http://slow.writerscafe.org/Valkyrl The original writings of author Jim en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776085542 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Taste the venom in your kiss?If only I could. Lust, Desire? If it were only that.Better north star?If there was another.Something about you?If it were just one thing.F*****g everything up?If only had that chance.If it were all this?I only wished.If I had the chanc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/336339/ You could have been perfect. Well, that might be the most untrue answer. You were perfect. Perfect in everything justly. I just wish it were perfect I think. You loved what I thought was amazing? Maybe that's what made you perfect. You opened my eyes to such things that weren't there before? Maybe t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335812/ Once there was a man that walked to his end in death and none noticed his vanishment. Once there was a man that walked through life...Never noticing a thing....One day they met on opposite sides of the veil, one talks the other listens. One turns his head, the other watches what he's looking at... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335119/ A swing and a miss, for all those who know, it's done a lot, again tonight, maybe the destruction of something beautifully silent will ease my frantic mind. As it races from one to another, the thoughts caress my ever flowing ideas of hysteria. One time they will come through for me, one day, one mi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335116/ Lies can kill worse than steel. They cut like steel, they destroy like steel. The one thing they can't do is show the wounds to all that see. The scars I have run deeper than my blood could flow..and it all hurts more than anything I could be hurt by anyone that would wield it. I would gladly have m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335114/ Bullets through the air, like guided hands piercing the hearts of all that fight. Blood flies about striking the people next to you. Do you remember his name as all goes black? He seems like such a nice fellow, as he tries to hold your head up, tears in his eyes. He screams, you can't quite make out.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335112/ All my questions need a one word answer, I keep asking but nothing returns. I just wish it would happen, that one word. The questions still stand. They pull on my heart strings, play with my mind. Those little questions, like demons, run through the streets of my life, setting fires of indescribable.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335107/ Am I dreaming? Or am I sleeping... I can't tell. Everything feels so slow today. I feel so surreal. As if nothing is real, nothing. If that is the case, then why is nothing working out like I want it too? My dreams are mine, but why do they turn our like this? Maybe I am dreaming awake. Walking thro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335105/ Filled with pounding waves, my head spins. I try to focus, but everything seems to deny me. I can't remove you from my memories. They seem to flood my mind with thoughts of laughter and happiness. All that seems to come is pain and agony. The blood pumping through my veins seems to scream in terror .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335104/ The covers were ruffled, messed and strewn. Pillows lay there and here."Do you believe in love?" she said.He just closed his eyes and smiled. He knows he does, she does also. She just wants to hear it again. It makes her smile, thats all he needs in the end."Of course...&q.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335101/ All things can be unraveled eventually, sometimes though, you just don't want to. Sometimes it is worth it to just stay entwined in the blankets. I'm wishing for those blankets. Warm and kind, nuzzled against that one thing you want most. I am going to wait oh so patiently. I don't want to though. I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335099/ Starry eyes stare on into the night sky. I listen to the stars whisper thier midnight secrets. Under the moonlit clouds, shadows and shapes play thier masqurade for just her and I. Reaching out I take her hand. So many things float through my head. I lay myself back hoping she will follow. I stare a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335098/ Dancing wildly, I see them from the corner of my eye. I try to push them away, but they stay, ever so haunting, just on the edge of my vision. All these dancing shadows, taunting me with past mistakes and future fears. I close my eyes, and concentrate on something unbelievable, something so beautifu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335097/ He stands waiting, for what, only he knows. She is there sitting, looking more beautiful every second he watches. The silence drowns out all he wants to say. Everything. It's all there, maybe it's to hard. He knows it isn't. It's just what he would want to do. It just isn't the time. Soon all will b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335096/ Falling again, never really wanting to hit bottom. Wishing for this, wanting for this. I never want it to go away. Always wanting, always wishing. Youd hand in mine, your life with mine. My body screams to touch you. My mind reels from your laughter, it's like a drug, I just can't have enough. I rea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335095/ The silence is murder. I sit and I sit and I sit some more. Where are you? So far away I see you in the shadows off in the distance. All it would take is for me to call your name, but the screams seem lodged, I can't even push them out. Your touch is haunting me, like a ghost back to it's dreampt up.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335094/ Pillows tossed to the side, blankets discarded. Searching for something else in life he thinks. Maybe he is, maybe not. He thinks he knows... Straightening her room, pillows set neatly, blankets all in line. She knows what she wants, she wants it all there, just waiting... Strewn a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335093/ Time I wait, Time I stain. I sit and wait, time again. The peaceful black, the sleepy dreams. All make thier way into my thoughts time again. I sit and watch the daytime fantasies burst into tiny little flames, like stars against this inky blackness in my eyes. I melt away again, falling flawlessly .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335092/ There they are again. Shadows dancing on the wall. Why do they have to come back. I don't want them here. I want them to go away. I hate them. I hate all of them. They make me hate myself. Which makes me hate myself more. I feel this grip on my heart when they come around. Squeezing the life from me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335091/ Turning his head, he looks behind him. He sees all those that have come to watch the final step. He turns back and faces forward. Looking down he sees below the black, churning water and craggy rocks. One step is all it would take. One forward or one back. He turns his head around again. They are st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335090/ I wish she would look at me like she does you.Maybe I wouldn't feel so slighted. I wish she would scream like she does when she sees you. Maybe I wouldn't feel so silent. I wish she would touch me like she does you. Maybe I wouldn't feel so cold. I wish she would love me like she does yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335088/ I have so many words that just want to jump from my lips tonight. I even wrote some down. I doubt they will ever make it to this page safely, if they even make it at all. I could care less for what people think of me at this moment. I think worse of myself than I ever have. I feel I am the most vile.