http://slow.writerscafe.org/Janik527 The original writings of author ..R.I.P.. en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776020016 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 If you've seen this once already, it means you've been on my other account. I posted this on both because I really like it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/1296438/ Follow me on the Tumblr! http://jani-kat.tumblr.com/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/1296007/ Surrounded by temptationConsumed by admirationYou haunt my every waking thoughtMy body aches with desireNever wanted to be as close to someone like I do youI feel so alive when I am with youLike I could run with you forever http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/1264606/ Just a little quick write. Something I had said to a friend of mine and he called me a poet for it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/1209849/ As hard as I tryThere's a darkness insideThat just won't dieIt's tainting my mindMy heart is not cleanI try to hide it behind my smileThe past is like dustCovering me like a shroud My love might just save meHow wonderful that would beI want to be set freeTo fly like a butterfly http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/998338/ Feeling discouraged by lifeThe poison I did drinkI saw no other way Until you walked into my lifeWhy did it take so longFor the light to touch my facePlease take my hand tonightAnd take me away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/998337/ This blank page It haunts meLaughing at my fearFinal words of farewellLingering in my mindCan't say I saw this comingIt caught me by surpriseSo sorry if this hurts youBut here I cannot stay http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/998334/ Shining stars so brightThe only light in the nightI sit and watch you cryIt makes me want to dieForbidden is my waysThe sea crashes down in wavesMy world is crumbling around meCan't you save me tonight? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/998332/ Never have I felt so aliveLike I did that nightThe night that we realizedOur love is still strongSkin against skinOur lips meet in a kissNever before has this felt so naturalIt's like it was always meant to beHeart beats fastIn your arms I am secureNever been so sure beforeBut about you there is no .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/997373/ When it comes to your feelingsYou shut yourself downWhen it comes to your problemsYou pretend they don't existYou're avoiding the truth Bottling your feelingsEvery excuse you useAdds a layer to your maskI'm trying to help youTrying to get you to open upLet me under your shellIt's the only way you'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/993915/ Hateful words like a razorThey cut wounds that run deep The pain I can buryMy self-esteem will just breakSelf-destruction on the way http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/991428/ Never once did I say to youThat giving up everything I knewWas going to be a piece of cakeThat decision was the hardest to makeI struggle with it every dayLiving a life with my head on straightYou're the only reason I'm this wayWhere did you disappear to?I know I'm going to fallBack to where I used .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/989957/ Never expected this to happenMy plan was to prove you wrongNow I'm finding myselfMoving onThe jealousy in your eyesCaught me by surpriseDidn't realize you would careThat I've found myself a new guyDon't make me feel guiltyI told you I wouldn't wait for longIt was only a matter of timeBefore I woul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/989698/ So tired of feeling downYou're nothing more than a clownHiding behind a mask of liesCan't look me in the eyesI won't wallow in self-pityI'll stand on my own two feetDon't need you to make me happyI'm stronger than you ever believedI've said it beforeAnd I'll say it againLife goes onSo I'm movi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/987182/ Slowly fading into the darkSleep quickly taking overReality is no moreI'm ensnared in this nightmareTwisting and turningTrying to get freeForever trappedIn thorn-covered vinesThey snag and ripMy flesh to ragsHow did I get here?Why can't I get free? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/986968/ Wrote this in my sleep, which is really weird...But I guess it's better than actually sleepwalking. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/983911/ All I did was say "Hi" Didn't mean to become the burden on your mindYou know that we're in the pastWhy did my words cause such a messHadn't spoken since your weddingWanted to know how you were doingNothing more than a friendly chatBut it's caused you to be sadDid you think back to what we hadBe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/981134/ Happy birthday?No way! There's nothing happy about todayThis day used to mean something to usIt was our anniversaryNow this day marks the dayThat you decided to throw it all awayYou cheated on me,Even though you promised not toSix months, it would have beenBut you had to go and let her inAnd de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/980494/ We seemed happyOur relationship seemed perfectLittle did everyone else knowWe were falling apartWe probably could have made itHad we really triedBut let's face itThis love really scared usWe're both so youngNeither quite yet ready to settleThere's still some growing to be doneSome lessons we both mu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/979616/ I never knew what love was likeNever thought I would ever find itNot until youI gave up all that I knewJust to be with youYou gave me a reason to liveYou turned my night to dayTurned my frown upside-downYou turned out to be my fool in tin foilI know that we are youngAnd that it probably scares youJu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/977196/ Never thought I would find true loveWas content with my life of sinThen one day God put you in my lifeUsed you to bring me to HimI fell for youFell pretty hard, tooThen one day you walked awayBut that's okay, It's all a part of His planI've regretted letting you so closeBut that's okay,Because .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/977169/ Poor little girlA lost and tortured soulSeeking to be freeThis poor little girlWith pain so greatHiding behind her liesShe's wearing a maskDrying her eyesWishing for an escapeEvil boyTrapping her by his threatsShe's only a childThat evil boyHurting her day and nightShe can't get away Poor littl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/974976/ I'm stuck on the sidelinesWatching the showBalling my eyes outWith nowhere to goLights go downI'm watching youEverywhere I lookThere's someone newYou disappearI freak outDon't know what to doOther than poutTime stands stillAs a figure draws nearA chill runs down my spineI'm shaking with fearA knife .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/974889/ I can feel you drifting See you falling to your kneesYou beg me to save you from the painHow can I?You hurt and you cryYou say you want to dieI take you by the handWill you let me in? Tonight I'll show you loveLike you've never seen beforeSave you from yourselfDo you know I love you? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/974565/ This is a re-write of an old poem, just in this one it was me who got hurt. