http://slow.writerscafe.org/BryanaBear The original writings of author BryanaBear en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033681 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Darkness enveloping meQuivering with no escapeScraping at the insides of my mindMy body paralyzedMind racing, heart shaking, agonizingFacing my demons flashing before meTrapped, slow and painfulWithering into myselfNothing left to escape http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/2930614/ The day's fast approaching,10.. 9... 8...Next thing I know you've been goneA whole year, 365 days of experiencing what living without you meant. And not one second have you left my mind.I'm thinking about you at every turning pointI miss you but I have to keep it together.I have love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1636961/ One Kiss,One Touch,One love.He's never enough.His love,It's intoxicating.Breath taking.It fills my heart,Like a raging fireBurning so strong His words,They're electrifying,Like a whisper in the wind.He leaves me speechless.His touch,Send shivers through me.Down .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1473871/ One friend,Two friends,Three friends,Four. Five.All gone.In the Blink of an eye,They disappeared.Vanished,As soon as they appeared.The Reaper came,Swooped right in.The darkness came,And all light failed.Nothing we could do,Not a word spoken,Not an I love you,Or .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1473829/ B.J.T 4/9/1990- 9/3/2014He was my love, my life, my everything.The first day,Our eyes met, we synchronized.We were one.The first month,I was his, he was mine, we vowed forever.But this day in life,Forever has no concept.No sense of Time.There are no promises of tomorrow. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1473825/ My mind is everywhere:Up⬆️, Down⬇️, spinning �"�I'm a whirlpool of emotionsDrained of all EnergyBroken. Lonely. Afraid.Caught on a ship, sinking.I'm Going down with the shipA Tidal wave of Destruction.Some call it Depression.T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1323793/ I'm dazed, lost, & confused.My hearts in the midst Of a storm.I'm fighting a battle unknown.My thoughts a spiraling tornado,My judgement is a changing tide...One moment I'm here in realityAnd then I'm gone...My thoughts in the wind. I need you, I miss you& I love yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1253085/ Day 2- write a 5 line poem to the last person you texted. It can exceed 5 lines http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1201380/ Day1- write a poem that each line starts with a letter of your first name. It can be about anything but it should not be about you or your name. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1201378/ Just a crackA crack in anOld bridge,Staring intoA river that Holds a millionmemories...Floating down The river in yourSweet embrace.Do you love me?I loved you.Maybe, just maybe..I still do. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1201345/ Some would call itDESTRUCTION.I'd label that false.I call it, proof.Proof I'm still living.Depression, so dark.The darkness overwhelms.The blade is security.Proof it's not a dream.I seek it but can't purge.A promise kept, But how will I know?When I cross worlds.Does death f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1164774/ Sitting outside in the dark of night,I let them all escape me...Each tear hidden by the darkness,The darkness that will not betray me.Can they tell? See the pain so hiddenThe wounds that have been caused.Bruises, that I don't try to hide...They don't question..It's not the bladeNo sc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1164766/ "Sleeping is nice,You forget about everything for a little while."That Used to be my escape.Go to sleep and not want to wake,Because In my dreams, I escaped.Not anymore, dreaming traps me...Pulls me in, to where I can't escape.When I dream at night,I fall defeated to the horror.I a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1164748/ See the world,Threw half closed eyes.The stars threw an unfocused mindOne dream, one moment. One spec of dust at a time.Two parallel lines,They predict my fate.Are they true?Is it what I want...But that is what is.Bestowed upon meThrust into my life.I live the life of a hopel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1156886/ I love you, I love you, I love you.
Never thought it’d happen again.
Fell for a boy once, now it’s right.
This time I fell for a man.You say it’ll be me and you forever,
Lord, how I’d love for it to never end.
