http://slow.writerscafe.org/greatawakening The original writings of author Cecilia en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776050664 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 What I want http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/524262/ Since that night i've been walking around with my body in a different form.It feels like you left my chest open for the infection to attack,I'm stumbling around with my calf muscles strewn out and my thighs have been mutilated with your own pretty words.I think it's obvious that the path to th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480094/ I decided to write you a letter yesterday but in the end it seemed dumb and unimportant. Fake almost. Pointless little "i love you's" and "i'm so happy's" "we're going to get better's." And while you know that these are all true, of course i love you, of course we're go.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480090/ I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480087/ What if we stopped having a ballWhat if the paint chips from the wall?What if there's always cups in the sink?What if I'm not what you think I am?What if I fall further than you?What if you dream of somebody new?What if I never let you win our silly little fights?What if your eyes clos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480082/ What are you supposed to do when the one you trust and love threw you into a dark purple spiral called panic and swore and promised for eight months then decided one day they didn't know. That's not fair. And they can't do that. They can't. They don't get to. They don't HAVE that option. They ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480080/ A letter from my bed. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480079/ The many steps of a corndog. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/480077/ I am from the walls formed by sticky notes and the quotes of my inspiration,I am from the antique mirror the throws my reflection back with a golden shine,I am from the half painted memory box that lies forgotten deep under my bed.I am from the brick path that twists and bends around the dyi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/452701/ I'm sitting in a room that I believe i am getting to know better than my lover's body. Diamonds, i see them everywhere. On the ceiling, the walls, trhe floor, the seats, they compose the lights and the windows. The wall diamonds on the wall are of a hideous shade that you find on a bathroom wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/452700/ You're sixty-eight point three miles away right now and it kills me to know i forgot to say happy birthday yesterday, but i guess i gave you your present and that made up for it.I wear your shirt with pride and when my mom asks where i got it i can't look at her with a straight face but i lie to h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/452699/ The best thing about self hate is that you can do it anywhere any time, quietly, and unknown. The best thing is you don't even know that when we're riding in the car i'm running that razor through my mind over and over. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/446866/ The ending letter of my autophobia. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/443913/ I realize today that I hate you more today than I did yesterday.Dear Self, I learned today the extent of how much you can't do anything right and how incompetent you are.Dear Self,I feel you should know I hope you die.Dear Self, It's taking all the restraint in the world not to dro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/442156/ I knew this boy,He was walking down the road when he found this little thing on the ground,You would'nt believe it but it was a heart,Turns out it was sick and broken,Turns out he was a doctorHe nursed, cared for it, and loved it,He tied a little string to it,"I'll never let you g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/441377/ A year ago,I wondered who will be my neighbor?Well, I'll be the one to strike conversation.Now, as a walk down my new street,I think back on this thought, then forward, then back again,I kept this promise, so now,I wonder who will be the one to break my heart?Well I'll be the one to sa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/441376/ Enola's Story http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440576/ What i see in the world and my thoughts. I would really like peoples thoughts on some of this, i do not expect anyone to read all of this. I know it's a lot, but i wouldn't mind if you read a little bit and commented on bits? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440477/ The Storyhow much does one share, and how much does one keep for themselves? the whole of it would make the most beautiful of novels. sometimes real life is more magical than fiction.do you believe?one must believe if they are to listen to the story. it requires surrendering to the pos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440123/ Everything about you is a windowI can see everything, all of itIt's so goddamn obviousBut I can only just see it nowSadness is your centerYour existenceYour mannerismsYour noisesYour lifeIt all points to some greater thing behind youBehind those eyes of yoursIt all truly .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440114/ I'm the girl who is scared of thunder,The girl that can't close her eyes for too long because she's scared of the dark,The girl who seems so helpless, and maybe is,The girl falls to the  ground when no ones around, The girl who puts her hands over her ears and screams,The girl wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440113/ One month and it will have been a year,A year with you in my mind, in my life, in my heart.Month one i met you, you seemed so different and i knew i was going to dread our parting,Month two, three, and four, you were just a memory, you seemed so far away but so importantMonth four was when a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440111/ Not knowing what she looked like http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440110/ It's hard to believe, I know,It's hard to accept, I know,But I'm here and here is where I'm going to stay,I try, and I'm not going to fail,I listen, and i hear everything you say,It's hard to believe, but just as you've let me in,I've let you in as well,You care and you can show it,Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440109/ You've got to pick me up, You have to,Before i fall down,I would beg and plead,And cry when i had let you down,I'm always genuinely sorry when i say i am,When it comes to you,I'm always genuine,I'm always learning,And always hating myself for not knowing before,You're right,I'm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440108/  AA T     She sat there,Right there, For this was her room,She locked herself in her room,In fear of exactly what had happened,At that point the one thing that kept her hanging on,Was that lovely composition of songs he made,For her,She loved them,She f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440107/ Self hate http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440106/ The Alt Ending. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440104/ The Lion and The Mouse, true story. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440103/ Self-hate notes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440100/ Two. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440099/ Yup. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440097/ By Tomorrow. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440096/ No one seems to see her but me,She sits in the chair next to me,Long dark hair in an elegant form,Beautiful dress of a magnolia shade,She holds her little box,Key in slot,I pray to whatever little God there is,She doesn't turn that key.I pray to her little God,Don't let her turn .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/greatawakening/440092/