http://slow.writerscafe.org/Dezarae The original writings of author Dezarae en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776064824 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 kinda fucked up huh? well so is what you did... but honestly it didnt bother me as much as it should have. it was fun being mean to you, because you knew you were caught... but its all good.. paul, i think we are not going to work out. like you said, maybe we are growing apart. and you posting s**t .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/484382/ a letter i wrote him http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/484378/ just moved http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/484374/ i appreciate everyones reviews and such... im just miserable right now, trying my best to place up a front of pure happiness, when reality is im dying inside... how long will this death i be able to hide... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/464394/ see him and i talk alot,"will things ever get better?""what do we need to do?"but he doesnt seem to care if things are really going to get better or not,he just says he wants me no matter what..i love him there is no doubting that,and i believe he loves me,but even .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/464294/ some times life takes us places and we dont understand why http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/464071/ idk.. was bored and decided to write something.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/458520/ people tend to think you must do great things to praise God, but this is not the case... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/458518/ what shall be my destiny?was i created for more than poverty?shall i ever arise and bless others?can i even make a wonderful mother?will i ever be an example of right?or will i forever plead a dreadful plight?am i meant for more than fainful cries?for honesty rather than empty lies?d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/458297/ Sometimes i feel so depressed insideant the thing is, i dont know whyit's not that i dont like livingbut i ponder what it would be like to diei find myself imagining how it will take placewill i simply pass peacefullyor shall i die in horror?How many people will morn for meor shall i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/458294/ What is the meaning of life? we are all here for a purpose arent we? what would that purpose be? do we simply live to die? well thats what some believe, but not me. I believe we are here for a purpose far greater than most realize. think about it! who is out maker? the Lord God Almighty! now what is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457899/ first ever christian poem/song that i wrote back in 2003 i think.. i was like 13 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457895/ One day i will see such an amazing place,a world of light, no sin, no hurt, just joy.Jesus will be there, at the right hand of God.I imagine an awesome glimmering gold masterpiece upon which the King of Kings will sit.Constant blue skies, not an earth blue, but a perfect, gorgeous, capturing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457877/ we all go through them but only the good people in life will make it through them and become a better person http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457872/ Life can be compared to a cake, having no clue of its fate or purpose. God must first gather all the ingredients, as the Maker only He knows what to use exactly what will make us whole and delightful. Then He must mix these items creating personality. While mixing we must be beaten into batter. all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457865/ does every relationship have to be mingled with love and hate? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457856/ Being a teen age mother is so hard sometimes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/457848/ 8/20/09 at 11:08 pmI love you grandpa, and im so sorry for all the mean things i ever said to you, im so so sorry for being such a b***h to you when i was younger.. i love you so much and miss you so much... im so sorry i didnt call the other day, if i would have then i would have been able to tal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446727/ People are so hard to read sometimes, and so easy to misinterpret! things get out of hand so easily now a days.... simply things become complicated, little things big, and its so crazy... it would be so much easier to runaway with only the ones that really understand you and forget those that make l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446726/ feel so emptyfeel so sadfeel so unusedfeel so tiredfeel so sickfeel so downfeel so witheredfeel so unfriendlyfeel so unwantedfeel so forgottenfeel so unlovedfeel so uninvolvedfeel so desperatefeel so despairedfeel so anguishedfeel so brokenfeel so hatedfeel so so so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446725/ I dont know why i dareto try everyday to liveim going to fail i swearwhy am i so negative?Life seems to suck a little more each daybesides a few moments with him or heri want to just go ahead and pass awaybut they need/want me in their futureI declare, if it were not soi would not .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446722/ What is one supposed to do when they feel like they are not where they are supposed to be in life? when they feel like they are not in god's will.. and they so badly want to be, but at the same time they dont want to lose anyone in order to get into his will... what do you do when so many ppl tell y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446721/ Kaylee tho i have yet to meet youyou are my precious little girlone day you will start crawlingbefore i know it you will wear pearlsa guy will ask to have youbut no matter what, your momma's baby girli already love you so very muchi want to give you all thats good in the worldtho you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446720/ As a teen having to grow up more than ever before and having to bring up a family is a tough thing, but with God nothing is impossible http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446718/ People's words can really hurt... but God can help you thru that hurt http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446716/ This was wrote while im going thru a hard time in life, and find myself questioning everything i believe.. and coming to the conclusion that i need to change some things in my life and get on track with God http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dezarae/446715/