http://slow.writerscafe.org/Jessica93 The original writings of author Jess. en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776142197 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Tears streak down my face as you hug me One more time This is goodbye Not for forever But for days to come Time is too short when I'm with you And too long when I'm not It's a cruel thing You grab both of my hands And look me in the eyes Mine are blu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/937831/ Pressure.Chest Pressure.I can't breath. Ache.Headache.It throbs.Hurts so much that I can't see.I can't think. Laying thereA blank stare. . .Hours pass byMy hands still shakeAnxiety. . .It eats you aliveMakes your pulse jump out of your skinWhile your heart hammers in your chest. . .And you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/824193/ Our lips touchI can't catch my breathYour hands slip up my shirtI shiverOur hearts beat fastOur skin turns hotIt's been weeks since I last saw youYou're hungryI'm hungry too Our clothes start hitting the floorMy head is dizzyEverything is blurry, is darkAll I hear is y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/808991/  i grip the bottle she tells me no i move away i stay she is gonei shouldve listened now i regret goodbye bottle give me one chance i love u bring me back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/752620/ Your truck rolled up My breath caughtHeart skipped a bitI saw your smileHeard your voiceIt was like I went back in timeAll those feelings came backMy eyes were wideSurprisedBut yet, you just smiledLike nothing ever happenedAnd then we were in bed togetherYou reached out to mePut your hand on my armY.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/740905/ A stab in the chest, and tears start fallingI choke on sobsCan't breath, chest is tightNo airNo stopping thisI'm trapped inside myselfWanting to see my own bloodDrip, drip, drip. . .It would look so pretty. . .Is there anything better than this?I don't think soHappiness is done for meMy time is upI'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/740356/ Its not wanting to wake up in the moringIts staring at yourself in the mirror with disgustIts wanting painIts wanting self harmIts wanting it all to be goneIts wanting it to endIts a slow self destruction. . .  I can't breath Sometimes the air is so thickSometimes t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/708945/ She sits alone and criesNo one knows what she truly feels insideNo one knows her thoughts She day dreams about cuttingAbout feeling that blade cut deep into her skinShe wants it so badYearns for itItches for it Her finger taps the screen on her cell phoneShe sits waiting for it to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/695728/ Whats happening to me? Lately I cry myself to sleep. Only smile when I know people can see.  Too much stuff in my head.  Things I can't explain. . . Like cutting.  Haven't thought about that sense last summer.  But it's back, has been fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/691013/ Just my thoughts lately. . . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/690833/ Disappearing with not one word of goodbyeLike I should know why?Now I'm left with no closureThinking of memories I wish I couldn't rememberLike your hands on meYour breath on my cheekOur lips locked togetherAnd my heart skipping beats....I bet your's never didYou were such a good actorMaybe could ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/630885/ I saw this coming...I saw it in your eyesThe liesBut I deniedNow look where it got meSitting on the bathroom floorFeeling sick from drinking the night beforeDrinking to forget youWhen you didn't text meI knew we were throughAnd so it's doneMore of my life goneWastedBut I can't forget those nightsOf .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/626830/ Driving westTowards the sunThat's just about setWindows crackedCool air rushing inMaking my fingers feel numbAs they grip the wheelThin layers of fogHover over the roadNothing but treesAnd corn feildsOn either side of meA country song is playing on the radio I reach to change itBut for some reason I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/600791/ I can't believe I'm doing this again Putting myself through this. . .again Haven't I learned from the last time? I'm getting hung up on you Just like I did with him But he was a foolish boy And you. . .you are a grown man It makes no dif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/599292/ The story of my real childhood. . . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/573054/ Yeah, kinda not so good for my first post after being gone awhile... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/508657/ Please, don't leave me aloneDon't let me shutdownJust keep talkingCause it keeps the light aroundPlease, don't leave me aloneEven if I begI want it so badBut can't stand the painWhen I trap myself in my own headAnd get lost in the darkSometimes it lasts for daysI walk around unaware of my sorroundin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/490963/ More depressing stuff.... :/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/488925/ Something I wrote a little while ago... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/483391/ So I started this as a piece for a Contest, but it kinda turned into something totally different... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/480487/ Just....frustrated with myself..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/476675/ Childhood memories.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/476099/ Something I wrote spur of the moment a while back.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/472139/ It explains its self I guess.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/471466/ You asked me if the drinking bothered me, and I said no.I lied.You asked if she bothered me, and I said no.I lied.They asked me if I wanted to talk to you again, and I said no.I didn't lie.They asked me if I missed you, and I said no.I lied.You asked me if I'd ever want to talk .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/462793/ Poem about my Dad http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Jessica93/462774/