http://slow.writerscafe.org/DawnKaelin The original writings of author Dandelion en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776004899 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I want to run and jump off a bridge.Just to see if I would fly.I want to swimfar out in the ocean.Just to see if I would drown.I want to run out into traffic.Just to see if I would get hit.I want to live another day.Just to see if I would die. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1194474/ I apologize for who I amwhat I do and why I d it.Please do not isolate me.I've been alone long enough.Please help me make it throughthe dreadful time.I need your support,not your disapproval.I need your love,not your despair.I need youbecauseI've been hurt too bad,ignored too much,and put down enoug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1194470/ The hidden secrets and broken dreamsthat are stored away and kept unseen.The start of my destruction.The start of my lies.I thought it could make me feel betterbut every night, it makes me cry.I thought I could control itbut I fell for it's trick.I couldn't escape the urgeto bleed just a b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1194462/ I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died.It's sort of like a dreamwhen nothing is as it seems.He turned is backwithout knowing the facts of what had occurred.It was completely absurd.He did not want me aroundso is footsteps becamethe only sound. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1194459/ I wrote this for my mom from my 8 month old son's point of view for mothers day. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1177905/ The voices echothrough out my head.,"Stupid, ugly,you should be dead.""You don't deserve him.""Don't you dare eat that.""Oh look, you did."Look at all that fat.""You're worthless, terrible,a s**t, a b***h.""kill yourself. Starve to death,lose your breath." I twitch."You don't deserve this lifenor an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1177901/ Lets sit under the stars tonight darling and lay close.Were not quite touchingbut my heart is racing.Lets both forget about tomorrow and savor the moment.My skin begins to tingleand I begin to wish youwould hold me.Lets hold each other and watchthe stars shine in silencebut I will hope to steal a ki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1159878/ As her days become fewher body becomes a hallow shell.Death is in her near future.As her breathing becomes shallowshe ponders on why she's donethis, especially to herself.Is this for better or only for worse.Should she try to make it throughor is it time for her to let go.Time is coming to a abrupt .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1159874/ Baby I'm not brokenso do not try to fix me.I'm just hopingI can shake this feeling.of being abandoned.I just realized I have encounteredpain and torment.I just want to be alone tonightto be by myself.You have drug me alongso far down this roadthat I just need to crawlinto bed and sleep a little.Can .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1136047/ I want to say it's overbut it will never end.My heart will drag alongcloser than a friend.You will push me awayfarther than your arms could reachand I will continue to sufferuntil I've come to a breach.You'll push me and push meuntil I break,Use me, tear me downmore than I could take. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135954/ The mirror lies to herShe only sees what others don't.They claim she is beautifulbut they do no know the real her.She's hideousand the scars are no help,You're never good enough.Try harder.Honestly she's beautiful,really.Just she'll never seewhat everyone else does.She has no prideand some are frigh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135952/ I am still working on the title so do not take it seriously. It will change. This story has sex in it so be aware for when it comes around. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135666/ You put me down,push me aroundand I drownin my tears.You make me feel small,you're below them all.and you got me pushed up against the wall,Whimperingin the shadows far.I'm scared of youand whatever you are.I do not know why I let you.I want to die out of sightand end this crueltorture, tonight. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135646/ Every time she looks in the mirror,she cries.To see what has become of heris just too much to bare.The horrible memories are carvedinto her mind and thescar on her heartshows in her eyes.Just look at her,don't you seehow much pain she is in?Help herbeforeshe helps herself. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135614/ Let's go crazy for one anotherand break all the rules.Fall in love, become oneand attempt to live with no strings attached.Try not to make anything real of thisand have the best adventures together.Discover new things,fill the gap that we havebut remember this wont last.We could share some laughsmay.