http://slow.writerscafe.org/niloc The original writings of author N!LoC en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776002146 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 pls click link to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/05/i-wrote-this.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1352913/ pls click link below to read my poem :-) http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/04/story-of-my-life.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1348762/ click link below to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/04/i-am-me.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1342470/ pls click link below to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/04/cmon.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1341462/ click the link below to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/04/sigh.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1337108/ pls click the link to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/03/let-go.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1330099/ Pls Click the link to read my Poem http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/03/never-meant-to-be.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1324414/ pls click the link to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/02/another-try-part-deux.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1318156/ pls click the link to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/02/let-you-go.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1310391/ pls click the link below to read my poem :-)www.icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/01/be-gone.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1306055/ pls click the link below to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/01/the-simple-things.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1300342/ pls click the link below to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2014/01/letter-no-9.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1297171/ pls click on this link to read my poem :-)http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2013/12/it-aint-easy.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1290729/ pls click the link to see my poem http://icecreamandrainbows.blogspot.com/2013/12/just-friends.html http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1289642/ The distance that's between us… Is now the distance within my heart…And the silence has become so apparent…It has completely torn me apart...So disappointed from pure neglect…I now admit that I've been correct…We were never really “You and I”I shou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1281051/ when i was young... i thought i knew everythinga man i wished for... would walk into my lifebut now my heart’s wrecked and broken and laid out on the floornever knew better than to take my own advice...i thought ...it was all so possible...you put a smile on my face...then it was impossible..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1273761/ You…and me…we know we got some his~to~ry…and me…I know I’m always such a fool…for you…but since I’m not that kind of cool…with things that’s happ~enin' around ya…don’t know what to do…you don’t “like&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1265718/ i saw it coming...  it’s not any surprise...i wanted to believe... but i knew all was a lie...how good of an act? yes... i’m still amazed...told all your stories... just glad i wasn’t phased...you said you were good...you said you were nice...you said you were everything... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1262791/ so it’s 4pmand i still feel beatbaked a cake againbut it ain’t that sweeti’m pretending to be“i feel great!” ... (i’m fine)but the next thing i feelis so out of lineso... i watch “the proposal”wish that i could hold yawhat the hell i’m think.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1257822/ you shine your light on our oceans apart...glimmering bright, such a #beautiful star...tonight is the exception, you have stolen my heart...but the fact remains that you’re just too far...too far to touch...too far to hold...too far to tell...if love can unfold...up above the world so high...l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1255952/ there’s a fine line between friends and lovers...and that line is finer when there’re all gay...you could find a new guy tomorrow...though you already have one today...if you read between the lines...and figure out what it is they say...it will come to no surprise...they just naturally w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1249475/ I forgiveAnd forgetBut it still hurts me this wayI just liveNever metAnd won't wait for that dayStill take my love for grantedWhen it was all I ever wantedElusiveI betSay goodbyeI'll be okay http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1245671/  Touch me slow...Touch me fast...Touch me now just make it last Touch me soft...Touch me hard...Touch me anyway with disregardTouch me here...Touch me there...Touch me and make it feel unfair...You can touch me anywhereTake me, make me, I don't careCuz I have.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1228547/  one by one...they come and go...joker of a game of cards... and "play" is all they know...as true as they may seem...and sincere as they want to be...i have learned from my mistakes...no way in hell they can "fool" me...there's this feeling insi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1228546/  Hold me in your arms...And take my pain away...All the hurt be gone...To have a better day...Tuck me in my bed...And kiss me on my cheek...Sing me a loving lullaby...And hold me as I sleep...Wipe away my tears...Help make my life worth living...Tell me that I am stron.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1218768/ i know that this may sound a little silly...but you somehow still manage to cross my mind...and even though  now you’re just a simple memory...you still flash through me from time to time...was it love at first sight? or was it just a crush?was it a moment of fate, that i let slip aw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1208591/ Japanese prince...prince of my dream...a dream so delicious...like strawberry cream...Filipino boy toy...toy i like to play...playing with u is yum!yummy all night and day...my Chinese nerd...nerdy as i can see...and i see oh sweet honey...honey bumble bee...my Thai cutie pie...a pie i’d like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1202111/ to all the boys i’ve known before...and those i never met before...not sure if you were gay? which games you liked to play ?... to all the boys i’ve known before...to all the boys i’ve known before...so cute and young and wild some more...you tell your lies then stray... love .