http://slow.writerscafe.org/Jdthomas The original writings of author Jessica Danielle en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776007149 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You seem so far away.Like a dream, that long ago faded away.You made me see.You gave me light.You're not what I want.I feel desire for you.That's where it ends.I figured out I don't want you.I don't need you.I have what I want.I have what I need.He means everything to me.You're my past.He's my futur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/801582/ To my Boyfriend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/794145/ I sat there, staring into the mirror. Unthinking. Unfeeling. I had lost who I&nbsp;truly&nbsp;was. Who was this person sitting the&nbsp;opposite&nbsp;me? Her hair, had lost its glow. Her skin, pale as a&nbsp;ghost's. Her eyes, cold, lifeless. She had risen, she had fallen. What happened to the girl .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/774419/ When was the day I stopped thinking about you?Like, thinking about you like I used to.Looking back now, you were always on my mind.All the freaking time.I know I said that I would never write another poem about you.But here I am doing exactly that.It used to be that I would wonder what my life would.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/753171/ Credit for all Graphics goes to Deianeira@TDA http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/751372/ Who am I?This paint,here upon my face.Why is it here?Who am I?What have I become?I don't&nbsp;recognize&nbsp;this face looking back at me.Who am I?What is my name?Dirt and rags,to glitz and glamour.Or is it?Who am I?What am I?I don't&nbsp;remember.Inside I don't know myself.Am I fake?Am I real?Do I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/751203/ This is a book about finding ones self. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/751201/ about how my life used to be. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/733535/ Told from my moms point of view. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/733525/ This is a gallery of Graphics I have made. I hope you enjoy them. :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/724365/ 3-25-2011 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/699308/ I talked to you today.My addiction fed.What a wonderful taste.But this sweet, sweet taste, makes me so sick.how is it that I can make myself go through with this?I still want to spend the rest of my life with you.My hearts still broken.And it breaks even more every time I hear your name spoken.Your .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665474/ Slowly, she walks.&nbsp;Geisha girl.&nbsp;Her lover gone.&nbsp;He left her behind.&nbsp;Now all she has is&nbsp;her box of memories.&nbsp;Geisha girl.&nbsp;Where has he gone, she asks herself.&nbsp;She doesn't know he's left her, for another.&nbsp;Another lover.&nbsp;Geisha girl.&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665448/ Smooth.Your light touch.As you dance your dance across the stage.So carful.Yet it seems that everything is one fluid move.Lovely girl.I see you rock and sway.You don't miss a beat.Beautiful dancer.The way you move,it tells everything.Why speak if you can just show your audieance what you mean.Tiptoe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665446/ Slowly, slowly.Spinning spinning.Her hair around my fingers.I marvel at the color.What a beautiful shade of gold.She lays upon my chest.Here we lie together, undead, un-breathing, skin hard and cold like stone.But she sleep.She slumbers.As we wait for the glaring sun to disappear.Her cheek's so soft.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665445/ Blood.Blood everywhere.Blood is like a suit on me.Covered in it.This....scarlet wetness.Crimson cover.Intoxicating substance.My, hallucinogen.This sweet sweet substance.I become drunk as I lick away this blood on my lips.And then you. You're covered in it too.Your naked body glistens in blood.How be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665444/ Scratches and cuts,bruises and blood.Gore runs down my face,my body in horrible pain.I writhe in pain on the ground,It feels like I'm being stabbed with glass all over right now.My tears are blood,my words are screams of agony.And all because you decided to leave me,here, for the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665442/ Forever.Here in your arms.It feels so right.Me and you.Forever.We'll be together.Laying here.Dieing here.Just being here.I always wanna be here.Forever.It feels so safe.Here with your arms around me.I can hear your heart beat.As I fall to sleep.Forever.Don't be sad... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/665441/ Hush. Hush. Hush. Close your eyes. Listen to me. I'm not going to let you die. It's okay. Just stay with me. He won't get us. Or at least, not you. If he comes for us, when he comes for us, I'll make a deal. In hope that you'll live. And go on. Living your life. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663728/ Come here child.Come a little closer.Don't worry.I won't bite.Come here child.Let me hold you tight.That's right.Crawl into my arms.Let me cradle you baby girl.Fall asleep.You'll be safe in my arms.That's right go to sleep.Sleep deep.Mommy's gone now.And so is daddy.But.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663727/ You started it.You need to finish it.But your too much of a p***y.Little b***h.Coward.If you won't finish it.I'm going to dive right in.Finnish what you started.Stand up.Come on.Fight me.Get in my face.B***h.Come on.Fight for what you believe in.Just to let you know,I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663725/ Baby.Look at me!Look how far I've come.Look baby.See me now.Here I am.Yeah, I'm survivin'.Without you.I don't need you.I can live my own life.You're not what made me thrive.This is my life.Not ours.So what now?Now that I've turned your head.And you didn't turn mine.I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663724/ I've never cried so hard for anyone.I've never loved someone so much.I've never wanted someone like this.To hold.To love.To never let go.Just the thought of breaking up came out in a fury of tears.But it was done.And now it kills so slowly.Like cancer, it may never go away.And th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663722/ A broken heart never beats quiet right. It's not even an echo of what it was when you touched it so light.You twisted your knife so slowly.And I was willing.I opened up my heart to you.I loved youI still love you, with every shattered and torn peice of my heart.It's just that, I'm not .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663720/ Slowly I descend down the black marble staircase. My white gown stands out among the stone. All I have to do is make my way down the aisle, say the vows, then I do.I've waited all day, nervous and gray. But then I see her, here she comes. She's beautiful beyond measure. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663719/ Burning hearts with battle scars.Veteran warriors and novice soldiers.Hear their war cry.Let them speak.They'll not shed blood.But fight with words.Let all hear their powerful speech.'Here we stand now, together as one. This is how we should be, united, not all strung a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663718/ Two hearts beat as one.Thump-thump.Thump-thump.Thump-thump.My heart belongs to you.To you, my love.One heart.One person.One soul.Could we be any closer?Then we are together.This hold.Our hearts beat thogether.Our hearts beat as one.You are the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663714/ I see myself lying in a hospital bed.I don't understand.I fee something gently brush my shoulder.I look and see the warm smiling face of my dad.'My baby angel,' his voice, majestic like a lion, and as gentle as a kitten.'I have been your guardian angel, and it is time for you to earn your .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663712/ I lean my head against the smooth bark of the tree.My hair flows freely, lifted by the warm autum breeze.I inhale deeply, smelling all the rich scents around me.I grip a branch covered in soft, furry, gray-green moss.I jump down onto the soft ground.I walk along the waters' edge,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663709/ See how the light shines through her window,how the moonlight wraps its self around her sleeping form?She's beautiful, her heart, and tender soul.But she loves him.She loves him with every bit of her beating heart.There is no love left for me.Cast aside by her,after being with her, aft.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663708/ Sleep by day, kill by night,A terrible beast, yet a beautiful sight.Snow white skin, bright glowing eyes,Slowly blood drips down his chin,It makes a beautiful line.Perfect teeth, sharp leathal fangs,A cresent moon gets left behind.Cold marble skin, unbeating heart,Anc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663706/ They say a picture is worth a thousand words.But what if it's not?What if it's a thousand words is worth a picture?Words can paint a picture.Dark or bright.Heavy or light.You can fill a canvas with all the colors of the rainbow with words.Red.Orange.Yellow.Green.Blue.Purple... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663705/ Life is like playing a game.It's like playing a game of chess.You're always planning ahead.You consider every move.You take forever to decide, what you're doing next.But sometimes it's just not worth it.You just might be in check. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663703/ Silence.It's all I hear.I hear silence.Why are you not here?It's terrifying.This non-existing sound.If you were here I'd hear you.Your every sound.But you're long gone.Gone, gone away.When did you become so distant?You caused this silence to become a plauge. This silence is c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663701/ I was tired of going through all my poetry and it all seemed so unorganized. So I decided to put it into this book. I hope you all enjoy and review:) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/663699/ "Let's go all the way tonightNo regrets, just loveWe can dance until we dieYou and IWe'll be young foreverYou make meFeel likeI'm living a Teenage DreamThe way you turn me onI can't sleepLet's runawayAnd don't ever look bac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/647805/ After several hours of riding we stopped and made camp deep in the woods. "I need to change." I said to Robert.He glance me up and down. "I don't know why women don't wear more reasonable clothes.""It's called etiquette. And I normally do wear more reasonable clothes." I frowned at him. I started un.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/646436/ When I think of you, a smile lights my face.When I hear your voice, it sends shivers all over the place.I'm slowly falling in love with you.I feel it in my soul.You're my world.I want to be your everything. When I speak your name, it's like a kiss on my lips.It's amazing what you do to me.I've never.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/645523/ I think of you...&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; First thing in the morning...I think of you...&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; All day...I think of you...&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/641802/ Credit for graphics goes to Deianeira. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/638232/ This is a scene from the book. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/638228/ It's about time I write more to this. For a preview of later in the book read my Slayer Expert. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/636967/ I should have told him, on that day months ago, that I loved him.But I was too afraid to tell him so.And now, he's back in my life.But things have prevented us from being together.Age is just a number, why can no one see.It's not sex that keeps pulling me back to him.It's the love I feel for him.Thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/627824/ Is this it?&nbsp;Could tonight be the night that &nbsp;I fall in love again?For I will be with him.But to be open to the world, we'll have to wait a little bit.I want to fall in love...but I don't know if he's the one. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/627339/ This is the same poem I wrote awhile back, only this one is in russian. I feel that it is more romantic sounding in russian. I hope you like it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/625427/ For my niece Daisy Marie Thomas <3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/623979/ How lovely she is.I want her.I want her.I want her!I must have her.I will possess the boy she wants.That will make her want me.She will be mine.She will be my girl.Then I shall steal her soul.Possess her in whole. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/621480/ "I would've lied could've cried should've tried harder&nbsp;Done anything to make you stay&nbsp;I wonder what you'd do if you looked out your window&nbsp;Saw me runnin down the runway just like i was crazy&nbsp;That fence is too high so am i"&nbsp;&nbsp;-Gary Allen 'Watching Airplanes'I want to fall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/620989/ She sleeps.She slumbers.Then, the morning sun comes up.She wakes.My girl awakes.I watch her as she leaves her bed.How her nightgown clings to her body just so.I follow her.&nbsp;Everywhere she goes, I'm right there with her.I love to be her stalker.I follow her to school.Through the crowded halls, I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/620982/ Again, this is sort of like a cross between a poem and a story. Please read part one first so that you understand what's going on. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jdthomas/618239/