http://slow.writerscafe.org/Sheilacarr3199 The original writings of author Sheila Marie Carr en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775973759 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Forgiveness of oneself is a powerful access to overcome trauma, torment and hate, in order to gain the power of self love! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/2833833/ IT IS WHAT IT IS, NOTHING LAST FORVER http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/2479746/ Never know what coming for you. Learning to expect the unexpected is a must. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1669929/ I long for youI grieve for youI miss your touchI need you so muchI see you each dayBut we're worlds apartI wish I could sayPlease unbreak my heartI often talk to youBut you refuse to hearThe words I speak to youIt's your silence what I fearYou're right hear with meYet you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1119541/ Hidden within the heartA unique kind of loveProtected from all harmSheltered from aboveBeloved in a placeInvisible to the eyesA love that is cherishedBuried deep insideConcealed deep withinWith tender loving careIn hopes that one dayYou will find it thereSometimes love .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1119532/ I shutter at the thoughtAt life passing me byNot knowing all the answersNor reasons or why'sThe question isAt the end of the dayWhy does it all matterWhen we're not here to stay?I shutter at the thoughtOf what remains to be seenThat life could be a nightmareOr some demonic.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1119530/ An everlasting love... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1118397/ Going to the point of no returnResting on the edge, the edge of a cliffSeems frightening yet calmingDisillusions of thoughts, beliefs and ideasKeeps you on the edge of madnessSlipping away into darknessShadows lurking behind youWhile there are echos from the pastHaunting your mindY.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1118389/ This poem is about finding happiness when you thought it no longer existed.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/1116720/ This poem is about my survival of domestic abuse, it took 26 and a half years of pain and suffering, but Thank God I'm here... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/844241/ An enchanted cottage, out in the woodsIn the middle of paradise, is where it stoodA recluse and a hermit, just happens to beBewitched by its magic, that made them see When they are there, only beauty is shownA magical spell, gave them a place to belongThere is a beauty, that only .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/465195/ Whatever you doDont' let nothing control youNot a lover or a friendNot even your kinWhatever you doDon't let anyone make you black and blueLove who you areYou are your own special starWhatever you doLet your heart be trueYou are your best friendThe one who'll be there till the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/465033/ People dieThings decayLife eludes usThen betrayTo find happinesIs very rareNo need to ponderOr even careSix feet underIs where I'll beEnd of the roadI cease to beOne more thingI'd like to sayFarewell my friendPrepare to lay http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/465027/                                                   .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/464479/  Have mercy upon me, O GodAnd cleanse me from my sinWash away my iniquityRenew a right spirit withinI acknowledge my transgressionsMy sin is ever before meAgainst thee have I sinnedMy eyes are open, in which I may seePurge me with hissopI shall be whiter than .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/464468/ At last I am free http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/464464/ It's amazingWhat the hands can doThe physical violenceAnd domestic abuseA flick of the riskCan make you jumpThe fear of the handMakes the heart pumpThe hands commitsSo many different actsNot all are pretty And that's a factThey can hurt youBeat you, and treat you badThe h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/464135/ Please deliver meOut of the pits of hellSo that I can live to tellPlease don't let thisFury unleashAnd bring down The wrath of evil on mePlease deliever meOut of this madnessFor my living is invainBound and tied by sadnessSave my soulIt's timeTime for me to let goO.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/462553/ All the wicked little things you doBound by liesIn a world untrueYou bring her into our homeSay she's a friend of a friendBut she's your loverSo don't even pretendYou sit in her carOut in front of our doorThe whole while I'm thinkingHow to even the scoreYou got a lot of balls.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/462466/ My last ride http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/461207/  My love where have you goneWhy did you leave me here all aloneI searched for you, behind every doorI looked for you, beneath the wood floorsI beg of you please, come back to meSo I can relax and begin to breatheThe pain is so heavy, and hard to bareI thought.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/460893/ For my brother http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/460856/ A page I took out of my journal http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/460673/ Everybody needs someoneSomething to believe inTo share their hopes and dreamsWho treats you like a friendWhen you believeBelieve with all your mightWrap it around your soulMake it snug and tightSometimes seeing is believingIn what we percieve is trueSo believe in the fact That .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/460654/  It only takes a moment To say how do you doIt only takes a moment To say I love youThe things that could be saidIn a moment in timeAre sometimes left unsaidAnd sometimes left behindIt only take a momentTo say how are you todayIt only takes a momentTo say I'm doing OKD.