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335086/ "I hear it again..." he says.Hear what?"The lovesong playing in the open air." he replied, "It's so sad tonight, it sounds so lonely..." He begins walking again, slowly, by himself. The night air is so cold if feels like it's cutting like a knife. He puts hi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335083/ If I could, I would show you the words written on my heart for you. I would tear if from my chest, just for you. I love you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335080/ I write these words so you can see me in a new light. I write these words so my heart is on my sleeve.These words are my swords to fight back the armies.These words are my armor, my shield, my helmet.I write these words are for your eyes.These words just to say one simple thing, the only t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335078/ I'm sitting here. Thinking about you. I miss you. I'm jealous. I spend more time thinking about you, than I do with you. I'm jealous because reguardless what I do, nothing seems to turn out how I want it. Nothing. I'm waiting for that time I can roll over and you'll be there. I'm jealous becaus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335077/ Thrown away and bruised. I reside in the back of my own mind. I try to get back to my center. My legs don't work, crushed under the weight of my own broken hope in life. In soceity. All comes the big let down. Slowly falling comes the night sky. Like Chicken Little I run at the slightest calamity, r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335075/ Falling through cracks, I slide till it all goes black. It comes and it comes for what seems like an eternity, then it all changes. Words stream forth like a fountain, seemingly innocent and clean. It burns when you touch it, like lies, small and completely unnoticed till discovered. It burns and yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335074/ I sit and watch as the storm clouds roll in. All grey and black, thunder and lightning spewing forth, rain cascading in sheets. I watch it tear this land apart, ripped asunder. Trees tossed like a childs play toy. Floods Begin taking with them everything in thier course. Mudslides rip mountains in h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335072/ It was hard and fast. Out of nowhere. I'm still not sure how it all happened. All I know, was that I was bleeding within minutes. All of it flowing out like spilled milk. I had no control over it nothing. Just Bang.... and it was all over. My hands still smell like blood. I can seem to clean.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335071/ As loud as I can, No faultering, no wavering. Just screaming. At everything, everyone. I just want to scream. Names, sounds, anger. All of it. Right into your face. All your faces. So you know whats really tearing me up. I won't, I can't. You never caused me this. You didn't antagonize me. You didn'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335070/ So I feel like one big mistake. I feel like the mistake thats been made can't be fixed, and it's just going to get worse. I feel like it's drawing me in like a whirlpool and this ones gonna break me. I don't know why. Why should it, I made the mistake. Not anyone else. Just me. I feel like I'm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335069/ It's 4 a.m. and i'm sitting here wondering whats going on...It's 4 a.m. and I'm sitting here thinking...Do you still dream the same?Do you still sleep like you want to...Do you still breathe it in?Do you still feel like you want to...It's 4 a.m. and i'm sitting here wondering..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335067/ Tell me a story. A story of when we were young. Of when we laughed. Of when we cried, loved, shared, hugged and felt like we once did.Tell me a story.When things were good, when things weren't so complicated, so hard or so painful.Tell me a story.Tell me one of when I wasn't.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335066/ If I asked you to dance tomorrow, would you stand out in the rain with me tonight?I would hold you through the night, One step at a time through the dark, as we go.I would show you the notes, the rhythms, the signatures. All the colors of non-exsistant rainbows. All for the chance to sway and mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335065/ With the tips of my fingers it just seems to fall short.All of it.I'm not sure quite why yet, but I just can't seem to grasp it.Any of it.No handles, no bars, I just need something to hold onto.For just a bit.I will give it back, if you want it. I promise.Just a tiny bit.It a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335064/ I sit here in the dark, thinking wondering about the lost stars. Are they lonely where they are? Are they missed by the other stars? Will they ever be able to return to this place, here?As I continue to wonder, the stars dim out and the night sky grows much darker with greys and blues. I'm not s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335063/ One year ago is when it started.                                            .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335062/ I wish I was to be. but i think i'm ot to be. That may be a question but, in the state i'm in, i'm not sure. I wish i was the to be, because your fantastic. You're great, your everything thats a lot of things. I could be the not to be just because it's not time, you're scared or some other reason I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335060/ My Muse.You guide me to the things floating in the air.My Muse.You show me to the things beyond here.My Muse.You bring me to the things most precious.My Muse.You guide the words to thier destinations.My Muse.You show me the things I shouldn't fear.My Muse.You bring me to the gr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335059/ If I died tonight, would you come to my funeral?If I disappeared tonight, would you miss me?I would miss you. Completely.My heart would ache, my eyes would tear up.Would you think about me, remembering all the good and the bad?Would you remember me, even after all the years pass by?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335058/  You turn me on, then leave me stranded.You bring me in, then shove me out the back.You show me light, then hit the switch.You show me warmth, then I have to get a jacket.You hold my hand, then disappear.You hug me, but then I lose the arms.You kiss me, but then take away my breat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335057/ I thought about you all last night. Someone else was in your place. Everytime she touched me, all i saw was it was you. I thought about you all last night. Someone else was in my arms. Everytime she talked i was dreaming it was you. I thought about you all last night. Someone else was in my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Valkyrl/335056/