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135609/ All you see is a toy.All you hear is just noise.When all he seesis a beautiful girland all he hears isher soothing voice.All you see is a gameand a way to use cheats.All she sees is a manand all she hears is just words that hold no truth.What you see is a easy rideand what he seesis a promising futu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135586/ I hear screaming onthe other side of the wall.Sitting there listeningto it all.You hit her,she cries,babbling lies.Everything I loved,I was forced to leave behind.I hear a crash.Someone is now on the floor.I hurry to sneak outthrough the back door.Yells come frominside the house.It's like he is the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135584/ When the rain pours down go outside and settle downin the grass.The feeling of relief, and thesorrow flood through your poresis wonderful.Stand in the rainwhen everything is crashing downand when life becomes suffocating.Stand in the rainwhen you feel everyone is against you and nothing seems right... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135485/ Silent tears thatbellow a million words.all of them are notmeant to be heard.Each tear that dropsis directed towards youbecause I perceivedit was true.When I screamnobody ever hears.I try to camouflage away the tears.I stay behindwhen I feel despairing.Forcing myself to smilewhen they begin comparin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135054/ Words are lost along the wayto my broken heartbut the silence is louderand more outspoken.The undying love we shareda fading quickly.My everlasting soulis near death.Tears that have fallencrashed against the floor.Lies were becoming more commonwith each passing day.The walls scream wordsI am to weak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1135047/ This is the last night of feeling alone,Just please tell me everything will be okay.This is the last timeof being shoved around.Tell me they're goneand make me feel better.This is the last night my tears will fall.Pull me into your armsand fill the void.This is the last momentI'll be like this.My th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1134254/ You lie,she cries,bad dreams,wailing screams.You gone,nothing wrong,her lyingsoft sounds of crying.Dreadful fears,all those tears.Broken heart,you were part.Of her painthat was your gain.Your vanitywas her insanity.Everything's wrong,she doesn't belong.So let her go and tell him no. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1134253/ Breaking up is like having a doorslammed  in your face or beingpushed off a swing. It's suddenand happens so fast. You're hurt momentarily but the real pain doesn't hit you untilthe next day.Being in love is like a fairytalewith a happily-ever-after. It'slike walking through a forest andfinding.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1134250/ Broken seals,unheard yells.,choked down pills,stabbed by nails.Torn apart.I don't know love.Swollen heart,you're not from above.Pain inside me,a million tears.You have the key to all my fears.I'm hurt enough,leave me be.I'm not that tough,I don't want you to see. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1134027/ They hurt her,she cries,they laugh,all those lies.What have become of this small joke?What kind of wordswill make her choke?The bruises, the dreams.Everyday the make it gain,she claims it does not hurtthey tell her "It's just a game."but insideher paintells her otherwise.She wants to runand never lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1134023/ Tough on the outsidefragile on the in.I'll fight any opponentbut get hurt by criticism.I can stand my groundand can be pushed downbut a simple wordcan make me stop coming around.I may look strong enoughto with stand anything.I've been pushed down too muchand broken enough for it not to sting.I'm not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1134018/ For my loving boyfriend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133998/ An empty roomwith bright white lightsis where you nowfind yourself trappedyou believe you're alonebut you can hear voices all over.You attempt to follow thembut it's a never ending journeyof winding turnsand spiral pathways.That one simple room has just turned into a maze.It begins to seem endlessan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133952/ Stuck in last years memories,dwelling in the past.Why did you leave?Especially so fast.I remember you touch and the sound of your voice.I need your presencebut it's not my choice.I never wanted it to end this way.I didn't want you to go.I'm a broken mess.It's something I can't control.It's been awhi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133943/ Love isn't a thing thatcan be bought.It's something that's foundshared with someone.Who you really care aboutand it's not unconditional.The love I speak ofis something you never want to loseand you would do anythingto keep it to yourself.Love is unstoppable andhappens without knowledge.It's a passio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133936/ She is a butterfly trapped in a jar.He wants to contain her beautybut he doesn't know thather beauty is rare but will last forever