http://slow.writerscafe.org/salvester20 The original writings of author TheSadOne en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776075147 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 If I turned around and walked away, would you notice I'm gone,Would you even care?When you look at me, do you see the smile on my face,Or do you see the tears I fight to hold inside?Do you see a strong, protective man I portray,Or the scared little boy who never quite goes away?If I broke down and l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1520455/ When I first saw you standing there You know it was a little hard not to stare So nervous when I drove you home I know being apart is a little hard to bare. Send some flowers to your work in hopes That I'd have you in my arms again We kissed that night before I left Still now that's something I coul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1341509/ You carry me places I'd rather beWell mannered gardens well tempered seasWe're gathered in reason I should believeThat this is different that this isn't freeHow could this beI'm on my way to better daysI'll find my faith, I'll find a wayI'm on my way to better daysI'll find my faithI will slip again.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1324941/ I remember the used, The ones abused, Beaten to depression, Tears of pain, Lost in confusion, A world black of hate.Crying tunes of hate, The minds of the used, Now filled with confusion, Their lives abused, A state of pain, The chain of depression,&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1320854/ Days of endless struggleMore hopeful pills todayTrying to appear ‘normal’In some sort of way.It seems that the struggleIs always here with meAnd I wouldn’t be here nowIf guilt would leave me beI know there’s been manyWho’ve had it worse than IBut that doesn’t alwa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1318847/ Hush little baby close your eyes,Dream of broken buttlerflies.Feel the demons grab your feet,As you sway to the bloody beat.If you manage to get away,In the dark you'll have to stay. Let's all go outside and play,We'll be killing night and day.Everybody come outside,One by one you're gonna die... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1318247/ Each day I live, the pain consumesWhat little sanity I have bloomedLike walking in a cloud of fogFalling down, sinking into smogLife just seems grimI think on a whimInterest lost in everything I doBut what a life, who really knew?Depressed to a fault, that all I seeDeath just seems like the only way.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1313072/ Once a smile, now a frown. Once a city, now burned down. Excite yourself, have a visit,Paradise awaits you, it’s quite unfit. Lies, hate and treasures untold. Wait, you haven’t begun to see it unfold. The magic, the glory, the hammering sound,All being heard from.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1311549/ Rain Rain go awayBecause of youThe pain will staySlit my throat Cut out my heartLeave me hereTear it apartPoison tears streamDown my faceMy heart beatsAt a steady paceAs I try to Stand againAlone and standingIn the rainI dont need you anymoreIs what I think While I pour tearsI hate yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1284338/ Welcome to hell you fucksnow get ready for and eternity of painand misery as the fire scorches your sin filled soulsand burns your for millions of lifetimes to comeand remember wants you've entered my lair and free me from my seal you can no longer escape and your asses are mine.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1283780/ My bodies coldlips are bluewhy did I do this because of you?I feel the earth below me like a pillow under my headno knives, no guns, but pills insteadThe bottle lays emptycap unscrewedwhat did I do? what did I do?My spirit floats my body laysmy lover finds meand she praysI reach for herI'm sucked aw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1141942/ The sun is shining,But my eyes see no light.I see black,I see people laughing,But all i hear is the screaming.What is wrong with me?All I feel is pain.I see my blood gushing from my wrist.Sitting in my room all alone,I feel crowded, My mind is yelling"Nobody loves me!"Is all I hear all day long,when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1141870/ Don't leave me here alone,Don't leave me on my own,The darkness has come,It's gonna take my soul,It's all a shame.You haven't came,To protect me from it yet.Are you full of regret,I trusted you with my life,But now you must pay the price,For throwing away my life.You're goi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1141273/ i got a lust for the deadall i see is blood redblood shedis the scene that the chainsaw didmeat hooks thru feethands imbedded to his headwith nine inch nailsblood has bled thru the bedto the floorby the doorwhat i see?is a sorefrom the waist downtied and beaten little w***e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1140709/ In this dark, lonely room, I go to at night; I write these dark, depressing poems, Hoping you wont catch a sight;    I call it my shadowland, Although there are no shadows; Its actually pitch black, which is why no one follows;    If there were followers, I would not ho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1140676/ When u are trying to have fun and have a good time old memoires of family members dying or devorces happening n ur family come back to haunt you. Or when four or five years have passed and ou are talking to friends or family scary sad memories will come back and tear you apart till your back into a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1119085/ Alone in my head,I'm feeling so low,You wont understand,No one can know.My eyes are so tired, I can't sleep at night,Your face haunts my dreams,When I turn out the light.It happened so suddenly, It happened so fast,I knew all at once, That none of this would last.Was I just a game?Was this all just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1118532/ Have You ever loved someoneBut knew they didn't care?Have You ever felt like cryingBut Knew you'd get no where?Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer?Have you ever looked into their heartsAnd wished that you were there?Have you ever felt their heartbeat,When the lights were tu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1118425/ When people call you a worthless scumbag who dosent deserve to liv. And when they say that you are a mistake to life and your just a waste of space that you shouldnt be alive that u have no reasonin living no one cares about u in the world. And that idk anyone who would like me and no one will ever .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1117789/ Everytime i try to be happy ad believe the sadness is gone i get pulled back down into the darkness and depression http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/salvester20/1117724/