http://slow.writerscafe.org/Nkaylyn The original writings of author Kay en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776097985 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I am a crayon in the possession of an enthusiastic and naive child. I am an off shade of blue that doesn't quite capture the sky's lightness nor doI posses the oceans deep beauty. So, inside that crayon box I lie, along with a few others. I lie diligently watching the other colors aide in fanciful a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1226265/ Have you ever felt a force grab at your ankles and threaten to pull you further down than you could ever fathom? Some uncontrollable force that is tightly tethered to your core. Sinking, diving into every aspect, every moment. Stop. Feel it. Its in your heart absconding with every bit of lovingness .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1203484/ The sun kisses my cheeks,Engulfing me with a warmthThat I haven't felt in tens of weeks.The gentle breeze caresses and teases my hair,Leaving loving goosebumps on my tender neck.How extravagant are the simplest of daysAs I bask in the suns glorious rays,I am immersed in lovely memories.I close .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1165309/ Its funny how words are like children. When you are sad, they are the weeping fountain. The ink, tears, making you proud.When you are happy, the exclaim your jubilation.They are the apple from the tree, They did not fall too far from.You.They can be playful, make you smile,Angry and p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1144672/ You.You've got an air about you.Though our fingers have never intertwined,Our closeness is just as real.Time and distance do not decay My strong desire for you.Wholly.I long for you,In ways that only our secrets can convey,In each others love,We become transparent.Undeniable. The heart has.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1144652/ You forgot to wake up,Your eyes forever closedTo a world colder than Ice.Your soul forever closed to your own emotional strains.You forgot to wake up,My waiting arms holdA lifeless body, waiting Waiting for a tight embrace,That wont ever, ever come.You forgot to wake up.My ears long for yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1144645/ Paint the sky with your dreams,Tear reality at the seams.Make malicious moments grand,Instead of sitting, take a stand.Don't let the winter weather witherYour eleemosynary thoughts, or slitherPast your sadly stagnant mindAnd fondly allow your gears to grind.Your Invective provokes madness,With .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1144634/ You consume the minds of those unthinking,Quicker than one moments blinking. One would call you a puppeteer,But with such name comes fear.Grab the strings you controlling freak,let your hands control the meak.But im the one with the knife,Who cuts the strings and ends a life.Im reality, a slap .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1141283/ Life is all but accounted forDays, weeks, monthsYears.When we miss out on these,All we share are tears.It is what it isAnd let dead dogs lieBecause all you've got left in life Is to die.To die. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1140240/ Maybe I am http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1140213/ I hold your words in the palm of my hand,So ground up and gritty they feel like sand.Maybe like salt, Stinging.You flog my painful soresas you liken me to all these w****s.Pretending that I stand so tall,But inside I am broken,I feel so small.How are you doing this to me?Filling my eyes with tears,S.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1140210/ I contemplate this place,As these wordsTrickle downEver SoSlowly.Peculating through the membrane of my insurrections.Never have I been so close to my own presence.I can literally feel the lightstreaming through my retinas.Illuminating  the grey matter of my brain.Enlightenment. O.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1140208/ I have my moments.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1140204/ My love for poetry, explained. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nkaylyn/1110524/ Just a poem I wrote years ago, that inevitably foreshadowed the future of my relationship 2 years in advance. 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