http://slow.writerscafe.org/RangedCrow The original writings of author Bonnie Hines en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776166222 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I spun a narrative about my life,Tried to tell it straight.No fake healing stories, just the truth.Had moments with manipulative a******s,Learned my lessons,Kept it moving,Kept it open.Ten years later, I’m looking back.I see how much I poured into my people�"Sty.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/2950162/ Phase One.  Your brain hasn’t been messed with yet. It’s easy to read emotion and respond with genuine care.  It’s easy to love and accept the love of others as well. Phase one.  Phase two.  They tell you your friends never cared for you they tell you you&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/2770575/ Acting like no one has eveeeer fucked with my head.  Acting like I didn't hear all the fucked up things that were said.  Acting like I've haven't been hurt for all of these years.  Acting like I haven't gone though this time in a puddle of tears.Everyone I know know who.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/2116258/ when I was 18 it was so easy to talk about the hard times.  when I was 18, it was so easy to opt out of living large because my life had been hard. When I was 18 all I had to do was murmur the word abuse, and people would make way. They would tell me not to try too hard. &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/2088914/ Random Rantings http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/2084753/ Random Rantings. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1977084/ Random Reflections http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1789235/ Years of pain.  Only to end up in a place that’s all the same.  Your dad said he wanted you aborted.  Your mom used you to tie the knot.  You look out the window,  a smile on your lips but pain etched into the slant of your eye.  You married your best friend becau.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1504190/ Identity.  So you take pride in your job, and it makes you feel like you are worth something to your small worldAnd your think to yourself, that you are worthy of your title.  So you think.  A hard worker.  A good person.  This is who I am.  So you look, and you find yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1477246/ Touch.  The First touch I  can remember.  Reluctant Kissing.  Only when they older kids would insist “Why aren’t papa and mama kissing?”  They parted with a bitter smile as if they had tasted something quite vile.My first thoughts about kissing were if.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1473610/ You didn't like me.  It was too clear.  Called me a lesbo,Never wanted me around your friendsKicked me out of the room we sharedSaid I was e’mberrising to you and your friendsWe never spent time together only once in a blue, When we did, you’d say it’s a favor, said .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1448330/  It’s like being too short to see though the peep holes insideyour own eye sockets              You get a glimps as you jump up and suddenlyyou understand.        But your ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1288029/              So you take every part that makes up your life and you blowit all away.  Bit by bit year byyear there’s just a little less left till there’snothing there that’s made you you.It’s only left allup in your .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1256819/  I try not to think of it, You see, I’ve learned this trick a long, long time agoIf you don’t think, emotions, they stop to flow.You act as if bad things happing to youAre actually happening to someone else      you just watch. &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1186574/ -         Strong "                     Whenno one was there When there was litterly no one who would careWhen I tried to die and was 3 pounds al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/1137105/ Found some poems on an old CD from four years ago. 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I wonder. And as much as pleasant memories are triggered by that sense,the same thing c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/767780/            Feelings of such great happiness too great to explain ordeny            It’s a normal life your living content and free you cannotlie                    &nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/766558/               It’s making sense of theworld            Tryingto put you in perspective             For all the things that you do&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/748621/                     I tried to be there as you went though this trying year                     Doingmy best to be there though your lonely tears    .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RangedCrow/708961/ A poem I wrote a while back. I was trying to clear up some room on my hard drive when I found it. 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