within his eyes.He just doesn't know it becauseshe is a butterfly trapped in a jarand the lid wont open for its sealed..If his love would show through his mind the lid m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133924/ Time flies bybut the memories will remain.Good and bad timescould possibly drive you insane.You'll eventually seethat in the end everything is fineand with you mistakes,things will get betterwithin time.Life may seem likes its dragging by slowbut it's going by fasterthan you mind can go.You will mis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133923/ I'm like a bird that cannot fly,a seal that cannot swim,a boat that is incapable to float.I'm the sunwhen is does not riseor even like a wave when it crashes.I could be fire whenit does not burn.I am nothing without you.You are my lifeI earned. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133799/ Stupid girlfalling in love is a easy thingRisking your heart is dangerous.He could leave at any secondand break you into bits and pieces.No one would be there toput you back togetherand as soon as he realizeshe doesn't love youwell, there goes your heart.Down the drainand I don't thinyou would be al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133796/ Starving for perfection.Hating her reflection.Hiding in her room.Sleeping until noon.Avoiding all temptations,nobody knows the game.They don't ever know her shame.No one hears her cries andbarely see through her lies.She locks her doorand falls limp to the floor.She wants to be skin and bonesbecause.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133794/ Dust swirls around her,the feeling sinks in.Light breaks through,her nightmare beginsThe feeling more intense,Acknowledging shes alone.Her heart begins to throb for she knows shes done wrong.Shes wanting to make it betterbut in her mindshe cannot piece anything together.The moment sets in.She begins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133792/ I closed my eyes for the kiss goodbye.Everything I knewbegan to fade.I allow the tearsto slowly fall.The one who leftme as a messI can't get themout my head.I don't know what to do.My chest begins to achebut it's okay becauseI do not mind hurting for you.This is my perfect nightmareand it's going so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133790/ Now, Everythime we touchyou got me walking on pens and needles.Everytime we kiss,you got me hopingI found the right one.Everytime we fight,you got me cryingbecause I do not want to lose you.Everytime you hold me,you got me fallingharder and harder for you.Everytime you say goodbye,you got me wishing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133784/ Maybe this is wishful thinkingor just pointless dreaming.Everything that I am seeing,could it be fooling me?I hoped and dreamedthat you wouldn't leave,even though you werehalfway out the door.She's leing through her teeth.She swears she's just finebut nobody is reading between the lines.They can not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133779/ Hush little girl, don't make a sound.Sit down and wait for the pain to pass.Plaster a fake smile on your face and don't speak of your fears.Hush little girl, for they are listening.Keep quiet and hide your sorrow,for they will take you awayif they knew you were upset.Hush little girl, run and hide.D.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133773/ I gave you my heart,You decided to break it.I gave you my world but you wouldn't take it.I lent you my soul just for a bitbut I already know you would crush it.I wish I've  known better,then I wouldn't trybut I'm not that clever .Remembering makes me cry.Hearing you voice,seeing your face,you'v.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133771/ Where to go,I have nowhere to turn.Hiding what I must say,waiting for it to burn.It's beginning to eat at me.I don't know what to feelor what to doexcept break the seal.My lips are sown,My tongue clipped.Nothing will be ableto slip through my lipsI sit with these thoughtspondering the right move to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133768/ Spears and knives are thrown,Blades and nails are gathered.Darts and swords are prepared.You say you love mebut after being usedas a target,I lie there seeping.Before leavingyou walked over to my sideand whispered gently into my earthat you enjoyed the game. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133766/ Left there to lye,by yourself.Little girl cryplease don't cry.They wont be back.Sit in silence.You're left alone.No on loves you.So give up.Tears wont helpso do not try.Wait to fallinto a slumber,where you neverawakeand don't worryno one will crywhen you're gone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133765/ I'm halfway goneand on my way,to find it, to find you.I'm almost there.As I fade to nothingmy tears burn my face.You continue walkingand I will soon disappear.I shout out to youand my screams echobut you hear nothingand I fall to my knees.Now I'm mist in the air.I meant to tell you everythingbut I'm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DawnKaelin/1133494/