http://slow.writerscafe.org/sbll The original writings of author Shane's Alter Ego (Shane Llabore) en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776010939 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Thisis my farewell. Iprayed with tears after the long and honest conversation we had yesterday, Icried to discern because we cannot force things to just materialize. Iguess this would be the hiatus of our current season together.Timewill tell if we would find .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/2834605/ A lot of things in mindA lot of different thoughtsAnd lessons found,They just pop and sprout On my heydays! I am stacked withOverloaded tidbitsOf lots and lots ofVaried mixesI’m still trying to figure out Those figures All crammed u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1282294/ The pursuit to happiness isrigorous…It’s an endless odyssey.You may say that you’rehappy --You want to believe thatyou are savoring what you think is happinessIn a brief span of amoment,When in fact you arehurting all the while… I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1282289/  We live in the night.We are black,Though we’re fairIlluminating in the dark.Ground throbs as we fare along,Imitating our heavy heartbeats.Strong thuds echoThrough the open plainsBrought by the sound of our breathing.We hide,And we seek love in the hiding. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1282283/ There are people who reallychangeDrasticallyDramaticallyNegatively.They were flung on air And theyCannot Touch The stairs anymore…They wouldn’t stay.You should have known wellIn those timesWhen you both Bow down lowTo the ground.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1282235/ When you want to cry hard because of something you just don’t understand Yet your eyes tell you not to give in to your heart’s impulse... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1278752/ When this painful timeTouches youAnd you couldn’thold backThe grief there isThen just go inAnd flow downThe turningTidesOf emotion This is the timeYou’re given to feelThe privilegeOf savoringThe painfulSweetnessOf theseAll Then tomorrow,Just let go.You get some andlose some.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1278744/ These lettersThey flutter,All scattered,Can’t grab them,Can’t mix themCan’t seem to figure out therewords.All I knowIs that I see you in my sleepAnd in my waking hours,Whenever I do or I don’t,When I will or I won’t,When I’m weak or I’m bleak,When I’.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1278742/ Breezy afternoon In a hut http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1278739/ I should have feltHow you would wantme to feelIn those times whenI have thoughtThat all others havesought and resortedTo change...Still I believedthat you are still him,The same person sodear to meWhom I have knownlong before,And I have known somuch  Was it me?Am I the one wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1278734/ It seems like we are in a differentworld,You and I.We are in a different dimension,That only you and I can fathom.We have another world apart fromhere,Even if our feet are on the ground. Our minds are detachedFrom the realities of thesuperficial perimeters .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1146398/ Draw lots randomly.I bet my ticket in the lottery,as always, my ticket is distinctive.I am the only person in the raffle,I am always picked on.I am always seen,I am always talked about,I am always subjected to ridicule and jest,and yet,I've never wonatit.Mock me,raise me up to the summit of fame.Lau.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142798/ Your eyes.It seemed like I have laid my eyes on them for the first time - again.On the 30-first of October, there at the corner.Straight ahead you go.Without batting an eyelash, nay, your beautiful long eyelashes.You had a faint smile on your face.You were so stingy with your emotions during that mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142738/ Whenever I'm sad, I just browse my memory and look for those momentsthat we've shared..those times that we've spoofed and fooled around make melaugh to death.It's been a full decade of shared laughter, happiness, tears,triumphs, failures, sarcasms, compliments, and all other trials tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142730/ Youfall in love and then you just want to break free.Sometimesthere’s this stinging emotion which just pops out of nowhere and kills youslowly.You’llbe caught unaware and then it would be too late before you’d realize thatyou’ve in fact turned out to be a fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142702/ I am Speechless today.I am -I do not know who I am and what I am capable ofBut as I sat there listening To spontaneous shouts and blabbers,To the defense mechanisms of others,To cowardly words from other seemingly strong people..I sat there, with one thing in mind.I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142698/ Reach high for stars lie hidden inyour soul, dream deep for every dream precedes the goal; this is a quote fromRalph Vaull Starr which really captures my heart and intensifies my fortitudeas I go along with life.Everyone else has great dreams, andso do I. We have burning desires to achie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142692/ Free yourself from the burden of bondage ---Yes, you wanted that bondage at first.You called it love -- true and rich!And it has never been a burden -- supposedly never.You wanted to be bonded with someone so badly, you needed it.You thirst for love.You nurtured it, you worked hard for it.And you've.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142674/ Always expect for the worst...Prepare for a daily battle.Life is a struggle as you may see,And there is no paradise on earth.But you still need to cool down, though,And try not to be hurtBy your mile-high standards.Be humane.Let loose.Love your soul,Remember that you are always never sureOf what lie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142672/ Have you ever been in such a situationwhen you feel all alonein your own world,Inside the headphones and loud musicin your ears.And your tears are free flowingOn your cheeksAnd your eyes are all blurred but stillyou are writing downsome thoughts.Free style.No boundaries.No limitations.Carefree... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142667/ I'm so small.My voice can't be heard.I am a minute dot mixed into dirt.My yearnings, my deepest desires,my requests, my wishesAre just being blown away by the mildest breeze,No matter how loud I shout my words.I had been born to feel all these.To suffer more than to rejoice.Rejoicing in my lifetime .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142663/ When you can't find peacein the calmness of the nightWhen you think your dreams and yourself are light years apartWhen you want something so badlybut you just foregoWhen there are big candy barsthat you cant live without and let goWhen you fear pain and diseasesand dread all the vicesWhen you w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142658/ I search for it in darknessI search for it inside my heartI search for it in the deafening silenceAnd in the heavy stillness of the nightThe longingAnd the fading stars in my eyes;All tend to bow my headAnd shake my memories apartThe feeling of pounding pulses,And fluttering lashes,Twirling reverieA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142653/ I have seen the vast blue skies Up above this colossal world,All painted at the side mirror,As we drive one day to work.The horizon is spacious - it is blank -From where I am up to the silver line,Where the sky and the earth meets,So I know that there are other worlds besides from "here".I will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142650/ This is a sweet escape,Amidst the noise of high pitched girls outsideconquering the entire space.Yes, this is a sweet escape.In the sanctuary of loud sweet beating musicI found peace.Oblivious to the waves of screaming tongues and clapping hands,Applause can never reach my eardrums.Though I can feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sbll/1142648/ 03:34amI am here...Drinking wine and eating white chocolates,And bathing in good conversations.Tipsy...Alcoholic? 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