http://slow.writerscafe.org/cappi The original writings of author Ama May Cooper en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775953062 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 He hung from the cherry tree in our garden, an apple tightly clenched between his spindly fingers."Do you think they'll burn the whole meadow?"  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1780016/ Sitting here upon the roof were you first held my hand it finally dawns on me. Physically and third dimensionally you have truly left me, no amount of voice messages and desperate calls to your cell phone lieing abandoned in your room will ever be heard by your lifeless corpse. You will never pick u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1758682/ You don't look for love, Then you are just chasing a dream manifesting it as you go,Looking and fabricating it in your desperation of the search.Love is not something you capture by forward expression, It cannot merely be ensnared by extending meaningless niceties,There is no such fan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1731373/ Born a mechanism within a corrupt machine,A whirring cog that simply slipped from place, A pawn in the stories of others desires of faded success.She was their little angel painted and plasteredTheir little rag doll all bruised and batteredShe was their&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1529351/ We cannot deviate from our intention, Their is no option of failure for this mission,The universe is my  god and I am the universe.I'll shred this world apart just to salvage the broken pieces,Stripping it of its shields laying bear and exposed its corruption,Ill drag all the liars and che.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1518318/ She had fallen into a place so foreign and strange to her, almost as if in an instant a whole new existence had begun to weave it's way before her eyes. She was startled for lack of a better explanation, the normality she had become accustomed to had been torn away and without an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1502256/ A human seed sent to learn from this society,Confused and distressed by senseless tyranny,Forever maintaining a false display of clarity,Struggling to find sanity in this illogical reality.Excuse me if I offend the sensitive ear,This isn't just me mouthing off to be unkind,My apologies if you in som.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1493077/ Dont wander aimlessly like sheeps to the grinders,Mindless zombies versed in consumerist lingo,Dont close your eyes to the lies swept under the carpets.Stand up for the things you believe in,Never silence the voices of an active mind,Scream the outlandish honesties you find in your heart.Think befor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1492497/ F**k it, lets fall in love,Real love, passionate love,smack you in the face and leave you naked in the storm love.The kinda love that leaves you gagging,An honest and brutal love, A love that echo's around your very body.None of these temporary affections, I want to hear my very synap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1487640/ There is darkness within my soul,As winters rears her brutal head again,A heaviness to each step the spring frozen still.I shake my head for denial,A pretty smile can drown almost any echo,Destroy my mind for a little while.Human interaction is tedious,Exhausting merely for repeated misunderstanding.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1482145/ Your words haunt my mind riding on the tongues of othersbadly chosen projectionsLike farther like daughterScreaming out my resentment perhaps she doth protest to muchAm i merely a dormant copyPoison in preparation for the brewing Just his perfectly crafted machineRunning from the brui.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1480644/ Do you ever truly listen?Hear the meaning's lost in strangers mouths?Can you feel the forgotten syllables begging to be heard?The beaten child pleading for safety,Knuckles repeatedly swung against the floor, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1458552/ Realities a funny thing,Such changeable absolutes,A sort of indescribable charm.A moments glance of complexity,Brushed away with understanding,A simple pattern replicating without intentionAn endless jumble of haphazard possibilities,Projected effortlessly into individual mentality,A strange and wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1456613/ Write even if nothing comes to mind,Let the pen paint the stories in unjustifiable ink,Unmonitored and unrehearsed set it free.Speak with no cautionary measures, Allow the words to flow naturally, Allocate no judgements to your ramblings. Think without pre-decided social implications,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1456608/ I am the king of my own kingdom,The ruler of my intimate creations,The weaver of the fabricated universe before me. The fairytale in my head vivid and real, Crafted from the very same elements within me,woven tirelessly from the same terrifyingly identical pattern.I am a fairytal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1455652/ I've never really understood, sorta stumbled along guessing blindly at the shadows. Emotions have and always will be something that I would rather not handle, my need for control can't be quenched with so many illogical factors. For fear of getting close id rather be a million miles away, a lone wol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1455403/ He never meant to kill her, hell he wouldn't dream of such a thing. Not within his concious mind anyway, he didn't even mean to hurt her. Ever. The first time, second time, third. They were all accidents right? He knelt before her body scanning her features , evaluating what was left of them beneath.