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/460217/  Please don't touch meOr rub your fingers across my skinFor it makes me withdrawAnd revert deep withinPlease don't touch meYou are a liar and untrue manYour seduction is no longer welcomeSo please reframe your handsPlease don't touch meOr brush your lips across minesIt's r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/460166/ There is a portal, that leads me through a doorTo escape the ugliness, that seeks through the poresI slip into darkness in the corner of my mindWaiting for freedom or some great devineTo take me away and release me from realityI don't want to end up, another suicide fatalityHyperventilat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/459973/  When I fell, I fell so hardI gave him everything But he broke my heartI put him so high, upon a pedestalNever thought the dayThat he would somehow fallSo many years, so much timeI lost everything, almost lost my mindI wish I can go back An.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/459867/ Why do you have to break my heartRender my soul and tear it apartBeat me down with your words of hateCounting the days to end my fateWhat did I do to make you so madYou were the only friend, I ever hadPlease tell me and help me understandRise to the occassion, be an honest ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/459787/ More than life, I always wanted to beSomeone special in my heart, if only just for meI always believed that I was a nobodyTrying to be special, at least to somebody You see, more than anything I needed loveI couldn't love myself, for the lack there ofWhen you don't feel good,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/459784/ A poem for everyone here at writer's cafe http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/459673/ Not everything goes according to plan http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/459659/  Iam losing myself, to the world around meSunken into despair, and drowning in my griefThe days passes by, like a theif in the nightSo deep into darkness, I can't even see the light Losing who Iam, or the person I could beHas broken me down, and hurt me so badlyHow can.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/458413/ Just a thanks to my friends...just in case this is the end http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/458391/ Inspired by Proverbs 31:10-31 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/458387/ The very first time, he said it was a mistakeAs I looked in the mirror, at my swollen faceThe speck in my eye, the black and blueLook what you made me, do to you He said he was sorry, it wouldn't happen againIt did...A life of abuse had beginThis was love, so he told me soA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/458348/  My heart rise and fall, with each breathe I takeInhale and exhale, as I exasperateBarely breathing, in this world you seeChasing down death, to set me free I'm smothering, suffering, and dying in vainI cease to live, and I have no shameI'm barely breathing, yet my hea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/458054/ For my children http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/458038/ As the petals of a flower wilts awayMy love for you, deminshes each dayWhat a big disappointment, you turned out to beYour flattery and lust, didn't impress meThe inadequate supply of love you gaveNow it's my life, in which I must saveYou have wilted me down, in a state of despairI m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/457875/ The smallest things can mean so much http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/457186/ We pass on the streets, we look eye to eyeWhile a moment in time, passes byI suddenly realized, what we have doneA flicker of flame, has just begun As I walk on by, I turn to stareOnly to see you, standing thereWe didn't speak a word, our eyes told the truthOf a l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/457184/  I want to hate you, but I know it's wrongYou have treated me badly, for so very longIf it wasn't for God, I would hate your gutsBecause the thought of you, makes me nuts It's your very own fault, that I feel this wayFor you belittled my mind, each and everydayYou are the o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/457175/  Death why do you elude me soI'm suffering here with no place to goI wait for you to come my wayTo take me away from this evil placeInto depths of deep dispairSo far, so far, beyond repairLiving here, is living a lieI'm tired of pretending, and want to dieI'm ready to pay for .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/457108/ True love does'nt suppose to hurt, yet we live in a world where love is crippled...So I question why, "is true love fact or fiction? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/457060/  As I sit alone, here in this chairLocked in a trance, out the window I stareDay after day, I sit here waiting for youI'm losing control, I don't know what to do I try and I try, to remember your faceIt has been so long, since you left this placeAs time passes by, it weaken.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/456641/ Why did you betray, my love for youI loved you so much, and cherished you tooI gave you my heart, now it cuts like a knifeI was your friend, your lover, and wife Betrayed by a man that I thought loved meWith his mountain of lies, of betrayal and adulteryYou still want admit, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/456637/  The sun rises, then it setsThe moon and stars, lights up nextThe earth, the planetsThe air that we breathePlants and flowers, beautiful treesThe known, the unknownOf this mysterious worldThe ocean, seas, rivers, and springsThe climate, the seasons, and weather it bringsWhen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/456635/ A poem about patience and endurance http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/456552/ A poem about myself, a part of me in which I would like to share with the world. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/456360/ This poem is about a being used and made to feel like a nobody http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sheilacarr3199/456142/