 The giddy sensation, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1152648/ Here & Now,That's what's happening.No more past.I'm loving you in the present.Forget the past.Forget they hurt me,I have you to love.Past and present,two different tenses.Two different love story's.One has no correct or rewind,I live with the outcome.And the other who's plot... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1147287/ I wanted him to love me,Love Me like I needed to be.He told me he loved me & I had no reason not to believe.I loved him, he loved me, &We thought it was forever.We thought, hoped ever...That our future was written.Set in stone, we'd live our lives.Our Version of Happily Ever After.But Destiny h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1140931/ Smoke ScreenMy Smile is my smoke screen,I’m hiding the pain behind it.The pain that others caused,I was just the young girl who…let it happen over and over again.The tears run down slow and steady,Building a Stream down my face.With each tear streaming down,Out comes t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1140805/ Parachute LoveIs it love? Or just an option.
I love him.
He’s my best friend
But he’s safe.
Someone to fall back on.
What if I confused it?
If its not love just safety.
I don’t want to hurt,
He doesn’t deserv.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1140222/ Burning blood,I can feel the fire inside.Its been raging,sparks flying...Fighting to get out.If it wasn't love,there would be a bloody pulp.A mess I wouldn't clean up.But go on ahead,Fuel the fire.Throw some more stones.I'm the modern day,hell raiser. Burning inside out.I'm burning, waiting...The sp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1121400/ I got the “Hey” with two (Y)sFollowed by I’m lonely tonight.I didn’t feel like starting a fight.So I just said baby I love you, goodnight.I miss the good morning texts…And the conversations that never end.The Kiss me threw the phone kind of call.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1116000/ I'm a loaded gun,                         "I call it as I see it".I'm a heart breaker,                               "I run from those who love me".I'm&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1113610/ Drown My Sorrows in a bottle,                      Take my pain away.Tell My darkest Fears at night,                    Wake up the next day.Another Lesson learned Another Mistake made,&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1113585/ sorrow,           anguish,                       pain,Nobodies ever known...Dysfunction, that's all they've ever seen.loss,        confusion,            &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110724/ Im sinking,                    drowning,gasping for air...          for the first time in days.                     He replies with "I love you but.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110719/ Is it bad, that I live..Life is a day to day thing for me.Is it bad, that I love,Maybe More than one...One Day I love him,And the next I love the other.Both Pain and Happiness in one.They both started out as a fling,then I feel in love with something.His Charm, the others manners.The way they make m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110689/ I can’t get those words out of my head.I wish they didn’t cut me so deepYou told me you loved me and somewhere we fell of track.We loved, we lost. Something so precious once grew Inside of me.When it left… So Did our love.I’ve learned to love again but it still pai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110633/ I just wanna see you smile I’m here to stay not just around for awhile.My heart is yours and yours alone. My love is strong and grows by the day.So baby please, just smile for me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110630/ I guess for every minute that I’m angry at youthere goes another moment of wasted happiness.Will life ever change? Can I not have the good without the bad?I want to cherish the memories, but only the nightmares are surfacing.Someday I hope I’m not just the girl behind the smile.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110622/ Destroying  your  life  Starts  at  the  same  place  as      Changing  it.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110618/ What if I smiled today and for a brief moment and meant it? What if I smiled because of me, not you?what if I smiled and I didn’t cry today?What if I smiled because I wanted to try it out?What if I smiled and I liked the way if felt?What if a smile signified more than happiness?What if I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110612/ Drinking like a cure, picking my own poison.We’ll all die eventually.And I’ve never heard the story… '“That b***h smoked so much weed it killed her” it’s 420 somewhere right? I’ll take two shots of whatever, keep it coming until I’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110607/ I just want to screamScream because I can, cry because well it feels good...Cut because it distracts meIt releases the pain that I feel insideI wish I could say I'm ok but I'm not. I hurt a lot and when I'm not hurting I'm frozen...In a state of numbness.Not where I can't feel the painbut .