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1449441/ Silence is perhaps the most heartbreaking of all thingsBut im accustomed to it nowChoked into submission on it's cold and bitter grasp the unspoken words in my throat have become enough to drown onI no longer weep for my sanity the weight of it was always too much to bearIn understanding the lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1449437/ This is our monstrosityOur broken world Our very existencespawning this sicknessre-birthing the mental complaintsWe are not their legacynot nurtured by there progression http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1445829/ In a sense affection terrifies meThe uncontrollable emotions The subtle but definite fleeting sanityThere is an unsettling flutter in my stomachA panicked desperation to run Way too much, too sudden too soonThe application of a label A simple phrased suggestionCaught uncomfortably off.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1430311/ Such a complex thing the human mind a world of endless possibility. A collection of mostly disregarded cells that keep functioning throughout the entirety of a mortals lifetime. It's a tremendous achievement in itself, the brain and all the synapses it fires of on a day to day ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1424389/ Time the none existent mistressAn implemented idol counting existence awayWe are on the cusp of evolution We are on the edge of certain doom A million souls I fear were not enough Bleating unheard from the rooftopsWhispers of desperation unheard by unconscious zombiesI am fearful of w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1421419/ Something calls me from slumber Something drags me kicking and screaming back to this worldI close my eyes in desperation to escape , to be free from hereDesperately I almost beg the darkness not to leaveI've found comfort in my lonelinessshielded by the long arms of a defensive personalit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1420687/ I feel like my frequency isn't suited to here, like no matter what I do on this planet i wont be satisfied, because it just doesn't feel right.....I think that's been painfully obvious since very young, this odd flutter in my heart  that never quite beat in rhythm with this planet.. it all kind.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1384771/ The sun rises and sheds light on the endless darkness within this city. It's rays bask even the most hidden corners in the warm glow of this new and brilliant world. The time is now my beautiful children, the time is now to paint your very dreams onto the mainframe of existence. I stand here in the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1365107/ I fell in love with the danger the thrill and uncertainty,Seeking to stumble blindly in the dark,Energised by the fear as it surged through my veins.I fell in love with the chance to die, Dancing on the very cusp of fragile existence,One hand clutched to the grim reapers side.The chance to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1364464/ She stood in an empty field, one which had been barren of anything par a few desperate eagles searching for a small peck of a starved carcass. She loved this field, she couldn't explain why. There was nothing there , nothing at all just an empty plot of land that refused year after year to turn over.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1359632/ Do you ever feel like your just treading waterWaiting for the rip tide to carry you awaypedalling endlessly, tiring slowlywondering why your even waiting? Do you ever get lost in familiar placesstartled by perfectly common surroundingsWondering , lostin a world that never felt like home?Does it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1356453/ The boxes lay strewn about the place, the scattered remains of a house once full of love and happiness. Almost as if to signify the end of something, perhaps final moments, some spirits long already departed. It's definitely more empty now she thought. She sat alone on the staircase listening to the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1353590/ Reality is an illusion An illusion that your painting A beautiful manifestation one that you've been subconciously makingReality is what you craftIt's whatever you believeThis world is crumbling beautifully at the seamsIf only you could feel itIf only you could seeThe very energy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1346210/ Viewing the world from a million miles away,Laughing as the vision completely fades to dark,Whipping up storms of energy to break the barriers,There is nothing holding me here,The stars have opened up for me,Ghostly echo's scream for me to come home.I am a force to be reckoned withMy soul emits a fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1334958/ Old habits die hard, some things are easier shaken off in the mind than in practise. Sometimes the screaming in my head has to be silenced one way or another. I pride myself on my resilience but how long can it last? Can you truly be so unaffected by everything that a simple shrug of the shoulders w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1332743/ I am lost lost in translation lost in the wonders of a suppressed mind It is cold here On the edge of reality Viewing the world from a distanceThere is no hand to touch Noone to hold me tight through the fearsI alone watch unafflicted by their affectionsDrifting through.