http://slow.writerscafe.org/shanepatrickc The original writings of author Shane Patrick C. en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776014262 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I opened up enough for you to slipThe serrated dagger beneath my ribsDeep enough to slit my heartMy foolish decision from the startYour sly move with such cunning twistI grasp the deception in my clenching fistWhat is it that you want from me?Other than to con my generosityTo be honest with you, the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/1352399/ Late at night, I resurrect a dark pastI torture my spirit, and make the horrors lastAt this hour there is no one to helpDecaying in anguish until the torment developsPurposely I become a nightmare in my own selfQuickly taken over and become someone else.I recognize this sinister personI'm the only o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/1299821/ My heart has been left lonely and incompleteAnd at her hands I found my loves defeatHow I pray selfishly for passion and affectionAs I cry out for my souls interventionMy mind has struggled through a lifetime like thisWhile my pain has become envy for loves heavenly blissConvicted by corruption in t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/1299820/ I try to be the light in my ocean of darknessMore like attempting to be life in a rotting carcassI cant stand to see all the bullshit I believeWhen I know of the evil inside of meMy eyes are filled with sinwhile i felt my soul start to thinAs the darkness floods my veinsand I recognize the sinister .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/1280526/ We broke up and its been four yearsAnd this loss still brings me to tearsHow dare you show up in my dreams This lust for your love, this horrible greedI could not drown the feeling to bring you nearLove has become my nightmare, an ultimate fearI torture my self with memories of your loving embraceAn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/1242627/ A road of destructionWhile I  watched my own soul bleedTripping over my own conscious While my spirit silently screamedAnd  watched my worst nightmaresBecome my own day dreamsI fell prisoner to my choices While I fed the devils greedAnd I watched in horrorAs the evil would feedOn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/1013474/ All of you use meMy love is how you abuse meFilled with hateI cant concentrateHere I am suffering awakeTrying to make some senseLaying this scarred soul to restTreating me like a ghostAt my home while I'm your hostI'm tired of feeling this wayThat you will f**k me over eventuallyUnwelcome in my own .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/994180/  The person I came to beIs a MysteryRiddled in Me Everything I neededWasn't there for meo Strong and wiseWith loving eyesflowing breeze and ocean's tides Life without someone like methe very source that created theessense of all that I be Yearning for what I desired mostNot .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/964031/ Dark alone suffered and droveDeja vu with sinister's roadPrisoner Lost Convicted in LossReminded this polluted soulReturn the road, blood blistering eyesscorching hatred, blacken dry skiesNightmares the realityRavage in victorythe righteous bleeds and diesShadows cast blankets of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/817404/ All I've gotAre words on a pageAlone and quietSo violent the rageBright and BlissAnd quickly to fadeHumble thy PenWords become braveLive to wantOne life to save http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/800263/ Something is missingSome kind of lossTip and TurnTurn and TossSearchingTo find my lostSomething InsideBleeds and Cry'sSomething so DesperateAs bright vision blindsFists ClenchTime StopsSo I've BledNow BloodshotLife wants balanceAnd needs rhythmSo much I gaveI want what was given http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/800239/ There once was a boy ShaneThe problems of his life, fell like the poring rainHe hurt the ones he cared for, and left scars on his nameFrozen before a mirror, he saw the only one he could blameBecause through his eyes he could not see himself the sameThe horrors inside, he would strugg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/729250/ Meet me at the waters edge, where our worlds collideTake my hand and I'll tell you what I feel insideAfter all the things you said, I still question whyHow strong I am to stand, and throw away my prideKnowing I found love at your sideBut if you doubt my words, look into my eyesA warm place where my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/720851/ i think i love this girl... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/642505/ Not searching for heaven but I yearn for angelsI’m not running from hell but I fought demonsI don’t know about god but I pray to somethingI don’t believe in devils but I can’t escape corruptionI felt Love flow in veins, and it bled out hat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/457781/ He sat, few feet from the water’s edge. His back resting comfortably at the curvature base of a tree that shaded him and the ripples below.  Perched on a rooted bluff, created by long summer’s rain that run off into a receding embankment. His mind sank d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/438960/ Never let the summers goWell wasting time with best you knowSuns laughter blankets the airOur paradise, forever thereBrightest of lights shineIn spirits of our good timesMemories cloaked as dreamsAnd dreams, possibility it seemsChasing sunsets to the sunrise.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/434437/ I lived it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shanepatrickc/425330/ Sparks fail to ignite loves fireAnd butterflys freeze in cold desireOur story suddenly left unfinishedEverything I felt quickly deminishedRemember that phrase, those words you saidIt went something like "can we just be friends?" 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