http://slow.writerscafe.org/Horsestarz The original writings of author Jami Nicole en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776009848 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 She looked in the mirror and she didn’t like what she saw. She never did.     She’s shaking; always shaking. Rocking back and forth.     Back and forth.    Back and forth.    Her eyes trace her reflection; every aspect of her .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/1155357/ It's like a super storm.A flash of lightning,The crack of thunder.When the ground shakes the mountains crumble.It keeps building up until it erupts,Spilling lava, clearing a path.A path for the storm to shatter and crack and split in two.Snow, snow, snow,Piled oh so high.This storm just keeps gettin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/1127614/ i know you miss meand i thought i missed you tooit's amazing how little words meanwhen you're a little too latealmost a year later has passedsince our constant on and offdistance and timing and breakdowns and fightingi look back on it nowand i feel numbrumor has it you fell apartyou created a holean.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/1061609/ In the shadow of my porchYou told me you loved meKissed me for the first timeYou didn't rush meWhen I didn't say it backAnd now you're on my mindEven after all this timeYou're the only one that I want(I know it ain't easy giving up your heartNobody's perfect trust me I've learned it)Do you think abo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/943541/ There's never enough medicationTo help hinder my pain.Never enough of anything.I can't make it through the nightWhen I'm alone.I wake up screaming.I wake up sobbing.There's nothing to stop my bleeding.Flooding out of my arm like a waterfall.I've never wanted to stay here.I sit alone all dayStaring i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/943237/ Everyday feels like a nightmare.Like something is tearing away at me.I hold back tearsBecause it would smear the ink boldly crafted into words.Small drops on the corner of my paper.Every inch of skin.Every lock of hair.Every breath I take.I tremble with silenceAnd I feel empty.Like I'm just a shell... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/937032/ I call myself uglyBecause I want you to say I'm beautiful.I say that I'm fatBecause I want you to say otherwise.Let me call myself worthlessBecause I want you to hold me when I cry.Let me fake a smile while I face the worldBecause I know I can only be myself around you.I can't contro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/926927/ I bet she wasn't worth this;All the anger andAll the heartbreak.I bet you regret it all;Fooling around andKissing her slow.She's as good as dead once I get my revenge,And trust me,It'll come sooner than later.A quick glare in the hallway,A shove on my front porch.You'll surely .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/816141/ This year I'm brand new;New hair styleNew clothesNew school.I've got new friends too.So much in life has changed lately,And sometimes I feel lost.But other times I look at the path I've chosen.And I feel so accomplishedI feel so free and proud.It makes me happy that I can finally.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/813903/ My mind is a blank state;No color,No contradiction.I feel broken and shattered Like there's nothing left of me.Little details,Words, places, people,All pass me by without recognition.I feel so blind,So trapped inside my own body, Like my soul is handcuffed to my heart.I sit in front .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/813902/ I feel your arms around my waistas I nuzzle my face into the curve of your neck.You smell so good,like citrus and rain.You say those three magical words;I love you.Then you kiss the top of my head.And I want to say it back,but I'm stunned to silence.Speechless and in love.We'll n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/793040/ My head is saying noBut my heart just can't agreeI think it's my time to go,These nightmares are killing me,I always scream in my sleepAnd the words are not so clear.You tell me to let it all goBut I can't, it'll always be here.I'm still not sure what's wrong with me.Please don't let me fall,Don't l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/765588/ I just wanted to show youHow you broke my heart.Yeah, boy, you broke it right in two.And I just wanna see howYou're doing now.It's been so long since you've been aroundAnd I really hate that you're gone.I need you to know thatI'm through with waiting around for you.Yeah, I'm finally moving on.I wrot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/755398/ She thinks I'm crazy(Maybe I am just a little)He thinks I'm jealous(Of that stupid, little w***e?)Ever since I found out about the two of youMy heart can't stop poundingMy head won't let me rest.I can't believe you thoughtI'd never find out.She was on you when I stepped into the ro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/753612/ What happened to us?It seems like we've fallen apart.Take my heart when you goIt's no longer good to me;Shattered to pieces and left to dry on the floor.Here's to everything falling apart.Silence cutting me to the coreAs we sit here and watch each other.It's raining in my heartAnd it's raining in my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/749372/ I could go back to all the laughsBut I realized I don't miss them at all.I could stand up and sing you a songBut it wouldn't be about loving you.I could say I miss the fun time we hadBut I don't want to lie through closed teeth.My window is still openAnd I'm right here hopingYou'll come in with the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/749369/ Time slows down whenever you're around.I think I'm in love.You've been perfect to me since day one.Everything you say and every move you makeFeels so right.I stay awake at nightThinking if how you kissed me.I hope to see you soon.I can feel my heart,The beating crescendos in my chest.These butterfli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/749366/ You're the kind of reckless that should send me runningBut we both no I won't get very far.You've got that bad boy imageThat you know I can't resist.My mind forgets to remind meYou're a bad idea.I'm guarded to the rest of the worldBut with you it all just melts away.I see fire in your green eyesAnd .