http://slow.writerscafe.org/amanda1023 The original writings of author amanda1023 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776041396 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 it seems that thesky is always grey.even when the sunis so bright.it's like nothingcan shine through theheavy darknessi know as life. when everything's going well,it's only because i'mgetting set upto take a huge fall.all of a suddennothing makes sense,it's all fal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405213/ Crying eyes,unmended heart,ripped up soul,emotionally torn apart. Saddened face,thoughts of sorrow,unhealthy thoughts,no hope for tomorrow. At a fork in the road,there's nowhere to turn.Nothing more to lose,barely anything learned.No matterwhich road I takes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405209/ it's impossible for me to seewith eyes blinded by tears that flow endlessly.smiling through it,laughing it off,silently beggingfor this hurt to stop.surviving the days only means suffering through the nights.not even sleep will allow me to give up this fight. my heart'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405206/ Good things are few and far between.While bad things come back to backfor me.No words could ever depict how deep the wounds go.No bandages exist to stop the blood flow.Absolute numbness soon makes you hurt yourself more.Rubbing salt in your own wounds making sure they stay open and s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405205/  It's almost like youvanished into thin air.One moment you were apart of meand the next,I couldn't find you anywhere. Through you, I found meas cliched as that sounds.I gave all of me to youand now you're nowhere to be found. Are you floating out theresom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405202/  I have more worththan you cared to see.Because you only everfocused on one part of me.I gave you so much of meand asked for so littleof youin return.But you never noticedyou were too consumed withtaking from mewhat you felt you'd earned.I was always there to he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405199/ It's so sadwhen you canliterally hear yourselfcrying on theinside.It's so sadwhen even fromyourself, the tears nowhide.It's so sadthat you can'teven feel things anymorebecause you're numbfrom all the tears you oncecried.It's so sadto have everhung so much of your li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405197/ How dare youlet someone controlyour life.How dare youlet that someonecause me such painand strife.How dare youmove on withouttelling me yourselfthat we were through.How dare youlet her live the lifethat I was promisedwith you.How dare you let herinterfere withwhat w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405195/ I wish I couldhold you butyou've always beenjust out of my reach.I wish I couldsay the words tomake you feelwhat I feel.But I can neverfind the words to speak. It took so longto get thingsout in the openbetween you and I.But now knowingyou've slipped awayfrom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405192/   Closed offBitterColdShut downInside UpsDownsFailuresShunnedChidedBurnedAs many timesas I've tried Shut outCut offTurned downLeft outRejected AlonePushed asideHurtForgottenEndlesslyneglected StupidUgly.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405190/  It hurtswhen I think aboutthe love;the love thatwas undoubtedly there,and the lovethat never was. I thought the pain would goonce my healing was through.Though I knew deep insideit was always going to hurtafter I healed too. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amanda1023/405180/