http://slow.writerscafe.org/MareBear The original writings of author MareBear en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776045965 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 It has been way to long my dearest friend.I have missed you so.It is nice to finally see you again.Listen to you.Smell you.Feel you.We will enjoy this moment.Share this moment.Love this moment.Oh how nice it is to feel your warmness,As my lips touch you.Oh how I missed you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/419319/ I have to try to keep you.But, you don't want me to.You send me mixed signals.And, it is hard to know.Do I have to stay and keep trying?Or do I move on?I tried to keep you.But, you still didn't want me to.You sent me mixed signals.And I still didn't know.Did I have.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418866/ Am I who I am because of what has happened to me?Am I who I am because of what I choose to be?Am I who I am because of what other people see?Am I who I am because of the people I call my friends?Am I who I am because of the heart that never mends?Am I who I am because of the things we call.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418485/ I really wish that feelings such as these would go away…I am crying for no reason…I am crying myself to sleep…I wish I could say I was sorry…But sorry reminds me of the game…And the game reminds me of what happened when I was 7…7 Reminds me of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418484/ Don't judge me,You don't know me,You will never know me,And unless you lived my life,And went through the things I went through,You have no room to judge me.Don't judge me by my past,Don't judge me by my looks,Don't judge me by my friends,Don't judge me by the color of my hair,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418483/ Have you ever laughed so hard one day, that you cried?And the next day, you almost died?Have you ever needed something so bad, you think about it all the time?And when you think about it, it is like a crime?To hold your emotions in, and put on a mask.To hide what you really feel, and it pu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418482/ How can people be so close minded? Can you stop for one second and think? That just maybe I am this way because of what happened in my past.But no that would never cross your mind.You have one view and it is not going to change is it?You call yourself a christian, but you talk about people.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418481/ I sometimes think about things,Actually I think about things all the time.But I have been thinking lately that I am to complicated.I have been through to much.People like when people are simple.When people have lived a good life,And hasn't been through much.They want simple.People .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418480/ Does it matter what you have done in the past?Does it really matter?Just because I didn't make the best choices,Doesn't mean that is who I am now.I have not done anything to stupid since I was 13.I quit everything.I gave up on everything too.I gave up on my sister,my friends,my fee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418478/ I take a lot of pictures,Of my friends.I act like I have a lot of fun,And join in with some.I live a lie,And hide behind the camera.I am lonely,But I try to mask it.I try to make it seem like I am happy,I try to lie.And hide my true feelings,But I am sad.I am lonely,And I m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418477/ I am searching for someone,I once knew.I don't like this person,But I still search.I am looking for someone,Who hurt me.I don't know why,But I want to find this person.I am finding someone,I hate very much.I don't know his last name,But I am down to eight possibilities.I will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418476/ Sleep is something that has seemed to slip away... Sleep is a figment of my imagination...Sleep should come to me naturally...Sleep should be easy to find...But sleep has left me...But sleep has betrayed me...But sleep isn't coming naturally...But sleep isn't easy to find...  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418475/ Sitting at the coffee shop,Just thinking about things.Like life, love and happiness,You know.And than it occurs to me,That i can't have these things.This life, love, and happiness,Without someone to share it.So I started to wonder,If I would ever have someone.Someone to share thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418474/ There are many things in my life,Things of reason,Things of value.But also in my life,There are things of sorrow,Things of Pain.Things of reason,Can depend on the season,Such as now,A coat.Things of value,Are easy to choose, As of right now,My friends are the most valued... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418473/ This feeling of pain.Of Sorrow.Of loneliness.This feeling,This feeling will not go away.Never go away.Here to stay.This feeling,This feeling of loosing.Loosing a lover.And also a friend.This feeling,This feeling of doubt.Of persisting honesty.Of Loss.This feeling, Thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418472/ Why do I do this to myself?Put myself into these kind of situationsI never think about what is best for meI am always thinking of otherBut in the back of my mindSometimes I could care lessYet I still do what is best for othersI need to something for myselfSay no sometimesNot offer .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MareBear/418471/