http://slow.writerscafe.org/dallisa The original writings of author Dallisa <3 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776043889 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Searching constantlyfor the person I'm trying to becomefor a way outfor an answer to the questions I've been asking all alongAlways falling shortof people's expectationsof the goals I hope to reachof a way to stand seeing my reflectionNever quite understandingwhy the pieces never fit togetherwhy no .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/701912/ I saw you,in a world i didn't recognize,in an unknown reality.Your face was cold and angry,a minor complicationin need of confrontation,I thought I knew how to make you stay away.Your grasp of steel seemed to soften, and I dreamed it slipped away,I was wrong to think you couldn't hurt me anymore. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/551859/ You might just be the very best part of me, that I'm afraid to find.But it's too late, we made mistakes,no way to press rewind. I said I loved you, said I cared, and every word was true.But we always fight, and nothing's right,I just can't be with you.When you're around, I hear a sound,and I swear i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/551854/ And no matter what, her thoughts always go back to him.Like a drug, all she needs in on good FIX.She's got herself convinced that he takes the edge off, but truth is, he's got her lower than before.Drowning in uncertainty, this can't be a healthy ADDICTION.Why go back for more, she's making things w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/551852/ It seems like we go in circles, spinning out of sight,Getting caught up in these arguments that are nothingif not self destructing.So yell a little louder, I'll drown a little deeper,and we'll keep right on this path.No peaceful reaction, simple dissatisfaction,a fraction of the people we used to be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/551848/ Meaningful words invalidated by thoughtless actions. No one is around to fix the tattered pieces that remain. Fooled by the smile that's forever fading, the real me is tucked away. Always second best so it's getting harder to pretend. You find the part of me that I cling to in desperation. Your frac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/551846/ There are times I sit and think of youand wonder why I cryUntil now no apologies were spokenyou didn't even tryI haven't seen you in so longnot sure how I should feelCause once upon a timeI thought your love for me was realThe fairytales are overand I'm growing up so fastI like t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/478004/ The things I used to think of youwere always nice and sweetDid you honestly believeI wanted history to repeatThe family that you made  beat out the one you hadWhy should I carewhether you are feeling sad?It's been quite a whilesince I've heard from you at allYou didn't even .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/477998/ I'm scared to fallfor a boy I've known so longI can't stop thinking of the things that could go wrongI'm sure you feel much differentthen the way I wish you wouldPeople don't see mebut I thought maybe you couldThe time went by so fastbut we've seemed to grow so muchI often find m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/477991/ Thoughts of you confuse my mindmake my thoughts unclearFalling for you, silly boyis all I really fearI've known you far too longit came as such a shockDo you have a fitting key?cause for my heart there is a lockI didn't think that this would happenbetween the two of usCause we ra.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/477990/ I thought that the arguing would end, or at least be kept at bayI hoped that things with us would turn out a different wayBut nothing seems to change, it's still how it used to beIs there more in store for us, happier times for you and me?The fighting pains me deeply, leaving scars that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/449306/ I wish my mind was free of the things you did that nightI wish I could have stopped you or even put up a fightI laid there so unmoving, I couldn't even speakNever in my life have I ever felt so weakI don't know why it happened, not sure why it was meI was surprised that no one knew, I wish.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/442594/ Emptiness is being replaced, as I'm learning to let goI wish it were unnoticable, that my pain would never showSo its harder than I thought , but I'm learning how to dealStill, the things that haunt my dreams, I wish that they weren't realWhy'd I hide it for so long, why'd I have to be so du.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/442592/ this poem is dedicated to my father http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/442587/ Looking in the mirror, I'm surprised at what I seeIt's so hard to imagine the girl I used to beWould you recognize this person I became?I guess it's not your fault, I'm the one to blameI really couldn't take it, I had to get awayI'm still searching, for a happy place to stayThings always.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/441998/ Your face used to relax me, make my day worthwhileThe best part was that I could always make you smileThe patient way you listened, the way you seemed to careThat's what I miss most, now that you aren't thereYou said you'd stick around, I found that to be trueBut then you removed the mask,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/441993/ Lost in my own emotions, I'm unsure of how to feelThings are so overwhelming, please tell me it's not realSometimes I want to leave, just run away from it allI need someone to save me, catch me before I fallI used to be so smart, I never used to lieI never used to let, anyone see me cryW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/441982/ Stuck, somewhere in the middle, of the girl I see in the mirror, and the one I hoped I would become. Disappointment floods my mind as the tears threaten to betray me once more. I thought I would be strong, face the fears that haunt my dreams. It feels as if you won, like I never had a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dallisa/441979/