http://slow.writerscafe.org/ashleyann The original writings of author missthirteenth en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776218682 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Afraid does not mean well behaved http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1647119/ TouchIt is not simply feeling the flesh of anotherWe can touch another without even reaching for our outer shellTo touch is to reach for the scars,the bumps, the bruises, the painsOf the heart.Of the mind.And of the soul.You don't need hands to touch a person.To touch means to feel.To feel with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1551220/ My heart didn't fit your chest http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1520998/ treat others how you want to be treated, not how you've been treated. looking for faults in another is a cover for the faults you find in yourself.your faults are not faulty. existence is awe striking.you've awe stricken me. i've awe stricken myself.it is amazing just to be able to find wrongs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1520157/ to feel like a stonesinking in the deepfading into to the darknesswhile the sun gazes at your feetrock and rolling on your unstable boatthe waters i am falling in are keeping you afloatyou keep me by a stringwhile playing catch and releasethe moment that you reel me inyou make me feel alivebut at th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1512578/ my eyes are openi see it nowall the times i let you downi feel it all. i hold it closeyou're the one i love the most.my mirror.i can see herbut i can't reach heri chose to hate herbut she's my teacherand if you don't listenthen you can't knowand i'll be left to sayi told you so.skin so closebut i ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1511038/ It's an addiction.I love it.I hate it. 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ya .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1211194/ You give me butterflies, I think i'm in love.Should I run with this feeling or should I just run? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1210855/  Don't know what to believe today.Don't know if God believes in me.Is my path written out for me?Do we have a thing called destiny?Am I trapped in this room cause I'm supposed to beOr am I holding myself back, waste away with me.Should I believe in the news or those conspiring views?I don't kno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1210850/ If you had to sit alone with yourself for 24 hours....... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1210838/ Can't get to the present cause we're living in the past.Honeymoon periods surely never last.Lies and manipulations even basic situationscause me to question everythinghard to remember anythingwithout you next to megot me feeling unsureWhat are we here for in this world?Are we supposed to stay togeth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1210015/ Don't need to take a swing cause I can beat ya a*s verballySee you on the street why you acting so nervously?Steady run your mouth but you can't even strike a nerve in meI got this life in the bag b***h while you a knock-off like forgery.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1207965/ This is about love and deciding whether to take things to the next level, and fearing what the results may be, whichever path be chosen. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1194151/ This is for selfish people that only care about one thing -themselves http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1181512/ Appearance won't mean s**t the older you get. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1138145/ I don't know what my future holdsbut for now i'm holding you.In the present feelin' pleasantcause i've got you in my view.And I really can't complaincause the past don't mean a thingAnd I might end up with your ringAnd I feel like I could sing.Bada ba da baI got you babyDee dee dee dee deeYou make m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1138100/ Go ahead pop a Molly, cause that song tells you to.Drink it down with the Lean, cause that's what'll make you cool.Now you're leanin' on somebody that you don't even knowTell em you think you love em and you wanna take em home.Take em home turns into take me to the hospitalCause ya chest is f*****g .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1138087/ Go ahead pop a Molly, cause that song tells you to.Drink it down with the Lean, cause that's what'll make you cool.Now you're leanin' on somebody that you don't even knowTell em you think you love em and you wanna take em home.We do stupid things, we make mistakes.Can't eat all the s**t that's on yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1138084/ Be unstoppable. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1135516/ Life lingers in love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1133767/ To have a life where love is enough.We never get to live forever, but our love will.Love is all the happy we need.Real love fights, real love is tough to find.But to have it, and have it be all you need.It's a beautiful thing.Our love with be our legacy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1131371/ love changes like the seasons. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1128281/ There's been more bumps in our roadthan an unpaved trail.Been more times waitingthen actually getting there.More fights with you thanwe ever could count.But at the end of the dayYou're all i'm thinking about. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1126538/ one sided love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1126521/ On the brain transplant listBut you can't transplant this.The mental state i'm in leavingyou asking Excuse me, Miss?Do you need some helpHow can I assist?But you can't assist.No, please I insist.Thoughts are twisted and crookedlike an evil smile.Leaving you f*****g exhaustedlike you were running a m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1126496/ I love you so muchBut things are getting so toughLove doesn't mean as muchas when you don't feel it enough.Then love becomes everything you want.It's all you ever wanted.And you want it so much moreWhen the love you had is gone.Even when it's still there,just barely hanging on. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123981/ Judgmental little miss.Criticizing everything you are.Point your finger, there's three pointing back.Taunting you with every word you say.But you love him, don't you?You'll hold him at night knowing very wellsilverware belongs in the kitchen.And you realize that tomorrowthen kick yourself for forget.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123966/ i miss the sleep induced nights.those nights sneaking cigarettes.close enough out the window butnot close enough to look down.i miss the emptiness.not being concerned over everything.not a care in the world.feeling absolutely 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We're coming to.The worst part of you is me.Because of these horrible memories.They took their hold long ago.And .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123489/ I think of the face I've left behind,But no name I can can think of fits;None comes to mind.I remember the time when things were fine;When our heads were put on straight,And our dreams and plans in line.I love you is just a line;A temporary fairy tale.You think it lasts forever,Until you find yourse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123477/ I'll be the mix tape to your heart.Playing all the songs you used to love.I'll be there when you pick me upand play me where you last left off.And I'll remind you of everything.All the smiles that I used to bring.Remember this was our favorite song?If I play it again, will you sing along?You used to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123461/ I miss the moments where I craved you.Everything there was to you,I wanted to be my own.The next move.The next moment.The fear and the excitement.I miss the rush of usfalling into one another.Your kissses.Your fingertips.You became mine.Every promise felt real and true.This love will last forever.Re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123453/ The one.When did you know?When did you stop knowing? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1123185/ Borderline Personality http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1119520/ Love feels like Hell sometimes. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1117720/ Missed the train againWhat else is new?My life becoming so ungluedAll the things I knowNow what I wish I never knew.The opportunities for mental clarityBecoming far and few.Even when I'm awakeI feel like I'm sleepingLife's going on around mebut it seems that I'm dreaming.The clocks still tickingEven.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1117245/ love is a chemical reaction. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1116398/ Insomnia. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1116106/ love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1115503/ Almost there, maybe tomorrowwe'll get where we're goingbut not yet. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ashleyann/1115482/