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1194185/ when the sunny skies seem to have lost their blue...and the winter nights get a little cold for you...keep you warm is what i’d like to do...because, anything for my man...i know that we haven’t really had the chance...to have that “moment” we’d like to share...i’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1184609/ give yourself to me please don’t be afraid, i'll take goodcare of you just trust me i swear...open your heart and let yourself go, just dive into thisfeeling and let your body be bare...with every touch that will linger on your skin, you'll feelthe warmth of how much i truly care...becau.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1174348/ falling out much? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1168580/ Why do I feel so sad ?Moody and a little bit downFeeling a little bit emptyA feeling that keeps coming around...Why do I feel so lonely ?In this little heart of mineWhy on earth do I feel this way ?Reasons I keep trying to find...Why do I crave closeness ?From Someone, something, somewhereFor there'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1164279/ maybe i...maybe i'm not the kinda guy for you...maybe i...maybe i'm not the "type" you'd like to do... maybe i... maybe i... i don't need to act all "cool"... maybe i... oh baby i... i don't need to play games like you do...maybe i... oh maybe i... i'm not the one who is the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1159051/ I like texting with you (wouldn't you agree?)…It flows so easily like singing the (ABC's)…But after all our (LOL)’s and (hihihi)’s…You always (gtg) or just have to Zzz...If we could chat all night long, that’d be so (OMG)!...But time rarely allows so I&rsq.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1144676/ i hear my phone “ding” then my heart races...knowing I just got a text from you...a casual hi! or a warm hello...are just some of the simple things that you do...we go back and forth then flirt and play...have a few laughs and jokes along the way...but just a mome.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1138722/ i have sailed the 7 seas yet never tasted the waters...i have drowned countless times but have lived to see the day...i have dreamed of a land of spring and endless summers...but i’m still sailing through the storm and still finding my way...with only a moon at night to guide me along...i sail.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1125595/ I’m sorry for a lot of things, things that are hard for me to explain...like all the drama that I caused, and for always pointing the blame...I’m sorry for all the hurt, knowing I too, caused you such pain...so many things I’m sorry for, so sorry that it feels like rain...I’m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1120284/ the sun seems to be setting soon... so i guess i’ll take an evening walk...  as the sun slowly gives way to the moon...my inner self begins to talk...i ponder on things that are on my mind... as i feel the winds blowing strongly my way...emotions take over and i suddenly find...mysel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1117773/ i try to keep strong...pretending everything is fine...but sometimes it's hard to smile...hiding feelings i have inside...i listen to Mariah, and feel her "through the rain"...then i put on Celine, asking "where is the love"...and then Whitney comes on, she helps me with the pain...she sings "i look.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1114752/ sometimes i get happy... sometimes i getsad...today i'm all jolly... tomorrow i'm justmad...i don’t know why i feel like this... i'mscared to even fathom...maybe i should ask myself this question...“ why does it hurt so bad ? ”i psyche myself out with so many stupidthings.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1110050/ Hate is such a strong word...yet i could say things like “i hate you”“f#ck” may sound even more absurd...yet i still could curse and say “f#ck you”the ignited fire burnt through my veins...emotions ruptured in the heat of the moment...the embers and ashes disp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1101969/  i cross my fingers hopingthere will come a day...a day when you finally get the chance to feel  my touch...and even though it’s only just a simple flight away...the weight that rests on your shoulders sometimes seem all toomuch...your golden heart has truly proved so far & b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1099813/ I ask myself honestly why do I feel thisway…I’m so lost for words from knowing what yousaid today…Maybe because of some words that you justcould never say to me…Yet those words I longed for… were said toothers as far as I can see…You know, a boy has g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1098569/  friendships comeand go like winter to springthey either blossom intime or slowly die from withinthe years go by and some just disappearyet one still remains but here is the thingmy friend hurts me in ways that’s all fun and casualbut below the surface, the damage is all but minimalmy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094957/ “once i was begging affection from a man... now i’m just stealing kisses from a boi”* * * i close my eyes and look the other way... because it’s apparent that you don’t see me...i close my heart if only for a day... and hope to understand if you don’t fe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094956/ i lost myself on cloud number 9...above the misty pink blue sky...when i came back down... i was surprised to find...my foolish heart... missed being up so high...confused and puzzled like a young little boy...i wondered each day if that cloud was gone...but little did i know... i would feel such jo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094955/ life is like a dream...a dream so real...something you can touch...but far beyond to feel...this dream is yet to come...don't let it pass me by...then life shall be uncovered...this dream is not a lie... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094954/ it's undeniable, such chemistry we have for each other...with every moment that passes, my heart only grows fonder...time flies by like a "blink" when we are together...and i'd like to think that this feeling is not just for now...but forever... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094953/ when the rain starts pouring...and thunder comes soaring...there's nobody here but me...when it gets cold...i want somebody to hold...there's nobody here but me...there's nobody here, to share my fears...there's nobody here, to dry my tears...when a rainbow appears...and the clouds start to clear..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094945/ like a shooting star... across the midnight skyonce in a blue moon... so rare to seea solar eclipse... a sunset like firejust like amazing feelings... between you and me  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/niloc/1094942/