http://slow.writerscafe.org/taynic The original writings of author taynic en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776097987 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 nine years ago, but its still what you saidnever too low, not til you're deadmaybe its a plague,plague f*****g with my head.but shewith tender fingers, brushes hair off my faceto see,what i keep doing, feeling bare and in disgracefrom mini-vacations to canceled reservationsshe alwa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337273/ I'm perched highFor my first try,But I'll probably chicken out.Your hair and your eyes,Your heart-wrenching lies,You know what I'm talking about.I told you I loved you,And you told me it too;I believed you without a doubt. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337272/ Big eyes, brown eyes,promising me azure skies.Shaking the frowns & healing the lies.Ignoring the sounds of mainly my cries.You implied that I should rely on fate, but we won't reunite; you know its too late. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337271/ In dire need, thats when I tire.Tried to spill, but I'm still a liar.All with good intention.Must I mention all this tension is causing me to break?Shake;but I can't escape it,I need an intervention.Shake;uncontrollable fit,this is your invention.Your creation, and I hate you for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337269/ I can't think of words elegant enough to describe how I feel about you. To place them in paragraphs of admiration and hate. Sick to my stomach with angst; I'm berate. I know it's fate, and trust me I would walk there in a day. Stray and lonely, roam across the state. End up at home, on the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337268/ Every time I bend down, the smell bombards my lungs. Seeps in through my nostrils, tastes of coming undone. I'd pray it will not take me, but I can not mask the truth. Greet me in my sleep, tired with stressful youth. I wish my thoughts and feelings could escape me, the same way as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337266/ I built a snowman in the back, a heart of coal and a black top hat. Gave him your name and began to kick him in. Begged the sun to make it hot as sin, so I could watch you melt. Like I felt when you pressed your face to mine. I'd rather punch it now, instead. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337265/ Remember the beach and hearing the waves? Wasting our days in the sun's blinding rays. You were lost in my eyes but I was lost in the tide. Hiding our feelings, I'm losing my mind. Picturing us as pirates, me your first mate. We can travel the whole world on every single date. Di.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337264/ I walked until my legs gave in. You win, I'm wrapped around your finger.& sir, tell me you love me. & sir, tell me you hate me. 'Cause I'm leaving you behind to find where it is I'm going.In whatever way the wind is blowing.I'll never forget our times though, sweet. Skipping .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337263/ "I don't feel like I can trust you," has to be the most painful thing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337262/ I held hands with happiness, but he threw me away. Deemed me unworthy and left me astray, just like laughter has done several times before. For a time I sat and moped, I choked on words when I wanted to call. Tripped on feelings and started to fall, I'd rather be tripping on drugs. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337261/ Every night it ends like this. "I don't want you around!" while you're shaking your fist. In my mind I'm twisting your neck in two, or is that mine? The face turning blue. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337260/ Snow covered your alma mater's soccer field, where many of my summer days were spent watching you play. Even today I stand on the sidelines, overlooking the banister where that indebted three letter phrase is stenciled into the white. Polar opposite, I know sometimes I hate you, but .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337259/ Here is your stamp, its who you are!A winner, a failure, an incompetent bore.Just mozy along until your days are done.No fun, just take your place in line.No fun, pretending that you're fine.Stilts for heels, and ribbons in your hair.Acid for tears, and trying not to care.Just tell.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337257/ Are you The Son of Sam? You killed my soul with motives ignorant to the public eye. Are you the assassin of my ambitions? Break all the peace signs and crumple my petitions. To make the world a better place. Rid it of disgrace, right after I'm done with myself. Take my hand and bre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337256/ Am I in love, or am I just lonely? Without a friendly face to hold. The winter months are creeping up, and I can't be bothered to go out in the cold. Not even to see you. I told you! I screamed, I yelled, and I swore that I was innocent, I was prude. I don't know that man whose calli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337255/ Unbeknown by my expression and the way I twist my hair. Are the thoughts that race inside my mind, when it seems that I don't care. Spitting with disgust and swinging.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337254/ I tried but I couldn't open my eyes, it burnt through my lids giving truth to my lies.It tickled my nose and pushed me aside. Grabbed my hand and grabbed my heart, it grabbed my chest for added support. Me! I'll support it, take hold and contort it.Lead it on and let it down, break i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337252/ I can just imagine the view from where you're standing. All the pretty faces you must stare down as they walk past. My stomach is in knots at thoughts of how vulnerable you must be! To find the pity comfort upon the lips of that girl. Completely disregard the letters you addressed to me wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337251/ I'm so f*****g happy that I'm finally free, from these decisions that were damn close to murdering me. From these two promised faces I couldn't tell apart, the wretched thought of breaking another's heart. I smile and blush, filled up with charm. Moving in slow motion, staying warm in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337250/  Boundless bars of yellow bridges obstruct my view of sin,this city's empty promises seem to pull me in.Trap me on all sides by towers and homeless kin.It taunts me for not knowingwhich way is home from here.The street signs morph together,lanes and routes all smeared.& the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337247/ Its a shame that when I wake up, I can't recall a thing. Not the things we giggled over, or the songs you sang to me. & its a shame that we must grow up, pack our bags and say goodbye. Long for all the days we used to wish would fly right by. Trapped in the future that we didn't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/337245/ I have turned in my makeup for the natural sunlight.The autumn leaves complimenting my skin tone,and the grass giving insight into my green, green eyes.Fits of laughter carrying me to the sky,where the clouds tell me their life story.Of just how lonely they really are."I can comply!.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336476/ disappearto our private islandlike the infected to a leprosariumkeep me close, i'll keep you happy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336474/ big eyes, blue eyeshidden behind thick black linesrestless hearts but tired mindswith shaky hands of confusion http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336473/ there is always the onethat f***s with your mind.He'll f**k with your life, and f**k you in time. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336472/ let me be the hands on your hipsthe buttons and the string that keepyou tied togetheri swear i'll love you foreverevein if forever is justtomorrow with a fancy name http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336471/ brush by meflaunt your sexualityand how your masculinitywill never hold me down http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336470/ scratches bared like mistakesacross my legsand this ache that rips out my hairpast the skin where my head sits coldon my shoulderempty memoriesof where tonight used to beshot and shaking, bent and breakingno compassionsilence is the only thing keeping us alive http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336469/ my breaths are getting shallowcause the truth is hard to swallowcan I say I miss you?and cry out all my pain? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336468/ holding you close to the edge of a cliff,yet you'd be much more interestinglifeless. at the bottom of it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336466/ Cascading curls frame my face, luxuriously smooth and soft. The vibrant shade of bright red lips has long since been wiped off. Your callused fingers rub my callused feet, so worn from dancing to your guitar's beat. So worn from pacing back and forth while I think some terrible thoughts... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/taynic/336465/