for meyou weren't there everyday for meand now you say imma loserbut what about the guy who introduced herto drinking, smoking, wild n' outand now I see watchu really aboutand .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1321739/ Time and time again I make stupid mistakeshow many times will I have to go through these remakesof my pastcuz life can be taken away from you inna flashand yet people still think there's value in the cashI just want to be free at lastbut this darkness coming over me fastI know a demon is about to co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1321734/ (Verse 1)This one is for the people who read everyone of my new writingsyou the people that keep me motivated to do thiseverything I been through I put into thisso can yall do thistake a pledge with me right nowwe will unite right nowwe gonna shoot racism right downit's time we turn on the light now.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1313688/ Our world is changingbut people still walk around so blindthey don't see that people trying to control there mind4th branch of the governmentmedia, misleading yacorporate sellouts puppets to devil criteriaputting fear in our heartsthe nuclear race was just the startanytime man tries to become God he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1305271/ (Verse 1)What if right now it was make it or break itand you had to decide to keep it real or fake itif this was your only chance would you take itor would you quitknowing you won't amount to shitthat's how I feeland this struggle is all too realno wonder I don't appealto anyonerepeatedly shunedmy s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1299042/ Don't think this is gonna last foreverwhen I get what I need don't think we'll still be togetherimma change the weatherand imma rain on your paradefor this hell of a life you've madeand I still took you back like a fadebut the payback is much greaterand you'll regret it all laterthink you getting ov.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1299036/ Imma keep striving oncuz i'm philly bornwhere people make it happencuz we're goo at adaptingto any situation thrown at our handsI can't wait for my chance to rock standsarenas 80,000 in the crowdand they getting loudimma make it bigand make my momma proudand imma show the world how I overcame all od.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1299031/ Letting too much time slip awaymy mind has gone astraynow i cant think of a word to saywriters block is lurkingand i haven't been workingbecause I'm not certainthis thing will take me anywherebut life ain't fairsome people never make it out of the struggleand no one is really trustfulI'm thinking of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1296778/ I'm serving a life sentencetrapped in this hellwatching all my friends excelin there livesI knew since fivethat I just ain't fit inall my problems I got them writtendo you wanna hear the listok i'll spit it like thisi'm bipolar, clingy, impatientwitta brain that's adjacentto Jason'si'm really j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1293084/ Spiraling outta controlbut I always got that weed rolledthat's all that's keeping me sane is this packso I roll one back to backthis ain't no weed trackI just needed something to saybut without maryjane I can't make it through the dayi'm tired of all the stressingtired of second guessingso now i'm p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1290475/ There I go, there I go, there I go, there I goinna all too familiar roletrapped under your controlsuch a funny thing when i'm around you I never can behavebecause your love is similar to magici'm stuck in an illusioncame to the wrong conclusionthat you would ever care about me in the same waythat's .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1282652/ I'm at the end of my roads with nowhere to goliving a life innna endless game is one I far too well knowhow many relapses will have to pastbefore I get back on pathor i this my last crashfor so many years I thought of deatheven thinking to pray to satan cuz I had nothing leftbut then I uncovered dem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1275100/ (Verse 1)I see you staring with a familiar faceyou're sassy and love taking it at a fast pacejust as I began to feelyou're quite excessive sex appealI surrender you've got me looseI can't compete with your seduce(Chorus)Now I know I been here beforebut your seduction I just can't ignorewhen you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1275093/ (Verse 1)I can't stop thinking of youthat day we met was like magicbut I knew you wouldn't be truethat left my heart through something tragicas soon as I realizedthe serenity in your eyesmy heart reminded me of all the countless liesoh what it'd take to love you(Chorus)Oh what it'd take to love youa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1275089/ I can't believe to get rich and famouspeople would sell there soulforgetting that your life's worth much more than goldI been poor for a long timebut i'd never sell myself to satanbut i'm hoping to make it soon cuz i'm getting tired of the waitingabout to lose my apartmentand I quit my s****y job to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1270038/ I try to keep a message in my musicbut I wonder if people really use itthey ain't tryna listen if you ain't talking about drugs and packing gatswhen 98% of these rappers don't even get into thattoo much studio ganstas fooling the publicbut when you spit truth it's something they don't really f**k wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1270029/ So much on my mind i don't even know where to startwhy does it feel like I'm slowly falling apartEvertytime i get thoughts of youthe idea formulates to snort another bluehopefully this will be the last timehopefully my heart will go under attackuntil its a factthat i won't be coming ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1242645/ (verse1)When you push me awayI'll go shine on my ownWhen i can't see your loveI'll go find me my own I won't let this situation hold me back any longerthrough the power of jah its made me so much stronger(Chorus)Never let anyone stop you from being what you want to beeveryone got t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1241849/ I'm losing touch with youseems my love going awaycould be what you put me throughevery damm dayyou're not the one i dream of anymorenor one you the girl i truly adoreI'll keep this one short so i don't get you downbut i can't take anymore of you being aroundmy days constantly filled .