http://slow.writerscafe.org/heido The original writings of author heido en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776051847 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The sudden need  The uncanny urge The quiet rage  To put words d                       o                         w            &nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/1315801/ I was ever so slightly.. high, on youEver so slightly paralyzed By the macabre,The mundane Your morbid curiosity in me and mineThe busy noise between our mouthsI wasn't going to write about you but I'm ever so slightly digressingA slight reminder of your falling out and falling away and fa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/1219691/  “Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply, those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire.”Kurt TucholskyThe only evidence I have of my love, is my grief. The dull ache in my chest in the long .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/1021544/  “Those who hate most fervently must have once loved deeply, those who want to deny the world must have once embraced what they now set on fire.”Kurt TucholskyThe only evidence I have of my love, is my griefThe dull ache in my chest in the l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/1020989/ not finished just rambling on ideas.. need to be writing again so i guess i'm back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/960232/ First Contact http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/894386/ "I don't want to be a slave to your pain." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/680314/ It crawls//Beneath my fleshIt flows uninhibited in meA sickness like rageIt curdles in my bloodIt comes up in dark colors and outIt is meI couldn't stand the nightSo I called youI forgave for a momentI snapped backWasted, and sick'he is not your lover' Your not parti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/677510/ "Follow your bliss." -Joseph Bliss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/677272/ For a man I know is worth the trouble. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/676922/ For the Egyptians I have been following since the 25th and for Khaled Said. The strength was in one mans life to change a world. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/675321/ "For a man who lets me in for as long as she allows." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/674800/ It has occured to me recently that I could never settle for love. I have to ache for someone to be mine. This is for them that I could not love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/673715/ Born of your fleshA sickness that issues   You catch deep breathes, take great effortFinal stingsIt must be wretched  Your hated lovely mother, despisedI saw the bottom of your bottleAt the bottom of my heart  Your failing mother, I'm torn apartI walked away fro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/673698/  I've weighed your pros and cons  I held them above me like a lamb I sifted through your eyes and found the coreThe beingThe purposeThe hurt and the condemnation If I sacraficed myselfOn the alter of your painCould I take the life awayReplace it with a new.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/668196/  There is a consumptionA bindingA thicknessIt weighs ever so muchBuilds ever so slowlyAnd compresses     I walked yesteryearAmong the footsteps of a fairytaleI drank sweet sweet love       The most inappropria.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/564160/ Because I won't stand to be without. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/529636/ For a lover that makes me feel like the space between. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/529247/ With your lips lockedYour thighs firmYour feet grounded I took leave     Break trust    Build walls    Bend morality Come now lover tell me who you are           .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/526291/ Short. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/523315/ "You are my sunshine my online sunshine." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/518163/ I recomend getting your heart trampled on by anyone. Alanis Morisette http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/517213/   Your jealousy becomes an elixirDon't fret dear oneMy body arched    Only for you I spread slowlyFor that lookThose words          Only for you I become the paramourYou become the slainBi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/515550/ We live lifetimes in daysA cycle of love, fight, learn, loveSleep with me now dear oneI am waitingLove me dear oneI am writhing Tell me again how to do this rightGuide me words and my handsMake sure I'm not too abrasiveMake virtues of my sinsTeach me of honestyOf love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/514778/ It was so fittingFor us to end, as we beganWith a deep breath and a sighA mournful thingLong and exhaustedExhaling all that was goodTo make way for all that is greif You let me love you againMy dear tricksterMy posion loverMy ever changing promiserThe grandiose way you s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/514446/ Lick your lips, their full with berriesSpread your legs, their white milk inside Give way to the child, become of a woman, accept of the manA seed                       &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/511805/    In the night we are  The day gives way to doubtScared into illusion     I beg your reassurance love   Will you leave uninformedAm I not deserved of a goodbye..     I beg of you forever   I am on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/511777/   Ring around the roseyPocket full of posiesAshes, AshesWe all fall down!  Cinder stared at her feet, her damned feet, how could she not have slipped such delicate things into such a slipper. She let her tears hit the marble floor in their sitting room, joyous cheer.