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/749361/ Baby, I want you to make me yours.Take me where no girl has ever gone before.Make me smile before I cry.Take me as high as your limit.Boy, I want to be with you every day.I want to spend my nights with you.Keep me warm when we cuddle on the couch.Tangle your fingers in my hair when we .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/748221/ So there's this guy,Isn't there always?And he's newHe's excitng.I can't help it.I think I fell in loveThe first time we met.He's really sweetAnd he's really kind.He's different thanAny guy from before.I'm not sure what to thinkBut I know I love himAnd I know I've loved him .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/742068/ He was the most important to meBut now he's goneBut now he's deadI'll never see him againI've known him since the age of threeWe've been best friends ever sinceI named him when we brought him homeSam, I thought it had fitHe's been the perfect dogHe's been the perfect friendHe keeps my secrets locked.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/741003/ As the seconds turn to minutesAnd the minutes turn to daysAll these feelings deep inside meSeem to turn to greyI'm not yet ready to let goI'm not yet ready for goodbyeThis hurt is the hardest for meThis pain won't go awayYou were my babyMy foreverPlease don't ever leave meIt's time to accept it and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/740992/ I know you've never known meBut at the same time you know me better than myselfI just wanted to take the time to thank youYou're the reason I wake up in the morningYou're the reason I'm still alive at the end of each dayThank you for being my insperationMy saviorMy  best friendEven though we've.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/740990/ I wake up, blood soaked around me. Smeared on my flesh. Soaked into my sheets. I still don't know where it came from, Maybe a nosebleed, Maybe from these scars on my arms. I'm scared. I'm helpless. I can't go back to sleep, Not after what I just woke up to. What if I don't wake a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/726423/ Sometimes when I'm thinkningI zone outBecause I don't even know my own thoughts.It's as if something is wrong with me.Like something is wrong with us.Everything is changing,Mostly me,Mostly you.I ask you for one thingRemember what we did together.Remember all the words we've exch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/720077/ What you did to me; it hurt.What I did?  Worse.I left when you needed me most.I left when you told me your secret.I can't apologize.No, you'd never forgive me.I'm just afraid of changeBecause I've been hurt by it in the past.And what you said was too much.Take me back?I prom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/710492/ I know he loved youBut that's over nowHe's no longer with youYou two were doneA long time agoLet him be happy'Cause he's with me now I know he loved youBut that wasA long time agoHoney, it's time to let him go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/710479/ Kiss me.Do it now.I'm ready to be your next victim.I've waited long enough.Kiss me.Do more if you want.I want your foreign touch.I want your flesh on mine.Kiss me.Hypnotize me.Make me feel like I'm floating.Make me feel the magic.Kiss me.Dance with me,Sing with me.Warm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/707144/ I may smile and I may laugh I may need a little help sometimes too. I know I'm a b***h I know I'm a pain to work with. I love easily I hold grudges I'm not who you think I am I barely know myself, how can you know me better? I hate everything about my life I even hate myself someti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/706736/ I remember telling you, "Please don't ever go." But it's been more than two days, baby And there's been no contact at all. Did you just hit it and quit it Or did you mean what you said? You said you would dream of leaving.And yet, look right here,You're running away again.Is it the e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/703599/ Insomnia finds me rampant;In a manic I can't defeat.I suppose I have a great life.If you consider not sleepingAnd friends I never hang out with.I have a great boyfriendAnd a great home life.But there's something missing.There's always something missing.I'm always afraid.I'm alway.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/698790/ In a perfect wordWe wouldn't have to face anything aloneWe could create our ownI may not be pretty or strong or smart or braveBut I realize love is never wrongAnd so it never diesThere's a perfect worldStaring back at meIt's in your eyes and in your smile.Maybe you should stay a wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/698777/ We tried not once but twice Maybe the third time will be the charm? Our friends, they tell you false things From day to day Things you should only be hearing from me. Sure I talk about you sometimes, But not unless they bring you up first. Yeah, you're on my mind constantly But there.