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1330879/ There's a rift in this reality a faded sign that the true world hasn't abandoned us completely. A glimpse of hope and salvation for a species so long devoured by corrupt ideals that their blinded by their own oppression. There true selves buried underneath life cycles of condition that they are no l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1330460/ And if the stars would but realign,We'd be home in next to no time, We'd fly away far away from here,and be uplifted by outer-dimensional cheer.Oh if the earth would shift its very soulthe guardians would guide us homeWe'd shed these earthly bodiesWe'd discard these mortal livesAnd if they call.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1330343/ I did not ask for this information,I did not plead with some higher authority for this,It crept in through re-activated synapses,Surged through new found connections.It blinded me like a lightning strikeIt beat me up and left me naked in the coldIt ignited me like a warm open fire on a winters eveni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1330131/ Here it is , the anger that you've spent years learning to control. Just beneath the surface bubbling away like a volcano seconds before it erupts. Who is anyone to lay down these expectations , who is anyone to hurt someone i care about. This whole world, this whole f*****g race all of it. I could .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1330094/ Not fhinshed http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1329256/ This reality is shattering in a way that even I thought impossible. Beneath the heavy gloss and aesthetic strength there truly is nothing to this world, its painfully fragile and that's a little disappointing. You'd expect that we would at least have been plunged into a world made with a little more.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1327702/ Intoxicated synapses you do far from fail mekept afloat on a saturated life boatStruggling to retain an irrelevant connectionLeft suffocating in this unfamiliar worldSaturated with seductive chemicalsDrifting further and further awayChasing home without fear of return severing the cells to keep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1327662/ Even the tangible cannot be trustedEven the facts are creative liesThis very world nothing but i fancy manifestationI am alone here stranded from my celestial upbringingLost beneath an unavoidable sense of disconnectionI cannot feel at home within this fabricationThis endless monotony of this exista.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1308163/ I always used to say id dance with the devil one day. Although perhaps this wasn't what I had in mind. Or at least in my mind I had the upper hand, the power should we say. For I am the Devils cabana child and because of that I suppose in the end I was hopelessly drawn his way. Enticed with eas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1254710/ Take me away from hereSet me free from this worldLet it all vanish and slip from viewIm too tired to fight in this warJust let me run away into the darknessLet me melt and fade like an ice cube in the hot sunThe fragile attachment to this sordid place is fleetingI have no desire to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1254523/ You know those win win situations? Well this isn't one, this doesn't have a happy or simple solution. This is the turmoil of a mind that started to listen, a mind that swore it would lock itself away and never be touched again. Opened and aware and terrified. There's a vague possibility of impos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1252391/ Let's stay in the moonlight, Just you and me beneath the stars,Two kindred spirits basking in the elements,Chasing the darkness with the power in our hearts.Take me by the hand let's fly from hereGive me one night of endless adventureFeeling your heart beat courageously alongside mine.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1252357/ Time dosen't move or etch the way to healingTime dosen't exist Its a name, a label A pitiful human attempt of understandingAnother pointless word that cannot begin to amount the complexity of it all A word spoken dosen't mend a thousand woundsIt just imbeds it within the soul confirms and fuels.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1249649/ Could I really be so careless? So caught up in the turmoil in my own head that i was honestly blind to the damage i was causing you? I had never, even for a moment considered that you would be so easily strung along but god i should of seen it. I should of noticed the way you parroted my words. I sh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1215788/ Your arrogance and ignorance is almost funny, but the world is not mine and you are merely a human being. How dare i expect more from you than the same pitiful display of errors that plauge those of the exact same birth. Perhaps I have overestimated your very talents, deluded by the false love you h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1205618/ Can I dream of a lie? Can I truely be so hooked upon non-existent dreams of a falsehood of such decrepid perfection? Am I honestly just another silly girl caught up in this demonic fascination? The anger agasint this curse, how easily it has overtaken me, I scream out for good reason .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1195861/ Surrounded by enemies parading as friendsEmpty affections handed out for the takingAlone among alliesSilenced by insolent tyranyA scarlet cape of a thousand betrayalsHis hands tore apart your sanityThere words endless mocking your ideals http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cappi/1181023/