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/506674/ For a new friend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/506330/ If my soul is infinite, if it extends beyond my bodyI must ask how long I have been mourningIn the ratios of time, and infinitiWhat is a year?   What is fifty-two weeks?It is a fallacyI have merely blinked, shuddered and crumbledI may as well admit to this kind of griefThe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/506220/ You slept behind my back  A safe distance from my heart                       I tried to reconjure,             &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/505768/ Juliet  Guenevere      Calypso          Helen              Satine              &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/505419/            You sat on the tip of my tounge          Lovely            Quiet           &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/503952/ Deconstruction of my religion  Lends to my faith a science     A look at the origins of The Word        The way, the truth and the light            I have to wonder, if God, as we kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/503145/ "..but when the sun hits your eyes, through your window, they'll be nothing you can do." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/502765/ Beg of me, my patienceBuild of me, my begotten stateA child am IA daughter am IThe lover, the lost, the broken, the bornHe is as I am and I am as himIn his image that isThe word made fleshA trinity prescribed, torn apart and debatedCan a portion of God have diedCross erected and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/502750/ As my actions come around to haunt meI am immersed in self thoughtHow am I to anticipate my futureI couldn't possibly undestand my understandingThat I could be pushed, challanged to feel this regretTo want to barry myself below ground Let the earth consume me and all that I have done&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/501568/     "Please don't, please?" Small, tiny, meek whispers in the dark Her hands behind her back Face against the bed Quiet and still Pleading is always this way  With desperate hopeA small silence of desperation She knows he will not .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/501192/ Human conditions Good vs. EvilReligion vs. Atheism Fight please, again, for that which you believeBear arms, if you will  Is any fight, worth the dieing?Must I martyr myself for humanity I don't plead with God for humane behaviour I plead with man for human.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/501100/  This is going to be very personal, probably more personal that anyone would like to hear from one such as myself. I could never say this directly to someone, so I guess a broad mass generalization of audience such as this may help me get out what hurts me the most. I apologise if this become.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/500781/ Days are longer, colder, harder    Nights seem short, blunt and burdensome Could there be a better way       A more lovely way to live I am as I am and barely am at that     Does life mean that I am living.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/500736/ He comes into my life as a paramour   Grandios, loving, kind, protectiveHe builds a great and profound home   Out of love, and words, and gesturesHe claims to never be leaving again    And thus, he begins to dissapate Oh great love, my Michael, m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/500257/ Licked my lipsMade good work of my desiresMy nature betrays my mind     I am just the woman, the woman seducing the man  Am I the former or the latterAre we so divided by our natures of persuasion? Can I not be seduced? Did his strong hands and thei.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/498842/ Dear Boy, Listen closely, this isn't going to be told to you again, and I hope for the sake of anything worth loving, that you get what I mean, when I say I hate you in the most lovely of ways. I despise the curls of your hair and the smile you extend like a lovers arms. I hate the sounds o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/497749/    Let down your hairLong, black, curls, cascadeLet loose your blouseDark chocolate, silk, sultry Lust Surrender yourselfTouch, taste, soundBack archedMoan, shudder, grasp Sin The silent wantBecomes a loud processionBodies labo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/497743/ She is not centre stageShe is not stage left or rightShe makes good time of my insecuritesRemembers just what to say, how to push and pullI wake needlessly on hard floorLights that are binding me in spot, blockingThe audience is shadows, seats not filled but fullProject young one, anno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/497110/ She screams needlessly in my ear     Bellows in broken tones   I am tornScream not my love I cannot hear you     I want of none of thisA tiny bit of non-relief A damaged painting of a home      Walk aw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/497067/ Lovely, a place of peaceNeverending unconditional loveFriendships come and goneTrials, tribulations, revelationsI am twisted turned about, carved anewFalse assistance, a new perspectiveWtih faith comes harder timesWhere we are challenged by the faithlessThe GodlessHow can one such .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/496715/ Once upon a time.. I remember how the dirt felt beneath my knees, how the ground wasn't made for this. For this kind of desperation, for this kind of begging. There is nothing but the earth as far as I know. I can feel dirt and rock and nothing more. My hands are bound behind my back, my ey.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/496267/ "Who's left and who's leaving"The Weakerthans I have etched you into my sideTo never be without youTo remind me of a great loveTwo origami cranesLike the ones you used to leaveTurned in, swirl of surrounding starsEternal love and loyalty.. I have yet to figure outWh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/heido/496265/