http://slow.writerscafe.org/neuroticwriter The original writings of author Pam en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776017865 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I don’t understandMy thoughtsAre not my ownMy bodySomewhere elseFlashes of memoriesThat don’t make sensePiecesFragmentsOf a lifeNot my ownOf hardshipsNot my ownWhere is this coming fromWho is thisA life outside of myselfOr someone elseI can't put all o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/603924/ The way things wereAre not how they are going to beThe sun doesn’t always setThe way it is supposed to.Yet I find myself in the same placeThe same questionsOn my mindBut what does it all mean?Why do I look there?Why do I always seekWhat can not be explained?I will try over and overWith no solu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/603922/ Try to seeTry to beTry to go this wayTry to knowTry to followTry to understandTry to fit in the moldTry to break freeTry to go leftTry to be rightTry to fight backTry to be invisibleTry to see throughTry to bendTry to feel goodTry to let it outTry to not wantTry to let goTry to just beTry to see http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/603921/ The shadow of nightCovering up all thoughtAll WorriesAll sign of what used to be. Here is where I hideHere is where I am meNo one asking questionsAbout the sunAbout things unsaidJust beautiful silence The night embraces meEngulfs meIn its loving arms The night doesn’t judgeI&rsq.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/603919/ Where to begin?From when the sun roseTo where it came crashing down?Or when it stood high in the skyShining a light over a false truthBrilliantly displaying a friendshipOf lies and gossipOf laughter at others expenseOf spirits flying highOf late night jauntsOf feeling less then myselfWhere was the l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/454930/ Sleep O blessed pain. I don’t want you anymore. I have gone through hell and fire And yet I still survive. I am tired of fighting, Tired of finding the strength Tired of being dragged down Tired of seeing darkness everywhere I turn. No living light that makes a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/450929/ Why do people act the way they do, When I try my hardest to help them out everyway possible. All they do is use Abuse, Take advantage And then push me away What have I done? Where did I go wrong in our friendship that you felt you could treat me this way. I have no confidence in my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/450928/ When I walked up to you,Did you see me?Really see me?I am not sure.For I keep going in circles – With the same thoughts in my headWhy do I feel alone?Why does it seem you don’t hear me?Why do I call you a friendWhen you don’t seem to care?All these questions I a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/447863/ About a friend I used to know. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/neuroticwriter/447860/