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/974442/ You told me that you loved meI gave you everythingYou took my heart in your handsAnd promised to be kindYou put it in a paper bagAnd smashed it with a hammerNow I lay here bleedingFrom wounds made by my handYou said you didn't want to hurt meAnd asked me not to cryBut deep down I could tellEvery wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/974430/ Sometimes I can't help but wonderWould we be happy if we were still togetherSometimes I feel so aloneAnd I wonder where everyone else is atSometimes I feel nothing at allSo I wonder if cutting would helpSometimes you'll tell me you still love meMaking me wonder why you didn't stay http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/974202/ I decide to give him his chanceAnd just like all the restHe turned and walked awayWhat am I doing wrong? Why do they all run and hide?Maybe a pound of make-up will helpMaybe showing off more skin will help Maybe letting them use me will helpBut none of it will That's just what most girls think will .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/771379/ Most guys treat me all the sameI'm their little play thingWhen they get bored They throw me away When they aren't having any luckI'm their last resort I'm a toy that's not brand new Only played with when all the rest are gone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/771372/ Here we go againDown our twisted spiral How many times have we been down this road? You would think by now we'd have learnedTo leave this thing aloneBut our story is never endingWe'll plunge ourselves into darkness over and overJust to feel the pain our love will bring http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/769724/ Let's run away togetherInto the distant sunsetNothing can hold us hereNo one can keep us apartOur love grows more and moreEven when we think it's overSo baby let's run as far as we can And never look back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/678041/ I grew up reading fairy talesAnd watching princess' have happy endingsLittle did I know life isn't that simpleTrue love doesn't just land in your lapYou have to fight for itAnd fight to keep itLife is a constant battleA war within yourselfOne that you won't ever winLife is a constant battle http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/677885/ I get sick when I think of what you didYou took the innocence right out of meEverything I thought I knewBecame a distant memoryAll because of you  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/677882/ End my suffering Or give me hope for the futureIf you care for me at all You won't let me to hang Somewhere in betweenIt's your call nowYou decideShould I hold on?Or should I let go? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/677880/ You're the reason I keep fighting The only thing in life keeping me goingAll hope of a future holding stronger than everYou've brought me out of the dark Again and again I fall And you always bring me throughI can't imagine my life without youYou keep me strong http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/677879/ I want you to take me by the handKiss me in the rain Hold me close at nightNever let me goWatch me when I sleepWhisper that you love meI never want this to endI want this to be for forever http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/677869/ Let's break my spirit one more timeShatter my dreams until I'm blindCan't seem to catch a break Always making a mistakeLosing my hopeStuck in a sinking boatNowhere to run Can't even see the sunEveryone is wearing a maskI'm surrounded by a lying massI'm lost in a world of hate Following a path laid o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/677802/ You never loved me,It was all just a lieYou're pathetic and cruel,Your games are not funnyDid you even care you were hurting me?Or was it a laugh for you to see me cry?I always loved you,I was always trueBut everything I thought you was a lie, It was all just a lie http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/671524/ After losing youI don't know what to doI'm confused I feel usedLost without youFeeling blueCrying myself to sleepLooking for something to keepHolding onto your liesAs what we had diesI just want to get it over withI guess love is just a myth.....love is a myth...... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/657196/ I wonder if you ever think of meOr if I'm just a distant memoryLeft in the pastOh how time must fly so fastNow that you have forgotten meA love so strongNo one thought we'd go wrongBut here we are todayBoth of our worlds in dismayWe don't know how to live apartAs we both fall to our knees The pain f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/657085/ I've coped long enough, it's time to let my feelings out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/504705/ I don't care if you push me awayI don't care if you think it's best to just leaveI'll fight everything you throw my wayBecause I love you like no other before I love youAlways have and always willI'm not walking away this timeI know it's meant to be You've always been m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/492216/ Every single time you say my nameYou leave me breathlessEvery touch between usLeaves me breathlessEvery opinion shared between usHas left me breathlessYou leave me breathlessI just forget how to breatheAnd I know for a fact That only you will ever leave me breathless http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/491775/ Not all scars showNot all wounds healYou don't always see the pain I feel Not all cuts bleedNot all eyes seeThe conflict inside of me The scars seen are remindersThe wounds healed still visibleThe pain you can see isn't all the is to me The cuts that bleed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/491375/ We've been down this road beforeAlways falling in and out of love for one anotherOur hearts are one no matter whatFrom now until forever We know others will never lastEach new person will soon be the pastWe're drawn to one anotherFrom now until forever I love you and yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/490993/ the pain of the truth was just over whelmingi just lost control of myselfi didn't know what else to doi hated myself for actually believing in himi knew how he wasso the addiction was the startthe depression was the next thing to come alongi tried to bottle the depression in but when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/486574/ I don't like being pressured, never haveHe knows this, and yet he still pressures meWanting me to do things I don't want to do He wants me to have sex with himI say I'm waiting for the right guySo I won't make the same mistakes twiceHe wants me to smoke weedI say I've been there, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/483234/ Someone counts up to 3"ONE!" Everyone freezes."TWO!"Everyone's restless with expectation."THREE!" All hell breaks loose.A fight breaks out, A girl cries out in pain,Screams pierce the quiet night.Plans were made,People were rounded up like sheep,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/481410/ I'm broken, living in piecesI'm falling apartAnd loosing controlI'm living in piecesAnd everywhere you'll go You'll find another piece of me there,A reminder that you broke me   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/480299/ The cold truth http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Janik527/479821/