http://slow.writerscafe.org/Pigmann3000 The original writings of author Nathan Mann en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033614 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 If you knew me better,If you knew me longer,You'd see the pattern I've made.If you've seen me fall in love,If you've seen me throw it away,You'd know it's of my own design. Maybe in time you'll find,Maybe this time I'll be fine,You can tell from my eyes that's a lie.Maybe one day I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1911062/ Hello, this is very personal. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1899304/ Wrote this is in 2 minutes, just had to get it out of my head. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1897395/ And so I sit here, empty. Wondering if you ever miss me.Probably not as much as I do.is it bad if I want you to? ~My mother taught me that people go,At any point, you don't always know.I guess that lesson didn't quite stick,I guess you came to re-teach it.~do I cry because you're.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1488814/ Do you ever wish that I would stop loving you, because I sure do.When you said you'd love me forever, maybe it was true, because every night is June, and I'm laying next to you. Your love feels so real, even though when I open my eyes it goes.It's nights like these, that lead me to believe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1487407/ I sit,alone here.I stare,the water's clear.I listen, a heartbeat.I blink,our lips meet.I freeze,I don't exist. I swing,tile cuts fist.I sit,just as lonely.I stare,the water's bloody. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1486080/ I'm happy when I'm with my friends, sure,but even if I'm having a great time, you always find a way to sneak into my night. Is the happiness a lie, if it leaves with the alcohol in my blood?either way, it's working for me now. If I could find out how to evict you from my mind, I'd do it toni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1486065/ I was so scared the first time we kissed. I felt revived by the touch of your lips, and with the mosquitoes biting our feet, I was too caught up in you to think about what that meant. I helped your dad load the U-haul, you loved me, the distance didn't scare me at all.I took you to get i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1482564/ They say hindsight is 20/20. I guess my memory needs glasses, because I still can't see why we didn't work out. 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If I were as good at taking care of myself as I am at missing you, I'd probably be able to sleep.If you could feel every time I thought about you, I'd apologize for keeping you up so late every night. If being.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1480058/ I don't know how long this hole will remain, but if it's all the same to you,I'll blame myself for all the pain,Hate myself for what what I cannot change. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1479538/ I didn't dream about you last night. It's the first time since you left that I've spent the night without you.I didn't sleep at all. 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time on me,if I'm not spending all my time happily.It doesn't matter if I'm there for you,as soon as things go bad, the friendship is through.All I want is someone to be there for me,like I try to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1301175/ I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1285263/ Blah blah, just going through a breakup, don't mind me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1282888/ I want to ask you why.Why'd you leave instead of try?I've been growing up without you here.Taught myself to deal with fear.Where were you when I was sad?The days I didn't want dad."I want my mom" is something children say,I still think it, everyday.You've made my whole life eschew,but I miss you, an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1182871/ I miss winter.The sweet embrace of the cold.The hot cocoa I would hold.I belong to the snow.No matter where I go,home will be sweaters,blankets with down feathers,clothes fresh from the dryer,and cuddling by the fire.I wish for choral singers,I'll tolerate the frozen fingers.Just take me to December.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1175516/ I could tell you a storythat would make you smile.I"ll tell you a story.Sit, and listen for awhile.I'll tell you about the first girl I kissed,or the last time that I fished.I'll ramble on, and on, and on.You'll get bored and ask"how long does this story last?"But a good story isn't fast.And so, I'l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1155365/ I have a car.It's mine, but I don't own it.I own a guitar.It's mine, but I don't have it.I know a man.He's in love, but he wont show it.I met a woman.She was short, but she owned it.I was a child.I was hurt, but didn't know it.I love a girl.She's amazing, but she denies it.I live a life.It's not the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Pigmann3000/1151780/ Lean back, stare at the ceiling.See your face, the image sends me reeling. I try,But I 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