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110597/ Sinking into the darkness,will I resurface?There are no promises of tomorrow.I cant always be so sure…I could wake up tomorrow.or I could sink into the darkness.Would anybody notice?Or is everybody that once cared gone.I’ve lost one or all.Sometimes the darkness feels like home.If home .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110587/ I made a vow to myself that I would never fall so hard again.I vowed that I would pick myself up and never fall again.You see I have this barricade around my heart that I don’tLet anyone get past in the hopes that I won’t ever get hurt again.I always let my heart get the best of me, I al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110581/ Like a drifter, I walk aloneLost in my own thoughtsMind clouded by feelings and emotionsLocked away from the outside worldTrying to be all that I can beFeeling as things are holding me backTrying to live up to their expectationsForgetting about my ownForgotten dreams and broken memoriesTrapped in a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110576/ Am I so wrong to want to die?I’m lost in a sea of people. Trying to stay afloat but….I’m drowning, sinking, dying inside.I can’t breath, can’t sleep …Can’t do anything right. I can’t even end my own life. I’m just a scared piece .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110564/ The Wheels were turningthe thoughts cascadingforming in my mindI laid transfixed in my thoughts…& then it slipped.The words flooded from my thoughtsslipped threw my lipslike whisper transformedinto text form…I wanted to speak it out loudbut hes too far awayI want to tell himbut lif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1110551/ Some days I just wishI wish I could turn back the hands of timeStart all over again.A clean slate,I’ll figure out where it all went wrong.Come on; let’s turn back the hands of time.We’ll start all over, start brand new.It will be just and me and you.Lets just press rewind; I'l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109516/ lost in a trance,in the darkness.for a moment,life doesn’t exist.I lost myself, whenI lost my hope for you.If a car was coming,driving full speed,would i run?Hide? cry?No, I’d take the plunge.let the darkness take me.I’m so far gone,am i even myself anymore?My friends still see hop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109513/ There’s this boy,I met him not that long ago.We started out friendsBut it became something more.We were all for just having funBut somewhere we crossed the linesWe fell for one another.But it was all wrong,We didn’t want the complicationsBut they came anywayWe didn’t want those blu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109501/ Can what is lost truly be found again?Or is it all just another lie that makes us believe in the impossibleCan I ever find that place in my heart for the love again?Or is love just another lost cause that not worth fighting for.Can I manage to put up a fight?Or is the cause just not worth dying for... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109500/ I know the times are badSo listen to me nowJust close your eyes, hang on tight& Listen to the music that your heart makes.Because believe me darling,You’ll always be somebody’s dream girlEverything seems so wrongBut, you just have to waitBecause time will move along& that right g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109498/ They always say but I’m just a girl.They talk as if they have no worries in the world.But behind that fake smile && that piercing laughThey have the weight of the world on their shoulders.On the outside they seem to be living in paradise.On the inside they are living in their own perso.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109496/ This was one of my first poems that I was able to share with people. It means a lot to me, thanks for reading. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109494/ Its my birthday.It’s supposed to be a good day right?we’ll apparently i’ve got it wrong.This day isn’t a happy day,it marks another year.The year she made a mistake.Another 5,256,000 breaths that polluted the air…I shouldn’t be around she says.I was her bigg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109493/ Your think you’re safe because he’s thousands of miles away. You almost think that the nightmare will be gone. You go out content and in a false sense of safety. He’s at the store.. Behind closed doors. You see those devious eyes shining back at you and it makes your skin crawl. Yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109491/ I act like I’m tough,I put on my big girl panties &Hope the world doesn’t come crashinI’m always lost in thought,Caught up in my own brain &Hope you won’t catch me slippinI’m falling apart on the inside,Hard as ice on the outside &Keep getting lost in dreami.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109490/ Its like, when your in love…your numb to the pain. And you do the craziest things to make that one person happy. Love can be dangerous…. Love can be suicidal, should I load the gun and put it to my head myself? Waiting for your reply… I made you wait, maybe far too long but I&rs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BryanaBear/1109489/