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Words

She needs out.She can't get out.Scream and shout,but do youunderstand what the noise is about?Walk around the room.Here there is no room.Deal with the gloom,but do you seewhere she's at?Words are just words,you see they don't do athingyou see they don't mean a thingIt'..

Your Love

Your love, Your loveis bigger than I'll ever knowreaching far across the seaand in the valleys deep below.It's all I've ever needed,and yet my mind always yearns for something more.Lord Jesus, I adore.All I need is you.Your love.Your love. My heart has that ache, I will always remember,the ache..

Caught in the Net

Fear and anguish linger onAnd sometimes, baby girl, I know it's hard to bear.I hate to be the bad guy,but you have to know that someone is there.Rolling around, deep in thought about this choice of mine.Wondering why you are sitting alone in your mind.But I can promise it is justified and right for ..

Crystal

the rolling of the thunder,like fearsets into motion a stormand sometimes I can't steer clear.The emotion falls like rain,each drop ringing.Each crack of lightening. It's insane,but I keep thinkingthose days will soon comewhen its all like glassi can see so clearly where i'm fromand finally just rel..

Fill Me Up, Lord

With light comes joyand dark, despair.What you will find, dear boy, when you breath the air.His love fills my hear,my lungs, my mind.Only when it departs,is it darkness that I find.Fill me up, Lord. Jesus, all my life.Fill me up, Lord.through turmoil and strife.May my heart never giveMy mi..

blackout

heart racingis it the blood, the adrenaline,or the fear?it's dark and cold in the community bathroomas he pulls off her tank topand pushes her to the groundthud.head thumping,hands shaking, her pants slide unbuttonedblack out,come toand back out againher intestines seem to throw themselvesinside out..

Numbers

let's play a numbers game,although they seem so infinite.infinite pounds to lose,to gaininfinite days to stayin paininfinited times she wasbeaten.infinite times she kept it and remainedhidden.Or how about the times she was touched,bound,slapped,or choked.All all the times everyone thought, about all..

Hostage

TrappedBeyondIsignificantJust another number and another noteBeatenRapedBruisedDamaged and unrepairable evenDreamNo EscapeEverywhereIt all seems real no matter where time isShe has been held hostageAnd no one can reach her where she isTrappedBoundChainedRemaining only but a memory to yo..

Trapped

Get out, get outLock the doorhelp, help, helpthey don't hear her screams anymoreBending and breakingbody left black and bluewhat will it takethis never ended "soon"Hands all overbody numbtrapped deep insidefinally to the pain, succumbdrip dripleaky faucet echoingbut each and every soundto her is bar..

Race against time

Thoughts free flowand ever consumemy mindslowlyHave we all beenhere before it seemsno soand weenter into that strange worldchaos and hopelessnessshaken, but we know it hereso we thoughtRace to beat thatclock before we loseall timehurryAlarm clock sings sweet lullabies of my breathbeginning toen..

Lifeless, Numb

PowerBlind, defeated, emptythey have my powerI've become broken, numbLostdistant and disappearanceit's so easy and yet chaoticforthcomingchained, bound, bruisedin the endif it endsit has endedlifeless

Cascade

Her mood cascades downlike ivy on a brick walldrink the poison slowlybut quickly she will fallbeneath the quiet loomsthe echoing of the nighthide the scars, the fearin the valley where she fightsWanting, waiting for morethat moment soon will comelife or death will find herto know what of her faith w..

Finite

Those shadows follow her, drifting from one room to the next.It looms everywhere and wraps like a blanket.They have become so familiar.It's more comforting than the truth.But what is the truth?Will she ever believe the truth? Why do they want her to believe the truth?It's best to just stay..

Blackened

Lights blink and each second gets slowerFear sets in; when is it going to end?Darling you're mine, forever mine you'll stay.Believe me when I say, you won't get much further.Tie me up, bring me down.Black and blue, ringing in my ears.In and out - and screams over come.You can't save me, we all have ..

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Can you hear those screams?Are they heard above the noise?The crimson life flowwith bruises from their coys.Her faith is shaken and broken.Muffled sounds in the night.The will, the truth, the strugglewas lost in this fight.Oh, tonight, everlongShe can't comprehend the pain.The aches and pains unbear..

Running from Shadows

Beady red eyes follow her at nightin the dark corners of her mind, shadows take flight.Shadows crawl across her floorAnd she can't take this pain anymore.Her mine screams the happenings of her pastShe can't slow them down, they are moving too fast.She thinks where was God then, where is He now, ..

Never Abandoned

When the sun boils overand when time has run out againI find myself running farther but I'mtoo tired to fall and pretendSee, I'm not the one to be proudAnd I lose my way more than I can countI piece together my heartAnd I realize its more work than I can amount. Your love is the strengthwho You are ..

Turn the page

leaving the past in the past. :)

Everyone needs compassion

You know that fear that exists? The one that is strong enough cripple you if you don't watch out?The one that will make you lay in bed all day,that will make you contemplate things you would not believe, that will make you question your sanity and sometimes close todoubting your Faith? Yeah, that on..

Abyss

I had laughed, and criedButit was a long night, and exhaustion set in. No one realized howirritated I had become.Before they knew it, I wasn't able tospeak. The dark black being I had succumb. I saw theshadows as they flewFear set in, but I didn't know whyIdidn't understand how I ended up..

Casting Out Fear

I was completely tackled down by the Holy spirit at church today. I struggle with some guilt and doubt with my thoughts and decisions and was reminded that although we are human, his love never fails

Shambles

When your world is collapsing, and you think you have no where to turn. Find Him! <3

Imprisonment

Locked up by temptation, sin, expectations, etc. Trying get out of it, but wanting to leave my Home and stay locked away in this world of sin instead of Home with my Father and my Savior.

Fraility

There is a battle raging between the God and the devil. I will not be destroyed. I will be victorious with God. My journey has been long and hard, but I will always end up Home where I belong.

freedom

the freedom that our Father God can bring us from this pain. We don't have to use words, we just have to be willing to let him take it all from us. this was inspired while listening to Flyleaf. :)

waxless. spineless.

Another oldie. =)

the air is cold.

This is something I wrote a few years ago in the depths of my eating disorder. Funny how the most lyrical, descriptive things come out when you are sick.

These Days

what was life like before? before the hate, the abuse, and the trauma? i want what was before, back.

What Are We

physical abuse

Beautiful Moment Ruined

With their downcast eyes upon me, I have turned awayBegun my own life. My own healing. Privately.And oh, what a mess I’ve made tonight.What I have been destroying tonight.I have no responsibility tomorrow. And so I’ll have another and another.I feel no shame. My body ..

Attempted

self injury/suicide

In The End

verbal abuse is just as bad as physical

maybe, just maybe, one day

hope is real.