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/690330/ I come a little closerWith a flirty sway of my hipsAnd you pull me tight against your body,You make it feel like a sin.Touch me anywhere,I whisper as you kiss me softly,Slowly, warm and passionately.Let's take some timeAnd do whatever's on your mind.Baby I'm ready,Busting at the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/683645/ I still remember that look on your face, Lit up by the lightning As it flashed across the sky. You told me you loved me So please don't ever go. We layed there in the park for hours, All wet from the rain, Talking about life among other things. Hours passed until you walked me home, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/683149/ It wasn't a bad breakup.Just a simple,"I think we should just be friends."You were my first love;My first forever.It took you six monthsBut you finally told meYou loved me.It made me smile.It made my whole world.We were everything to each other.I still think of youOn those ni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/681554/ I love you.I need you here with me.I can't believe I lost you.These random words that you say,could they really be true?Sometimes I find your nameLingering on my lips.I wake up cryingIn the middle of the nightScreaming for you;Calling your name.I can't believe I lost you... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/671604/ Push me closerPull me awayTake me fartherTake me all the wayI'm yours tonightI'm yours foreverTake me with youTake me all the wayYou're thinking way to slowLet's think fasterGo awayBut please stay closeThis will not end wellBut keep yourself thereI won't move eitherJust.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/666811/ I could be coldI could be angryI could be pessimisticI could be a b***h I could be just like you I could turn headsI could be beautifulI could hate myselfI could be crazy I could be just like you I need to leave this placeI need to be meI need to d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/666786/ By Monday;I'm wantingTueday;I'm needingWednesday;I can barely contain myself without youThursday;I'm high on your touchFriday;I need you even moreThe cycle never endsYou know how it feels to see your numberOn my phoneI can't tell you I don't like ours gamesI enjoy them ve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/666510/ I won't keep it to myself any longerI like youWhen I see youThere's a rushThere's a rushDo you feel the same?Is it even a possibility?I keep running from the truthAll I ever think about it youI lose my breath when I look at youWhen you're all aloneDo you ever think of me?Are .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/662510/ The wind, it blows;Strongly shaking leaves from the trees.It twists around the gravel.It turns into a funnel cloud, A twister, A tornado.The sky a bright yellowSending rain down to the ground.The twister, It destroys everything in its path;Sending the trees into house,Cutting p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/661204/ It doesn't matter what you say, how you act, or how you dress. What matters most is in the heart, so just be your very best. You are beautiful, every person on Earth. But if you think otherwise, well, then you're wrong. People only pretend to hate you, you can't have hate without.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/658867/ It's pretty pathetic that I had to convince myself to hate Alex.  It's just, in truth, I couldn't like him.  I couldn't let myself fall for anyone ever again.  It hurts too much when they don't catch you. But Alex, oh sweet Alex.  He was the perfect definition of a man w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/658003/ I loved how you were awkwardWhen I first met you.I loved how you made little things seem importantEven though they aren't.I loved how you told me you needed meWhen it was clear that you didn't at all.I loved how you called me beautiful every morningEven though we both know I'm not.I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/657076/ It's not like I planned it this way,That I would all for you again.And again.And again.And yet again.I try to distance myself from you.I tried to keep myself away.But baby, I'm drawn to you,Like a thunderstormTo static.Baby, I need you.No...no I don't.Yes, I do.It's a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/657063/ You could have had meYou still canMaybe if you'd try a little harder?I'll come running to you somedayMaybe it'll be a day too lateBut would you still be myRomeo, even if I was dead? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/654563/ I swear it's the truthI wouldn't tell you liesIf I loved you so muchThen I should trust you, right?So does this mean you don't love me?These endless questionsWhere are you?Who are you with?What are you doing?You ask them continuouslyUntil my head is about to explodeWhy don't yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/654549/ I ignore you completelyYour stupid set of rulesNo, don't do thisJami, don't do thatYou pretend to ignore meWhen I try to tell you I need helpWhen I'm crying myself to sleepWhen I mutter under my breathI try to ace your testsTo prove to you that I'm good enoughBut mom, I'll never .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/654127/ You're complicatedYou're irrationalYou think you're unloveableYou think you're unrelateableTall, dark, and beautifulI couldn't love you moreNot at this momentNo other girl ever willIt's the rules of attraction, babyIt's just natural that I love youSo baby let's just face itYou'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Horsestarz/654105/