http://slow.writerscafe.org/iintruokEcstasy The original writings of author Kourtnii en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776349489 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This makes me sick to just think of youWhat youre putting me though Ive made mistakes but you've made some tooWe've made it through, what more can we do I cant shake this feeling but you keep giving me this reasonOut of the corner of my eyes to believeYou've put on your disguise You said you wo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/1294590/ Cant you hear me screamingIm bleeding needing you to be here for Me to be a normal humanBring free and being meWhat is me?Woe is me.I cannot breathe What Im feeling is real I cant exaggerate these tearsThis life is a lieI cannot surviveIm dying inside Cant you see me screaming Cant you see.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/1294588/ Too selfless for suicideJust let me know that youll be alrightAnd I cant stand to leave your sideWhen Im dying to stay alive But you push me and pull me to do what I needIs it helping you? Because its not what I want to be Should I stay here and suffer to help you surviveHow can I go on wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/1294587/ "Love, hate, sex, pain, its complicating  me sometimes."Im sitting in my room, playing this song over and over. I just came from Crystals. This girl, is so much like me, its scary. I love her. Im in love with her. We talk about everything. From mood swings, to bad eating habits, our sex life, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/955254/ This will be my new diary. I feel like its a good idea to show people why i do the things I do. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/955226/ RIP Arron, A good friend of mine... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/379206/ Lost I gotta secret~!Its on the tip of my tounge,I swallowed it down to my lungs Youre all I have now- I fell in love with you someway But I dont know how... I hate you, just for todayYou left me loveless, my love went far awayAnd Im left to cry, I d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/377283/ A sequel to Nights Cry. kinda. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/369837/ A story of love, in Mans' eyes. I know not all men think like this, but whatever.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/369491/ All I had, everything I looked forward toGone all because I couldnt keep my head in placeEverything I ever wanted was in my reachBut I just couldnt wait.  I made a mistake, Ive made a fewI know that now, but its a little too lateIm sorry for what Ive done, the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/368570/ Another song I made... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/368065/ Song I made a long time ago... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/368013/               I opened my eyes. I was still very tired, but I knew I had to wake up sometime. I noticed Candace, my older sister was in the room. I could hear the sound of the pages in the new book she was reading flip every .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/366798/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/366400/ Another song I made http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/366137/ Buy this heart with your soul of hateFeel the blood discriminateFind the fire deep insideEveryone soon will die~!Everything inside me (crumbling into pieces)Crawling inside me (following the blood flow)Everyones aginst me (liquor and love lost)Razorblade wounds will never heal~!Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/366024/ I wrote this while I was in the hospital. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/366018/ Idk, Its a song I made a while ago... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/iintruokEcstasy/366016/