http://slow.writerscafe.org/Hisou_Tenshi The original writings of author Hisou_Tenshi en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775974468 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This bond called friendship,How fragile, how full of discontent,And pieces of the world are falling down,Like bits of stars no longer able to shine,If I could cut this cord I would,Break this chain and set you free,Close your eyes and you'd see me no more,The beauty of happiness is too bright,It bur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1541733/ Love is a drug that I keep running afterI chase and searchI bound closer and I lurchHow I want to devour this drug,How I long to be devoured,Love is a drug that gives illusions and disillusions.It's a dream filled with highs and lows.When you've taken the Love Drug you feel like you could touch the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1522832/ We all seek a place to belong. This is my journey and is still incomplete. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1520418/ LivingBreathingStrugglingSeeingHopingWishingBeingIt is not the thought of tomorrow that keeps me alive,nor the thought of the silver liningnor the sweet sensation of reliefIt is the simplest thing.I live.  I breathe.  I struggle.  I see.  I hope.  I wish.There for I am.&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1495116/ As I waitMemories fade away.The precious times that I once knew and treasured, fade into nothingness.The memories get lost in the void.As I waitLife abroad continues.And so does life at home.Friends I once laughed and spent time with have made new friends.Their time, like mine, moves on.As I waitLon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1440914/ Maybe it's not today.Maybe it's not tomorrow.But one day, one day,One day you're going to realize it.You're all alone,When the rain falls.You're all alone,When the cold is seeping into your soul.You're all alone,When the sadness catches you.In the middle of the night,When everyone has turned out the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1431422/ Hey Life,What do you do for me to make me want to live?You keep on throwing boulders my way,What happened to bricks and pebbles?I wake up, weary, dreary, unable to drag myself out of bed.I just want to lie there in that fluffy dreamworld.Ignoring reality for as long as I can.Hey Life,You take so man.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1407509/ I don't want to make mistakes.I'm sure you don't either.I take one step and then two.Tip-toe tip-toe.I even took off my squeaky shoes.I step gently,I step lightly,I step with careful consideration.I look left.I look right.I look up.I look down.I look all around.I don't want to make mistakes.You're m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1407307/ I had given up.We stopped talking.  You stopped seeing.You ignored me completely.I clung to the memories of you and me,the times when we were 'we,'The gentle you, the smiling you, the laughing you,The friend I knew, you.But that happiness turned to sadnessThe friendship turned to hate.The trage.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1362923/ Night has fallen.Light is shed.Hidden in the day, my worries come out to play,My stomach twists and I toss and turn.Oh, when will they go away?They play, they prance, they sing, they dance,They keep me awake at night.I put on soft lullabies,I drink jasmine tea.I think of all of the things that could.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1360475/ This poem is all in Japanese, without hiragana. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1360384/ I take a breath,The breath I didn`t even know I had left.I`m so amazed.The world is not all gray.The black is there but I`ve found the color in the air.I can breathe.One breath, than two, I find myself living again.I`m still alive.I know I felt like I would die,But I feel the breeze,Smell the smell .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1356722/ I tell you,You tell me,But somehow the words don`t seem to agree.The pain is searing and the wound does not seem to be healing.When you inflict scars, you really know how to hurt.Now I can`t even look at you.I feel the oxygen inside me dying when I find myself in the same room.I want to hide, I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1356717/ Clashing.Clashing and crashing.You gradually fall apart. Your senses slowly start to disappear.Replaced with unhappiness.  With fear. You alone.  You on your own.You are far away from your home. Alone, you cling.You grab, you claw, you scratch. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1353752/ Welcome to Emotions Anonymous. Careful if the cages break. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1297573/ The short monologue of someone realizing what time for "I" and what time is in the rest of the world. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1294868/ Who said love is like freedom?Who said dreams are made to come true?Where did I hear those tainted words before?The wind is gentle but love is hard.Where is love if the wind can blow easily between us?The cold sunshine illuminates the morning but we're still so distant.Because this is a pray I want .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1282506/ I wonder why you keep asking,I wonder why you keep repeating,The words just fuel the fire.Burning, crackling, heating up inside,But you keep asking, repeating,Whatever is the matter, I'm sure that it can wait.It can go away for a while and come at a later date.Go away.  Disappear.  Certain.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1256221/ I was once a small girl, not that I am still not small compared to the rest of my peers, but still, I was smaller then.  Now, however, I am merely older than I feel.  The way that the rest of my environment feels is on quite a larger scale.  I attended a university where there are qui.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1255034/ A combination of English and Japanese in a poem about being unable to ask for help. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1252631/ There is only so much a sad song can do.In the middle of the night with a flame flickering beside,Why these tears fall, slipping down my cheeks and dripping on my sheets,The gleam of a gem changed to metallic grey,A new reason for the heavy beating of the heart,The question of Love lingers.Be strong.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1252619/ Kurushii.. It's painful.Sabishii.. I'm lonely.I took a step outside and saw the sun.Sunlight dripping over the green trees, the lush grass,Falling from the clear, blue sky.A faint breeze traced around the leaves.Is it beautiful?  Is such good weather considered part of nature's beauty?What's th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1227618/ How long is a second?  Longer than a minute.How long is a minute?  Longer than an hour.This last night the music is resounding.It's like my heart - beating and pounding.Maybe it's a lullaby.  Maybe it's a pop song.Maybe it's the song that keeps me hanging on.There are no promises for .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1224681/ I woke up to the last day,The last day to see you,To touch your face,To hold your hands,To kiss your lips,To be yours.  For you to be mine.I can't believe I woke up to have to take you to leave,What was I doing to wake up to this?This nightmare,This curse,This overpowering withdrawal.But you'll.