http://slow.writerscafe.org/SnailMadness The original writings of author SnailMadness en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776026375 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Your Anger Stock by Sarah Trigg Tell me the truth, do you want me or not?I’m trying so hard with everything I’ve gotTo open your eyes, to make you seeYou’re unaware of what you’re doing to me Your actions are louder than the words you speakLook at me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/407056/ Burning itch where the demons slid and sangIt calmed me down does that make me insane?Into my mind comes that little line of hateSo many times I watched myself createWhy couldn’t I stop it from taking over me?How could I just stand there pretending not to see?I was blind to see tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/404894/ I’m sitting here soaked from the pouring rainThinking about the last time I felt an ounce of painOnly when I left and you’d be staying thereBut I’ll be home soon to show you that I careEven though I’ll be home in a weekI’m still sitting here will tears on my c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/400915/ There’s always something in the wayStopping me from what I need to sayI can’t take this anymoreI’ll drop the truth right to the floor Shatter it to pieces for all to see            So they know a deeper part of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/400229/ Right now I hate myselfRight now I wish to be someone elseTo leave this life and start anewI wish to still be with youI want to change to whoever you want me to beI want perfection to be all you can seeTo look at me and see beauty in my eyesI look and I begin to cryI hate what I look.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/400228/ Listen to that voice that carries you awayFeed it with your ears; kiss it everydayLook deep into its eyes and scream your fearsDon’t be afraid to show your tears It gave me him; let me be happy againKicked misery out; let me watch it hit the floorLet it struggle for air just as I d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/400223/  I’ve been doing this for far too longFalling to pieces to what went wrongLying awake dreaming of might have been But then I seen her, she was standing with himHe was supposed to be mine Seems like I’m the last thing on his mind Shards they fall right from his e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399820/ Straight and jagged linesthey twist and turnplease close the blindsmy eyes they start to burnIt’s just a lie it don’t make centsJust a beautiful suicide that covers up the dentswhen these tears falland you don’t callas little butterflies burn awayyou sit there and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399819/  Beneath this band that guards my wristAre memories that don’t existI take that demon against my skinReminding me that I can never winWinters gone and I can’t cryIt’s hard for me to say goodbyeSee what these demons did to meCut my eyes so I can’t seeThe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399817/ Butterflies dance aroundAll around the starry skyLittle scars begin to bleedEvery question is a whyWhy is my heart always in my throat?Caving in so close My head starts to floatIn the coldness of the nightWhy do you scream in fright?Pour salt in my open wounds See if I would care.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399816/  Make me an offer I can’t refuseGive me something I can never loseBeneath his gaze their stars, they shineI’ll do anything to keep him mineThe razor is cold beneath my breathThis thing will never cause my deathThe young died behind the oldAnother dark secret I’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399814/ Maybe it’s okay to puke all dayMaybe it’s ok to wage a war on myselfWhat if it’s ok to want to be someone elseWhat if it’s ok to figure out what’s going on inside my mindCan I admit I’m terrified?Would it be alright to say I was wrong?That in your arms.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399811/  I’ve gone beautifully numb in order to forget youBut these memories I can only hold ontoThere is this song of my soulThat I’ve tried to write over and over againThis numbness takes a part of meForcing me to think of himI’m begin for you to help meTo turn me ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399810/ Deep in my thoughts I’m lost againWith tears in my eyes I’m thinking of himUndying love my insides are shotI’m losing to this force with everything I’ve gotThe eyes of the beholder, holds all the beauty in the worldThrows a blanket of silence over all the boys and g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399808/ Let misery walk in my front door Let it knock me down and watch me hit the floor Let it show me all my mistakes And tell me how to live and everything it takes Just let misery burn his memory in my head Let misery make me regret the words I never said Let it play with my open woun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399806/ A big cloud lingers above my headFalling like rain are the words you saidStaring up at the skyWithin the stars I see your eyesCruel rain-washes everything awayYour footprints in the sand are gone todayI listen to the sound as your voice echoes in my earsMaking everything else hard for .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/399800/ Something happened, it took me by surpriseYour lovely face you took off that disguiseTrembling hands, tears flowed from my eyesLook up at you, I throw away the lies Out comes the truth, that the small things are goneI’m sorry I always told you nothing was wrongStaring at you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/397315/ I’m waiting just to hear the phone ringTo hear your voice and feel my wingsThirteen sets apart you and himTwenty-three feelings of what has beenThis is my new one, my new one to youThis makes eleven, eleven I love you’s He left me lifeless, he left me numb You picked m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/396955/ I’m still trying to find out what this is taking over meHidden so deeply I wasn’t able to seeThe truth laid out before my eyesI am blind by this disguiseHis face illuminates everything aroundCausing my knees to cave into the groundMy heart beats faster yet it comes to a stop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/396954/ Disgust fills my mind when I look into those eyesI feel a sort of emptiness that gives me tears to cryI get this feeling that has broken out of its cageThey attack me when I write words on this pageThose eyes are empty and clouded with fearThey fear the truth, they hide when it draws near.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/396953/ Mourning would come all too fastMy love next to me, his sleeping lastsI stare at him; fresh tears come to my eyesThat nightmare his hatred undisguisedMy weeping awakens himBaby, I had that dream againHis arms wrap around me as he says those wordsI repeat them, he knows I heardWill yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/396952/ Speak to me my love, those words I long to hearPlease baby whisper them in my earYour breath on my neck I feel, you hold me tightI’ll fall asleep in your arms tonightBaby come here please don’t walk awayPlease don’t go I need you to stayYou are my heart I can’t li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/396942/ Sometimes my mind escapes me Forcing out the flaws so they’re al l seeBlinding my eyes from the sweetness of his heartI can’t help but tear myself apartI weep quietly, hating my mindFor bringing these thoughts, I tried so hard to leave behindDoes he really love me? As he wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/396941/ A thousand times before I’ve seen this lieIn the dead of night creeping to me I know not whyIt screams to me his ugly hateI hate my mine, for this it createsThey’re different each time but still I weepFrom him this is no secret I keepThey end so quickly, my sleep ends fast&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/395353/ My words you did not understandI only wanted you to grab my handTo stare at me with those lovely eyesTo look at me and beg me not to cryI keep silent for fear of awaking the rageStuck in my throat I won’t let it out of its cageI try to tell you but each time I failI look in the m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/395352/ Melting holes through my eyesI know how to steal the sun from the skyI look at you and see it on your faceThey mark you, the secrets of this placeThe bags that lie beneath your eyeCarry the sound of weighted painMark yourself to keep you saneI know how to steal the sun from the skyBu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/395351/ It falls and you flyIt dies and you cryPouring down you smile at yourselfWatching as he changes to someone elseKeep your memories And save them from deathClose your eyes and hold your breathMake up your mind Do you want me?Ask yourself if I am the one you seeIt falls and you fly.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/395350/ You say you need time you say you need spaceBut maybe right now is not the time and placeThere is a hole in the spot between usHow can I bring it up if there is nothing to discuss?All I wanted was for you to grab my handTell me if that’s too big of a demandAre you too blind to see .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SnailMadness/395345/