http://slow.writerscafe.org/Bilodeaus3 The original writings of author Steven Bilodeau en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776195799 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Broken, confused and all aloneshattered the things, I've always knownnever knowing, who's to gowhat's the plan,  no one knowsthe plan is evilthe plan has thoughtsnever sleeping, here it hauntslike a statue on a steeplepicking at all the peoplenow its my turnnow its timenow is when my plan decid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bilodeaus3/627752/ Think of those times when the day wasn't day or night. 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