http://slow.writerscafe.org/Eddpanda The original writings of author Diasha en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776031174 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 They told me I was stupid,So I listened.Swallowed by fractions, languages, and endless theories,Never admitting the depth of which I understood.As always, only noticing the short comingsThe failures.They told me it wouldn't work,So I believed.Believed the lie,Believed the hopelessness of our situati.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1543209/ I suddenly remembered why I dreaded this placeAll the lifeless eyes All the misjudged glances.I remember all the hateAll the lonelinessAll my fears returnAt the end of the dayWhen the bell rangMy anxiety has reached it's maxbut I still refrain from lossing controlNot yetYou're not safe yetMy breaths.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1226040/ 2. A deathseeker may kill anyone they please. Once this has happened all memories of that person fade.-♥-I can't keep standing here. He has to find me soon. He has to remember the nights we spent together. The days we spent looking at the clouds and waiting to catch fireflies. He can't forget.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1189565/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1189561/ I woke up to the numbing morning. My heart felt nothing; my eyes desperately trying to claim sleep. What had happened yesterday. I sat up in my bed confused. A boy? I remember a boy. Maybe it was nothing.Bandit scurried out as i opened the door. Time to face reality. I grab a quick bowl of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1189559/ The opposite of love is not hate but indifference and that's what hurts the most.She gazed up at the stars. How much longer could she keep doing this? Pretending she mattered."There has to be someone . . ." she muttered, but that didin't hide the uncertainty in her voice. A shooting star flashed acr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1184284/ 1. Deathseekers may bind two souls together forming a promise.  - ♥ -Once we used to travel the world without a care. He doesn't remember, but that's ok. There's still time. He can't be blamed for forgetting. But I'll never forgive him if he forgets that day.----We sang out little lullab.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1180745/ "Get away from me!" I scream at Will. I hate him and everything that has to do with him. Why can't he just leave me alone? My expression speaks for me and he withdraws his hand away from me. Don't look up. I think to myself as the tears come pouring to my face."Go away" My words are muffled but the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1179491/ Once I was just flesh inyour wombForming, Growing, Becoming meYou could not see me, Hold me, Only support meAnd you loved me stillOnce I was bornNew and InnocentYou were one of the first I sawYour tender eyes gazing upon me as IBroke out with a cryAnd you loved me sti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1174061/ As a day lingersthe pastures I passThe flowers that growMy small footprints leftBehind.This world.So bigSo beautifulSo full of wondersAnd a small turtle trodded byThe clouds grow darkLights flashThunders roarThe world's swallowed in blackTears pour from the hea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Eddpanda/1171700/ "He's going to kill me" I say out loud all too soon."Who?" he asked. Hos is it that every time I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU, you're amazingly there. Way to go Jared, way to make these moments worse."NO ONE!" 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Screaming words far beyond insults so much that it hurts even me. YOU TAKE HIM! HE'S A WORTHLESS PIECE OF S**T!It still rings in my ears. 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