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1201934/ Everyday,We say "I'm fine,"Everyday,I say "I'm okay,"But still the world keeps crashing down.I'm not enough for you.  I'm not enough for him.So what am I still doing here?And I sit,It's just a few past midnight,When all the lives should be fast asleep..But my eyes as so hard, there's water drip.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1198720/ It's not about the language or the beat.It's about the music pumping through my veins.The way that the song moves through my body.It could be the koto, the guitar, the piano, the flute;each piece has its part to play.Music lives because it's inside and we are able to live because it empowers us.You .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1195016/ Meow Kitty, meow Kitty,Woof woof woof.Run Kitty, run Kitty,Shush shush shush!Doggy looked left and Doggy looked right.Doggy saw no Kitty in sight.Smile Kitty, devious Kitty,Heh heh heh!That's my Kitty.See Kitty, see Kitty,Tweet tweet tweet.Pounce Kitty, pounce Kitty,Munch munch munch.Snack time, Kit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1171191/ There's a problem with believing the people you trust.When one says this and the other says that, where do you look to?You get stuck in a whirlpool of confusion.You think this and you think that and suddenly you're crying with a panic attack.Whirling, spinning, twirling like a maniac.Why's the sky b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1171127/ Where did you go?I do not know, I do not know.These dreams that I see, I hope they're not to be,Too horrible to even think of.Memory, I pray, I pray I can forgetAll of those things that haunt me,Screams I hear, awake, am I asleep?Where's the Sun?  Where's the Moon?  No stars to be found.Ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1168108/ iWhere does this sadness begin?From inside or out, from my soul or my heart?What is this feeling, is this feeling, is this feeling that has me rolling on the ground?I can't think, when will it go away?I feel like a burning house about to collapse,Sirens in my head, drums - a dangerous beat,What does.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1167864/ Dear Love of Mine,You're in class right now.  11:33AM here and four hours before there.I'm at work, listening to my supervisor, a math teacher, talk to his computer as he tries to put a presentation together.  Haha, I've been reading my poetry recently and some of it's sad, some bad and so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1167553/ Hello Troubled Times,We meet again.From the beginning to the end.We're not exactly friends now, though we might be in the end.I have conflicts with you that need to end.Papers here and files there.Debts due now and tests on the way.Come on and go away because I want to take the day to play.Expectati.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1167535/ Written while listening to a live stream of the updates. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1159785/ I am so sore on the inside and out this morning.I've been trying to exercise and diet more often.  The diet is for my skin and that I don't really want to look terrible in front of my boyfriend (M).  Haha, I seem so silly.  I've never wanted to look pretty for someone before.  I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1150027/ How should I begin?Hmm.. I went to a local community college in a small mountainous town.  I've been here since birth and I've never moved away.  But that's not the issue - or maybe it is.  I'm a person who is afraid of change.  This journal, however, is all about the changes tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1150024/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1150020/ A distant love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1150019/ What's your perspective?What do you see?Is there someone better you want me to be?Love is foolish; love is chaotic.How come I ended up in this mess of twisted twigs and sticks?I'm not pretty, beautiful or cute.I don't dress like a princess or a diva.Being a child at heart keeps me believing and if t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1141552/ Listen up.  Listen closely.  Listen well.This Valentine's Day, I hope to have a good tale to tell.I have a concern, though.Do you remember me?  Miss me?  Love me at all?Ah, if you ask me, for you I certainly took a hard fall.I can say "You are the love of my life" - You've pulled.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1122452/ I feel this fear.   It's growing near.I feel this fear running through my veins.It comes with the dark suddenly creeping over me.This fear is blinding my reality.I'm scared.  I'm afraid.This horror washing over me.It grips me tight, through flesh and bone to my heart and soul.I'm only.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1116494/ These burning feelings in my chest,What are they?I am so happy to be near you,So happy to be with you.Don't go away.  Please always stay.I wonder if this is love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1099083/ Perhaps I'm not your first girl and you're not my first guyBut I pray to God that my heart doesn't lie.You're the one I think about late at night,Feeling deep down that loving you is right.Should I follow you between my limits through Europe and Japan;I'll be right beside you even when we're distanc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1095286/ This type of feeling, I wonder where it's come from.It changes faster than the whims of humankind.Sometimes it makes the sky look like a shimmering sapphire.Such a beautiful sight that makes me want to close my eyes and cry;Such a sight and feeling I try to engrave into my being.Sometimes it makes t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1095235/ The question we always ask when something unbelievable (disastrous or amazing) happens. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1064481/ 'tis love this or 'tis love that?Silly of me but I know not.Does differ from human or cat?Fickleness I feel that burdens my breathe.'tis it only found in 'Romeo and Juliet'?The reunited fruits of a cherry stem.Hollow inside must I be?That the thunder echoes beat by beat.'tis life for love or love of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1064466/ Some things start from a thought. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1064462/ What this poem is,I surely do not know,What words I should write, what words have been written,For all I know it could be about the stars falling from the skyThat contemplate their fate as they crash into Earth;It could be about the moon's reflection in a cup of tea,Chamomile to be exact, a scene th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1041677/ My withering flower,Your scent lingers in my nose,Your velvet touch lingers on my fingertips.To you, who had once sent sparks of enchantment across my skin,Who filled my heart with a bed of roses,Who rested on my chest with such grace and poise you could've been your own picture,You who brushed my c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1041155/ It blows through my hair,It flows through the trees,Such an unrelenting breeze;Where does is it born from,This wind of heavy air?It is strange, fierce, refreshing,It is dark and sullen,Full of lost hearts and a feeling of despair.This breeze that falls upon my face,Whips my hair onto my face, batter.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1041153/ A comedic tale. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Hisou_Tenshi/1040220/