http://slow.writerscafe.org/EmeraldVenus The original writings of author EmeraldVenus en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776193809 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Angry words cut deep into my soul, my inner self so fragile.  I fight back with angry words also, pretending that Im not devastated by their affect on me.  Tomorrows here, yesterdays as if it never happened.  But still the feeling of hurt and anguish remains.  Tears in my pillow .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/EmeraldVenus/411381/ 1. Even thou I am spending Thanksgiving alone this year I am thankful for the condo I live in, the car I drive, the job I have, the children I have and my health.2. I am thankful that even thou I have been hurt so many times in the past that I still have the willingness to share my love with the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/EmeraldVenus/411374/ Cold and lonely is my heartmy soul defeatedSaw your face when I caught youcant remove it from my mindWhite death on the counterdestroying the man I loveThe devils got ahold of youIm fighting for your soulThe mask you wear is what others seeI know the true youWant to help but I do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/EmeraldVenus/411372/ I cant stop looking at the spot on the counter, embedded in my mind forever.  That day tore my whole world apart, Respect and Trust lost.  We walk around not talking, Im waiting for an explanation, might not ever get it, the thing I deserve the most.  You say its not all about me, you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/EmeraldVenus/411370/ Why did you have to get drunk that nite and smash up our house?Why did you break the no contact order over and over again?Why was it so hard to stay away from alcohol until today?Why do I feel so incredibly guilty even thou everyone says I have done the right thing?Why do I feel so miserab.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/EmeraldVenus/411369/