http://slow.writerscafe.org/nikki376 The original writings of author Nikki Hughes en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776070580 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My mind spins round and roundTormenting me throughout the dayCausing me to want to spill bloodI promised not to cut againBut life is such s**tMy heart is once again Torn in two piecesI wish i promised nothingBecause the promise of releaseIs what I really need nowJust a little.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1498891/ The words flow from me like a riverFloating out seemingly from nowhereShouts of angry lovers fill the streetsAs I recall in my mind distant memoriesOf violent rages against manPelting down upon me like rainI cry out for helpBut nobody seems to hear meA homeless person passes through me Without .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1338025/ The light breaks through the darknessFinally I can see myself clearlyThere hope for the dawning dayTo have gotten to have lived to see the dayWhen happiness returns to my life And once again I am whole Beauty baffles me to the point of no returnTo think one little mistake led me to the realizationTh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1328891/ I believe in second chances. I believe that no matter what you did or how bad you are, you should get a second chance. Everyone deserves a second chance, except people who throw their lives away, hoping for death to come along but never doing anything about it. People who commit suicide deserve a se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1300884/ Memories stirred up from long agoDarkness clouds my visionsFire stirs in my veinsAlso fear constricts my heartMaking it hard for me to breatheI tried so hard to forgetThose things that used to be'Cause life was devastatingCuts were inevitableDying was possibleSomebody protect.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1287610/ A heart unwilling to understand loveTries to encompass others in the stormWhile willing parties stand byWatching their friend self-destructBlood pours in rivulets down my bodyPooling at my feet, predicting my endI need a saving soldierBut nobody seems to careTears flow down my un.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1287083/ I wanna screamHer name at the top of my lungsFor hurting me the way she did I wanna cryFor thinking what we hadWould be there forever I wanna put a gun against my headPray to the GodsAnd pull that trigger I wanna do a lot of thingsBut I resist my urgesAnd instead raise my gl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1226109/ I thought my loveWas an honest loveThought she was everythingGood in my life She made me worryShe made me fretBut what she didn't tell meHurt me inside I thought she loved meShe told me not to worryCuz the lie she toldMade me worry like hell Hurt is what I amFor believing her liesScar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1226102/ Days go by so fastI hardly have time to breatheThen I'm running again Trying to fill a vacancyI never thought I hadRelationships are hardWith expectations too highDisappointment is all you're left withWhen you don't find the one personYou connect with body and soulDeath is difficult to understandCom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1222740/ I hear the ticking of the clock on the wallSee shadows in the kitchenIn my head I'm thinking"When will I be saved from this torture"All I can do is sit and readWatch a blank screen outta the corner of my eyeThe book is interesting all rightBut snores come from the couch where my grandma laysDistract.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1207399/ I scream bloody murderFalling deeper and deeperInto the fiery pitThat is my heartEmbers burn pieces of meUntil there is nothing leftOf who I used to beLoved ones just stand and stareLaughing at my painPretending not to careEvery insult is just another scarDecorating my already blood spattered armMur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1206998/ I fell in loveWith a beautiful girlWho rejected meAs friend and loverOh we used to be so closeTalking until the dawnAbout our useless livesAnd dreams left unfinishedOh why go and mess it all upWhen we were such good friendsAnything we did, we did together But that's all cha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1152621/ Who are we to judgeWhen a lover criesSilent tears of sadnessBut we are only humanWho are we to liveWhen others give their livesTo make our worldA better place to dieThan in times of warWhen dying is inevitableSo we live out of respectFor those who gave their livesWho are .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nikki376/1143628/