http://slow.writerscafe.org/xxfake--smilexx The original writings of author xxfake--smilexx en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776113451 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Outside eyes. I feel like I'm looking in through a window, watching the drama unfold as if it were a tv show or something like that. It makes me feel a bit sick to think of it this way but its the only way I cant identify it to make others understand.  Jordan Trowsdale, a 13year ol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/505273/ This was written in memory of Jordan Trowsdale, A 13year old boy who was found dead on Boxing Day 2009. He was so important to many people I know so I wrote this for him. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/503962/ I just know I’m not HERBut I bet I’m compared to herIn every wayThe way I dress, what I do, what I writeShe will winHands downSo there is no point trying really is there?I’ve already lostAnd you know the worst part?I barely know herAnd she’s not even here.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/378194/ I HATE LIARSI hate the stupid people who pretend to understand youThey sit there and watch your face as you tell them what you thinkAnd you can tell that all they are thinking is “another dramatic teen”Well f**k you thenI give up with people like thatThey aren’t worth a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/378187/ I’m saying things I don’t mean nowI’m hurting peopleHe holds me to him“It’s ok, don’t worry. It’s all ok”I want to screamI want to run awayBut I don’tI can’tI just lean against himI’m tired of fighting everyoneI&rs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/378186/ It’s all people seem to tell me nowadaysMaybe they are scared of meI know that he isMy boyfriendMy own boyfriend is scared of meAnd that is by my doingOr maybe they just don’t believe me when I say I’m okI know I don’tThursdays are always boring at 6th form4.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/378185/ Madness I feel like I’ve been asleepI lost myself in the words that were pouring into my ears.I move, feeling as if I have been still for a lifetime.The faces of people around me looked so blank.I’m not even sure I know who they areI’m not even sure I know who I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/378181/ It's still kind of a work in progress but it's just stuff i write when i feel like it http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/xxfake-smilexx/376024/