http://slow.writerscafe.org/TheDarkLord The original writings of author The Dark Lord en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776024848 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 So.. I wrote on here for a few days... If you know me well, you know why, if you don't, you may still know why, and if that's the case, would you care for a bullet in the head? I could use the release. Hm. So, where is the head at? Well... I was looking over some things, and realized that i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/376636/ I've begun to wonder... Mixing it all up... The explained 'end times' in many religions... There have been many 'prophets' out there who claim to have seen the events that will make up our demise. Based on their religious convictions, cultures, and life experiences they have taken these visual and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/369145/ oh look... another day.. The further in, the more obvious it is that there are no solutions... I understand now why people blindly take a position that feels comfortable and stick with it, no matter if it's right/wrong/logical/reasonable/ethical/moral or whatever. The problem is, nothing is p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/369140/ What is a hero?  A hero is defined as "a man of distinguished courage or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities."  Does this differ from our general thoughts at all?  Think about it though. How many people do we look up to, our 'hero' who show brave deeds o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/367193/ Here we are on a Saturday morning with the obligatory sense of annoyance and headache. Had a full night of dreams and memories reminding me of things I don't want to know. My angers and frustrations are now free to rise to the surface as there are no real demands on me for the next 8 hours or so... .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/366575/ Okay... So it's clear... I need to redefine some rules here. I started writing this out in code, but realized that not only is that a little creepy, it probably doesn't convey well to every audience, so I'll refrain. Where am I going? Well... My God is logic. I can't escape it, with every attempt .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/364615/ Okay... I wasn't going to write.. I was just going to enjoy my whiskey and work on my computer, but here I am.. Call me a sucker..... Feel better? I've developed this complex... I was taught at a young age that pride is a horrible sin. That I should always be humble. Well... I don't know if.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/363711/ Feeling a bit calmer today. This is good. Being angry gets old pretty quick. So... What's the thought of the day? Well. I suppose I keep learning the same lesson over and over again. I generally like to believe that I'm not so dense, but I suppose life can have its way with you. The concept o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/363704/ Looking back at the beginning of assorted experiences, friendships, and ideas I see an interesting pattern emerge. Maybe the chronology is important here, so allow me to try to paint a picture.. I stand, I sit, I lay..... I need and want..... I begin to browse... Looking at him, her, it, that, t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/357151/ It's extremely difficult when one has too many things that one treasures. At times if one wants something, it can only be achieved by sacrificing something else. The most important thing is to have a heart. There are many different people in this world, each with many dreams. Relying on each other, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356850/ If we could only let go of hate. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356849/ The feelings of my twisted dark mind. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356847/ Black the day to be nothing less than the beginning of it all. Somewhere between the gray, the white, the black, the story opens up to be seen by the few that look and the few that understand. Pieced together like the shreds of paper we steer ourselves between the falling notes in time, in the beat,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356357/ I'm blind.. I listen to my deep breathing as I drift through the darkness. It's as if I'm floating in space, but there is no cold, and there is no vacuum. The sensation is odd, because neither cold or vacuum exist, they're simply the lack of something, yet I'm without them. We drift in a state of ph.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356196/ There are many ways to run. I've gone down the list lately. From substance to expression it seems in a free world there is always a way out. Sometimes the way out is through, and others it's backwards or simply just out... The fewer the vices you allow yourself, the more creative you become. You fin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356195/ It seems as though there is a point where you expand so far laterally that you don't have enough time to go vertical. I'm tired again... Hopefully I can turn the brain off tonight and get some sleep. It doesn't take long to remember that my mind does not like sleep and then I start to think about ei.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356194/ Okay. It really wasn't enough that incompetence on someones part landed me on the other side of the moon, but now they have taken away my sanity as well. Dark times. I must say, it's good that I'm no longer 'toxic' because this would probably become emotional. There must be more to the story, becaus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356193/ With a long week behind me, and a weekend to sleep and detoxify my system, I'm looking forward to another 5 days. I need to make some adjustments to the course, keeping things moving in the correct direction. Gentle course corrections, keeping my confidence in the processes and the end vision. I'm n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356192/ So I can't sleep. Better put, I can't rest. The eyes close, the mindwanders, and it spins and spins. I open my eyes, and here we areagain. I think I care, I think I care. Prop myself up with a handfulof ideals and some caffeine. Let's stand tall and start running.Smile, fight, pretend, conne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356191/ I wrote some of my life as a metaphor...If you think you know what it means then by all means take a shot at it...I will send you a message letting you know what it all really means if you would like. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356190/ I recently received some wisdom, in which i agree with, and makes alot of sense. I will share this with you, in hope that it may swaysomeone in favor of not only myself, but them as well. So here it is.Thank you whoever it was that sent this too me, i hope your words aretrue.As we tr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356189/ Looking backward and forward it has been decided that I live in acellular world.  There is a conduit that connects all of those boxestogether, but they're locked up tight only to be accessed when sodesired.  This cellular living has provided many abilities that haveproven effective.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356188/ I think I hurt someone today...  Armed with all of the right intentions I aimed and fired.  It's funny, I've gotten so used to the ideals that I lost what maybe should have been discomfort...  I didn't feel a thing.  Congratulations Mr. Dale, you have mastered hurting others with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356187/ I really shouldn't be writing right now..  I should be eating and heading to bed... Long day today...  Too many hours...  It's amazing just how much needs done, and how much time it takes to do it...  If life didn't involve so many people, it could be stream-lined.  People t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356186/ So I made the decision to stand firm in my beliefs and damn the consequences.  There really isn't much room left for fear these days, with desire, ambition, and stress consuming the majority of my functional hours.  Besides, fear is only an issue until you realize that beyond it's menacing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356185/ What does it mean to know your limitations?  Should we ever nail ourselves down to a fixed capacity?  Should we really try look for the boundaries of our selves and operate happily within them?Do I feel more fulfilled knowing the width of myself and developing the depth?Do I feel m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356184/ So I was thinking...  What if people actually read my ramblings...  What would they think?  Am I crazy?  Am I like them?  Am I annoying?  Am I self important? Am I all or none of the above?  What I wouldn't give to be anyone else looking at me for a while.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356183/ This is more difficult than I thought it would be...  I sat down with the intention of clearing my head by explaining my take on the day, but I'm finding the day was more annoying the more I think about it...  So..  Rather than trying to conceptualize, then write, I will write, and th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356182/ There was a time when you were small.  The world was small.  Your needs were small.  Your beliefs were small..  You felt the truth and knew the ways that things were done and undone. The colors were few and you understood the world that stood before you.  You had an answer t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356181/ so....  I'm the demented one? hah...This has however lead me to the pondering of emotional liability...  At what point do people know too much about you, that it becomes dangerous?  There was a time when I believed this was a real concern, but anymore, who cares?  We change s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/356180/ Proof that 9/11 is a cover up by the US government! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/348533/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/348532/ This is more difficult than I thought it would be...  I sat down with the intention of clearing my head by explaining my take on the day, but I'm finding the day was more annoying the more I think about it...  So..  Rather than trying to conceptualize, then write, I will write, and th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/343599/ so....  I'm the demented one? hah...This has however lead me to the pondering of emotional liability...  At what point do people know too much about you, that it becomes dangerous?  There was a time when I believed this was a real concern, but anymore, who cares?  We change s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/342288/ The fragments of the day fit together into neat little patterns which draw up the pictures of what we want or need to see.  Did you notice how much the process is speeding up now?  It's almost out of control...  I can't help but think about the Anti-Christ...  There is something .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/341619/ It may be premature to begin writing about this, but I'm hoping the words will bring focus. There was a time, long ago, when life was simple.  There was a yes or no answer to almost any question, and the truth could always be found within the first 3 layers.  Intention was easy to discern .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340984/ t's easy to get lost in life.  You run out of time for what matters, only to find that what matters is the only reason you're running...  We run away from ourselves, only to come running back in fear that the ground is disappearing from beneath us..I'm exhausted from running away...&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340983/ 1) IntuitionMy intuition is getting stronger...  The more I listen to it, and follow it before logic rather than after logic, the stronger it gets..   I've seen through several situations this week, to see the end before I got there...  It's interesting.. You don't always see.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340982/ I realized something today...  Nothingness is a choice..  I chose to be inert, or volatile.  It's up to me..  I do have control over that.....  I can't control how numb I am, or how volatile I am, but I can flip my little toggle switch and be one or the other..  Nothing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340981/ How much does it cost to believe?  Let's say.... hypothetically of course, that I desperately wanted you to feel a certain way about me...  I have some options right?A) Give you what I think you want, so that you will respond to me by feeling as I intend for you to feel...  1).. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340980/ Rambling on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340979/ Another Rant http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340978/ Just a rant http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/TheDarkLord/340977/