http://slow.writerscafe.org/laurenS The original writings of author funeralmoon en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033831 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I don't remember when it happenedall I know now is that its gonebaby, I'm f*****g gone. and there isn't a god-damn thing you can doI suppose there is something I could do but why? I like that I can't feel s**t when you f*****g cry.Its like the lights are on, but no ones homeIts like we've .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/1159120/ I can't feel a god-damn thing.Just let me touch you. I can't seem to open upAll I want right now is you. I can't feel a damn thing.except for your body on mine.Its like my hearts gone coldand I've lost my f*****g mindI just want the freedomI just want you to want meI just want th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/1159107/ I'm only lonely cause I choose to beI just can't let the walls downIt never seems worth it to meBecause I know what goes aroundIt seems like nowadays everyone's got a past. You've got trust issues, I've got them tooIt seems like love nowadays never lastsand its like opening up is just a "can't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/1159100/ I don't believe in fairy talesI don't believe in the white knightI don't beleive in eternityI don't believe in monogamyI don't believe in singularityI don't want your certificate of loveI don't f*****g want itI don't want youI don't want to close the doorI don't want to take your clothes offI don't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/1139185/ Looking for that lustsearching for that sinbegging for the fuckcrying to let me inJesus help me its gone too farI've played the hand dealtand you bet I played it wellLooking for that lucksearching for the winbegging for the hatecrying to let me inWhat happens when you lose controlyou lose touch of r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/1138039/ The children weep for this nation. While the elders wage  a violent verbal warFor religious vengeance agendas. Propaganda porn, laced doctrineintoxicating every orface      brainwashing hatredfor your Lovely Deity. I weep for this nation The angry patrons.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/1037637/ Euphoric as it seemsdeep inside my worst dreamsI couldn't have imaginedthe darkness of your heart. The angelic eyes lured me inintrigued from deep withinHigh off your hatetransfixed off of your pain. your demons came out at nighthands slowly choke out my lightwhile your hung.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/997059/ This is a poem for my most loved pet and friend, I miss you and I wish you were still here. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/799915/ You see a little girl with tears in her eyesfighting to keep in those criesnever let down the walls I built during the violent nights when I couldn't sleepsweet and pure was this fragile girlbut fearing the hurt I built a boxinside that iron box I ke.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/788681/ God is High not above the clouds,or above the stars,hes beyond your dreams,beyond your scars,God is Highso he doesn't care,when hes high,he looks away from this devastation, he laughs at this world,God is Highon Hallucinogens and carnage,the tragedy of our world,is a play for his viewing pleasu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/694795/ “Destruction cometh; and they shall seek peace, and there shall be none.”"watch them fight" they whisper to themselves."kill each other for your god" they whisper that logic is death.There is a way which seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death.  " Proverbs 14:12; .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/681103/ you know my body.makes you wannasin.once you look in my eyesim already in.hushjust wanna touch my.skin.you know you like it.I always.win.let me see your skin.get in touch me with sin. come on get trusting with me baby. then lusting, and thrusting..Why be saint.When being bad is oh so good. All you p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/675682/ hate never looked so f*****g good.on me. to the blind its like salvationi see. my hate was like a drugi need. hating you was a comfort like no otheri bleed. love never felt so f*****g real I willingly slipped into this insanity when your soul left me I lost my mi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/645579/ violins start to play and to the music I swaysoon my heart will decayuntil all of me fades awaylisten to Vivaldi's hurt on a cold hearted winters nightnot even a thousand apologies could make this rightwhat the hell..where did we go?how did we find ourselves here?the silence hurts my headit feels li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/620760/ the yelling in this room seems to lull me to sleepbut your breathing next to menever seems to cease cold touches and desperate graspingslipping away faster for thiscry baby cause thats all I amheld it all in once because of a man cry baby, cry baby.baby wont.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/610837/ My lips burn your sweet honey skinWell played lies turn truth deep withinWhile I wait for the sun Pale with grief you’re a moon againFull and bright show me how to winWhile I wait for the one Baby im alone in this rainClenching my teeth under the painWaiting for s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/570019/ a slap in the faceand foot in mouthyour anger blinds i start to doubtyou cannot see venom is in your eyes.look for the girlwho painfully cry'spossessing this hatebreak to feelbend to the wickedno chance to heal.spiting out poison venom is my namelook inside my fleshand play the game.you cannot see v.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/559628/ cleanse me of the things I cannot.remove the ways that I've been taught. allow me to let go of this painand return to myself once again. the tears hurt more than before.I cant find words to help anymore.my soul is beaten and bleeding again.I need someone to help me heal and mend.cleanse me of this h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/558336/ From the deepest desires often come the deadliest hate. ~Socrates http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/558300/ Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end. ~Author Unknown http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/554698/ Belle Etoile.you are so bright insidehowever you cover with a maskrevealing to fewrefrain from hating is what i ask.hurting eyes reveal a long deeper paininside is a childthat is hurting againlittle child inside please hear what i saylittle girl with a heart so kindyou will live to see better daysa .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/553795/ as many know logic was my godi held to everything that was trueand within the period of a weekthe only thing that perplexes me is you.  inside me there is a warone that will someday cause my deathinside me there is fightingand i will fight till my last breaththis fight against a conne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/553336/ this i was motivated by some songs by pantera, and some slayer. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/552053/ दब~जाना को अपने वासना और खुशी से �™ेना http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/551540/ finally now getting to the endpicking up the pieces you promised to mendignorance and love blind the weaki was crippled by the words you speak. the truth leans in and whispered to meweak and broken I chose not to seecrippled by your every blowlies a medicatio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/545478/ the people weepat the one with the gunpeople believe in the one with the gunthe bulletproof violins serenade me  mumbling the notes in my mouthscattered thoughts drown mewhile I carry my fistful of doubtthe mumbling began in my souleating away a poisoned holeswaying in the music of your hatethe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/537797/ see your eyes enter what you call sleepopen my heart to lead my feetthis reality made of what you keep shut your mouth and begin to speak. "beads of sweat.kiss till it hurtsfeel toes curl..breath shorten,room swirl,pleasure and pain.all but a dream it is?or a reality,still your call is haunting me.".. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/532045/ for my mother, she is not dead but gone, and I miss her. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/531619/ Look how he can, she cannot choose but love;And by her fair immortal hand she swearsFrom his soft bosom never to removeTill he take truce with her contending tears,Which long have rained, making her cheeks all wet;And one sweet kiss shall pay this countless debt.this was mewith one kiss you couldclo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/524520/ "mama said your all gonna die and god aint got no place for you up in the sky" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/521913/  feel the hurtfeel the stingsee the unkind voidhas it hurt anythingto say goodbye its your turn face my deathbreathe me infight darkness once morelet this fall lets finally begin take a breathtaste the lipsof forgotten sindrown in violenc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/515792/ the sound the night screams to rememberto look out beyond what i seeto inhale the smoke of my fearsand realize that I can breatheI was torn down in my spiritfor what f**k ups though of meI wasted my pity on youand now its me I finally seeI am the night and her temporary soundI am the music in your s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/515098/ deception of differencethe game we playpermissioncan you end or staydifference in scarsand a motion to stay no I can seethis game you playwhat do you wantwhat can I beyou have to dieto let your eyes seethe deception in scarsin color I seethe strings on a puppetIs the master of me?this distance aroun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/512144/ Don't be scared. its just.sex.  a funny little thing. it sneaks up behind youand whispers what you want to hear Like I will,Im gonna lie to youtell you that I actually care.just to get to you. I just wanna hurt youreally good. Rip your flesh off in a nice way.cau.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/510186/ I was blinded by the sunthe one that warmed my lipsyou brought a light in these eyesand a moon to its eclipse. without the sun i grow coldwithout your touch I falterwithout the light in my eyes i got oldwithout that love the moon was blind  the pain we walked throu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/509263/ It all falls through my mindlike pieces of broken glassI stare at what I have becomeand I do not wish for the past.  a face pale like the moonsee my opened eyesI lost happiness onceit returns to me, I look to the skys my sickness goes away but a scar remainsmy ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/507725/ you would make them choke on truth becuase the lies you fed were sweeter. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/504293/ The lies of a broken religionand the pain of a world gone madyou constantly f*****g begged for moreand never content with what you hadnow the world is dyingfrom the wounds that we inflicted without carethe infection will spreadand the sin in you is thereyou try to run away from realityis the sa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/501496/ I remember a day when your touch brought me fire, passion, pain, and greed for more. That day it seems.. will soon come again. I swear you laced your lips with something inhumanly strongcause the burning insidethis longing for you felt almost wrongthe stinging burning heatwhen we were touching like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/500655/ If i made a dealto seal the eyes of timecan i made a deal with godto free myself from this crime  if i made a dealjust to kiss your hardened lipsjust to feel your fingertips nails scrape my soulall the way down my backcan i taste the sin that your body lacks.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/499514/ heart break can kill you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/498773/ if the sky's all crash around me would you run and never look back if the lie of a life was living would you drown me would you watch as i sinkso the death that i die will not forgive and the sins that im burning wont make me liveso destroy my cares and carry my pain cause the pain that w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/498414/ I let you point the gunright at my heartI let you be the onewho would tear me apartbecause i loved youi let you shoot mebecause i cared i let you hurt meI remember the tear filled nightswhen i begged you to stophow it hurt me so muchbut you never entertained that thoughtthen it became my faultit was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/497744/ I try the ways of the old and the newI try to changeI try to believe what is true?I fight the urgeI bite the lipthe knife will purge my sinful trip. this struggle I have this burden i breakto change my waysjust for them to takeyou all crucify me try to tell me im wrongthat im not good enough f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/497734/ "burn her!" they screeched.send the b***h to hellas she looks to the skyshe knows this line all too well.she http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/496250/ "Religion is thus not based on fact nor on truth, but self-delusion" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/495843/ the memories remain and the flame simmers onIve tried to leave but you and i remain strongnow our paths togetherlike i someday thought it soi wait for your releaseand for you to let me knowto know when i can touch and if you will careto know when you lustthat the feeling is still therewhen are touch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/495120/ to Arris, we will miss you eternally for your time was cut short. Have a drink for me where your at and one day we will all drink together. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/494713/ It truly hurt when you lose a friend one from a death, however it pains you even more when you lose one who is still living... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/494698/ " Slience irritates me.... let the children raise their voices" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/laurenS/491023/