http://slow.writerscafe.org/Bane444 The original writings of author Bane en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776260252 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I find myself aloneThe ground beneath me my homeI blaze a trail that few will followThis trails goes no whereThe crumbs I drop to lead me backTo a place I dare not treadNot to friendly facesNot to warm embracesAren't memories suppose to bringA smile and not sufferingThis concept .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1313345/ If you follow rabbitsYou will fall in holesIs this an obscure habbitOr a journey of the soulIs a white rose painted redStill a rose at allIs this a misconceptionOr a metaphor of the fallOf our own sensesAnd what we perceiveOur concept of realityAnd what's behind the scenesIf .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1313341/ Living a life at disconnectMy synapses fire blindTrapped in a midnight scirmishMy battlefieldMy mindA singular chemical tracerFired into the darkLost in abyssal blacknessNo receptor to catch the sparkI am a wreckless geniusMy thoughts are all but hereMy words spew fourth with p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1313335/ A wretchA fiendBringer of tearsAnd bad dreamsYou gave me allAnd all I tookShowered gifts and money spentBank transfers and sentimentsNow it has come clearMy gamesMy liesThe insincereI hate myself for being caughtAnd facing restitution soughtAn explaination for the painO.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1188841/ What could lead a wretch like me to seeNot a song that old folks singThis amazing graceThis downward race The rocks at the bottom welcome mePierce my flesh and set me freeIs this where I belongA pitA caveJust a number amongst the throngsI am lost but never foundI was blind .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1139294/ Nothing could've prepared meFor the knife that you dug inBetween my bones and vertebraeSlid so easy through my skinYou whispered sugared promisesHoney dripped from your tongueYou covered all your blemishesConcealed it all with loveYou emotional assassinYou killer of the heartI wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1132692/ The cheatsThe fakesThe liarsThey wrap their coils around youWith a smile they unwrapTheir unheard words are poisonViscious slander behind your backTheir fork-ed tongues they moistenWith venom they concealTheir true motives hidden Skewing what is realThey slither in so silentB.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1131410/ I am not a sheepI am not a droneI speak when you are speechlessI stand when you are proneI may not make a differenceAnd you may never knowThe things I have uncoveredThings not meant to showThis machine is built around usWe are the grease between the gearsFaceless pawns of gia.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1130568/ This is when they take youThis is when you tryTo escape the coldness of their touchThe darkness of their eyesThis is when they drag youAnd take you from this planeTo feast upon your fearsNourishment from distainThey pokeThey prodThey harvestThe things that make you weakAnd co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1129854/ I find my gaze upon the starsOrionVenusSometimes MarsThe lost reflections from far awayMake me think of simpler thingsI am just a mortal manDestined to this orbital landLost in spaceBut somehow foundLost in lifeOn the groundWhy do people still obse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1129430/ My body hurtsMy muscles tenseTired of this circumstanceLift the weight from me nowRelax my nervesUnfurl my browBreathe in Breathe outRelease the painRelease the doubtBe free of all anxietyRelease your hold inside of meMy mind is racingMy heart .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1129419/ Give me a cliffGive me a dropTake all my painMake it all stopF**k your compassionAnd fake charitiesI see through the bullshitThe smoke and the steamI am an insectGassed on the floorLegs stretched outBroken and tornAway from this lifeThe lies and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1129349/ I can’t believe what you didThe things you saidReciting to meLike I’m a friendTell me about your indiscretionsTell me about your bad decisionsSure, I’ll sit and hear it allWatching as the pieces fallRemove myself from this equationMandatory eva.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127935/ Love is a weaponAnd a weakness to feelAbsolute as a bulletSharper than steelTo love is to giveTo give is to loveA roll of the diceWhen push comes to shoveSo step right upYou’re the next foolPlay the gameThat has no rulesSurrender your heart.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127862/ Staring down a loaded barrelReflecting on a life so hollowThe dig down deep and be strongTo pull the trigger and be goneBut would this be a grand mistakeTo discount God and seize your fateForget the words of sermons pastTo pray, repent, forgive and fastThis life i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127682/ The hammer fallsThe powder ignitesA significant end to an insignificant fightIt wasn’t for moneyIt wasn’t for foodIt wasn’t for honorOr to prove what’s goodA point of a fingerAn exchanging of looksA misunderstandingThat’s all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127679/ The scream of silence Deafens my earsForced wordsI don’t need to hearOf love lostAnd love found a newPolluting my brainLeft without a clueWhat do I sayWhat do I thinkA broken glassWith nothing to drinkI feel so emptyI feel so aloneBound.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127664/ My fists are clenchedMy blood is hotThe turn and runOr stand and notI see redMy mind goes blankIt’s only instinctNo time to thinkI swing my fistIt connectsA warm showerDripping redI swing again with no remorseAllowing violence to take its.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127645/ The wind blows her hairDeep in thoughtFull of careHer heart is heavyA deep breathA sighThe smoke flows from her lipsI'm jealous of every cigaretteRemembering every kissHer eyes flutterMy body shuttersI could never get tired of this viewThis beauty that I always knewAnother night comes to endJust her.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127594/ If only she had my eyesMaybe then she'd realizeWhy I can't help but stareHer piercing eyesHer flowing hairHer skin so softI long to touchHer pouted lipsHer fingers touchAll of this and more I seeWhen I gaze at herLonginglyI cannot force myself to look awayFrom her bodyOr her faceI only wish she had .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127590/ There's a side of meI do not knowOf his nameOr where he goesHe takesHe hurtsWith no remorseA wake of painAnd he's the sourceI hate it when I see his his faceIn glass and mirrorsEvery placeHe consumes lovesAnd excretes hateMy unknown halfIs my shameHe took from meMy queenMy museSet the charge and lit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127587/ I would wear a mask and never showTo hide my face from a crowThese feelings I was forced to hideIn a crawl space deep insideThese thoughts of love and happinessWith reciprocation left to guessI hated to hide how I feltScared of how cards could be dealtIs this what I always wantedFor in my dreams, th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127568/ I have ideasAll the sameAn endless loopA thoughtless gameMy intellectIntelligenceBorders on irrelevanceThese words and thoughtsDeep withinRemain hiddenBeneath the skinUnable to express these thoughtsA constant losing battle foughtAn uphill climb to expressThe thoughts withinOnly distressIt seems so .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127557/ Strike a matchWatch it burnTake the blackAnd start to turnInhaleExhaleLight againSet ablazeTo my best friendInhale his soulTo join with meAnd shorten my eternityIt grows inside And exits whiteCreating clouds on a cloudless nightThe smoke stings my lungsFills me with a menthol hugI cannot stopThough .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127555/ I cannot moveI cannot screamI cannot fightIs this a dreamI am strapped to the slabAwaiting dissection in a labAm I deadCan I breatheThere are suited men in this dreamDo they not realizeMy frantic breathMy open eyesMumbled words are tossed around.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127549/ These voices that I always hearThey tell me lies in my earsMy every thought, a second guessA scratched out answer on a testWhat is rightOr what is wrongLike the lyrics for a songI fight myself for my own voiceAs they govern every choiceI pull at iron bars unse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127548/ To laughTo weep To wakeTo sleepThese choices seem so smallAre no longer my choice at allTo dreamTo careTo screamEmerging from my own nightmareWhat is real and to be seenOr deeper facets in a dreamTo fightTo runTake flightAnd turnPlease snatch me from this lucid statePull me from the fear and hateTo .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bane444/1127543/