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1241731/ I've got to get awayfrom this evil townso much wickednessto be foundBabylon system will never control meall man deserves to be freeremember peace love and unityis the way of his majesty I've got to escspe babylonlets cast away there evil spellwith the power of musici wish to se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1241727/ As soon as I open my eyesThe demons risecausin thoughts in my headthat I'd be better off deadIts only darkNo more light shines over meplayed by a demon trying to take control of meIts getting so hard to breathewith every single breathI think maybe I should leavebefore I have noth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1241722/ I don't wanna live no morethis stress got me teared down to my damn coreseeing my dreams crumble right before my eyesthe people around you could lead to your demiseplease god let me be rich one dayi'm on my grind no matter what a hater sayi've come to far to let somebody bring me downmy eye's on the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1199468/ As you look out to the world you see your destiny.  You look into the eyes of a stranger and you see very vividly a cross between your masked persona and your dark passenger.  You see, the mask is what everyone sees.  They only get to see what you want them to, but deep down we all ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1199460/ (Verse 1)oh, here we go againthinking of you my old frienddamn it's been too longstarted reading an old songand got reminded of your namebut every things changed and i'm the one to blameand i'm stuck wondering how do you feel now thoughcuz it was a whole year agoand baby, oh baby, I just w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1196308/ a lot of guys out here play toughwe gonna get rid of themdon't take me for a bluffcuz I will finish himcut them ear to ear just like the jokermake a f**k boy fold like it's pokera lot of them is fraudsa lot of them is fakingI be fornicating they biddies is levitatingstraight to this dickwhich g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1196303/ imma switch the style and show you a side of me you ain't never seenimma spill it all and imma keep it a beanI used to be a strung out homeless fienbut I had a dreamI wanna see successso much people im tryna impresstryna be de best really got me stressedde thought of not making it got me depressedi'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1196296/ My future ain't looking good so I think imma bring that rock backgo back to when I really popped gatson the block just blowing on that loud packand I ain't gonna stop until I got 5 racksdon't mistake me for the bullshit and the liesthat y'all keep hearing from these other guysyou must be advised mig.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1195797/ - I wake up in the morning, remember that you're gone. I wondered where the sun went, the rain is falling now.- I'm awake on this rainy day, & I'm... watching as my tears fall down the window pane, yeah, yeah. -baby didn't I treat you right? - And I watch the rain, it makes us pure aga.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1195769/ You should know you can always come back to medespite our past I think we could live happilymy love for you will never fade awayI stay hoping you come and get it one dayeverytime I'm down you're the first thing on my mindbut when I had you I was truly blindI miss so much about you, you don't even kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1190695/ I feel my life's a cd on repeat everydaydo you even listen to what I have to sayhow did we end up this wayI thought it'd get better if i'd staystupid to fall for this againI've got so f*****g sick of thisbut still I stick with thisIt's ridiculoustired of arguments over just the simplestand i'm not s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1190688/ When you're down to your last hope what do you dowhen you cant find one person to remain truethrough all this stress causes an inspiration burstthank Jah im past the worstmany have come and have many gonesome were lessons it just has dawnedlearn to take a bad experience into a positive situationonce.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1180621/ I'm hurting insidemy sanity is slowly slipping awaybut I've gotta protect my pridewhether you go or stayI apologize for all I've done to youbut it's so hard to differentiate whats false and trueyou're the sweetest thing I've ever knownfoolish to think you were mine aloneall I ask is for peace betwee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1179124/ f**k my life sometimes i wanna trade it allmy girlfriend is the reason behind my downfall I kinda always knew this would happentaking out my pain drinking and scrapingwishing I can take back the hands of timethinking of a master planblowing another dimeI can't go on living my life like thisguts seiz.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1165061/ theres only so much i can takefind motivation in the hatebut theres only so much that i can swallow and tolerateuntil i snapclick clackthat's the sound of the strap get backI have no problem to attackI'm sick of all this stressinghaven't y'all learned y'all lessonmalik don't give a fuckbut yall ain'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1164983/ I feel like there's something missingdreaming of your kissingI really love when you come aroundbut there's really something wrongso I wrote it in a songbecause the feeling is so profoundcome on and please me longeras my feelings grow strongerbecause I forgotten all of your loves joyit really don't f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kayamon215/1152325/